It was a ballbuster of an evening, racing here and there, in a semi sober continuum. Comment posted to previous entry "this is probably more innocent than it sounds"....jesus I wish. Am I smoking crack? Why why why am I obsessed with boys? It's not like I have nothing to do and am just passing time, or even a lonliness driving me to date so...
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jordanos:
im gonna have to tell you to chill with it. not that it is "wrong". its just dangerous. too many diseases. and you are never 100% safe. i guess it is up to you. but when its too late, itll already be too late. if that makes any sense. then again, i havent spent my day with you 
ha ha. so i really shouldnt say anything. 
ha ha. so i really shouldnt say anything. 
spadez:
Been meaning to pop in and say he noticed that you posted on Disgustapateds' journy the other day thought you might like to check out SGTEXAS group and maybe catch up with some of us other local Austinites around town sometime.... 
The good times are killing me! Too many men, too little time...my plans at the ritz have now been amended to:
Hang out with D
Possibly see J
Hang out with G
Meet up with S at the ritz, then hang out with G some more
Head back over to J's
then head home and sleep, finally.
Damn, should prove to be an interesting night.....now...
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Hang out with D
Possibly see J
Hang out with G
Meet up with S at the ritz, then hang out with G some more
Head back over to J's
then head home and sleep, finally.
Damn, should prove to be an interesting night.....now...
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jordanos:
throw one next weekend, and im there
Now see, now i am feeling inadequate. maybe i have to change my name. cause there is already a J.
Now see, now i am feeling inadequate. maybe i have to change my name. cause there is already a J.
tadzi:
this is probably much more innocent than it sounds
Well helloooo and a good morning to ya. Last night was kick ass....suprisingly so. Met up with *D* and went to Emos to see the Sun and DeathRay Davies play. First off, I am a hermit, I rarely leave the house, and when I do it's not generally to go to a club, so the building anxiety as I left my cozy home was absolutely...
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guitargeek:
Ahhh, good times, good times!
Ok, so I'm coming to a pretty crappy realization....I am a total slut master. Why does my libido drive me to do inappropriate things constantly? Not that they arent plenty fun, but damn, even I think I need to slow down. Supposed to go see a show tonight with a total freaking stranger...a bit nervous, so I'm sure I'll end up drinking before and during...
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jordanos:
Thats ok. I could practically be called Jordanos the Chaste. 
smellslikescifi:
so how did it go? I want details so I can burn with jealousy!
"Well, at least you have identified the problem even if you don't know it, its you and nobody else. Why sit and wait for someone to show up or call, much like your dog waiting to see what you want to do. You are not a dog and shouldn't behave like one. You have gotten yourself convinced that you are just there to be used,...
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jordanos:
im not a fan of "age" discrimination. if someone lives to 80, at 20 they are still young. if someone lives to 30, at 20 they are old. instead of the mathematical age, people should probably base things more on a maturity scale. then again, itll be a little difficult to give everyone 8 hour long tests just to see their maturity age, and then do that every year. just a pain.
although, it would be fun to see how many 4 year olds come out older than my co workers.
we should really hang out sometime. whenever you get back from your hiking trip(and good luck btw), send a message my way. ive been needing to go towards austin anyways.
although, it would be fun to see how many 4 year olds come out older than my co workers.
we should really hang out sometime. whenever you get back from your hiking trip(and good luck btw), send a message my way. ive been needing to go towards austin anyways.
Neverending and tedious....this was my week. I am on day one of seven off of work, thank satan! At some point I'm to drive up to Oklahoma for some hiking, and then to see Wilco play, but for now I'm content to park my ass on the sofa and read, drink hot tea, and enjoy this miserably depressing yet blissfully balmy weather. Tonight is "hang...
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smellslikescifi:
off for seven days?! Hazzah! Enjoy it! I have the day off as well! It's gonna be porn, laundry, video games and music, music, music. Woo-hoo!
This morning finds me half asleep with eyes wide open...the slew of unwritten replies to emails received days ago insurmountable and intimidating. How can I force sincerity when I feel it, yet I'm too lazy/exhausted to do more than cut and paste, form letter fashion? So instead I devote my energies to the "blog o' bitchin." Procrastination was never my worst vice, though as of...
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guitargeek:
How about moderately attractive and moderately educated?
deathtoforls:
jordan...burlesque in dallas sounds fun...lemme think on it, I'm a broke slacker at the moment 
As I have absolutely zero luck lately, today was just another in a stream of frustrating and obnoxious exercises in futility. About a month ago I requested an extension on my car payment...which was denied. My instinct was to borrow money and pay them, but lack of motivation and an insane work schedule overruled instinct. I find myself receiving a phone call from my grandfolks... Read More
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jordanos:
holy cow. went on a road trip to okolahoma. gone 2 and a half days. and there is 30 minutes of reading for each day! i like your journal. it is fun to read. well, i think that should be a compliment.
"someone willing to fuck, be friends, occasionally cuddle, but leave the affair without a label."
how you doin? what about your only SG friend? 
"someone willing to fuck, be friends, occasionally cuddle, but leave the affair without a label."
how you doin? what about your only SG friend? 
nate_core:
i thought...this girl knows a lot about dog gas...interesting. then i saw "vet tech" and felt much better.
Gone and forgotten Apr 11, 2005 9:04 am
Mood: energetic
Broke up with detachment man last night...jesus, what a mistake I made in ever romanticizing a relationship with such a self absorbed little boy! When the list of things you can't talk about becomes longer than the list of cans...it's time to get the hell out. Still planning to go on our road trip, which...
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Mood: energetic
Broke up with detachment man last night...jesus, what a mistake I made in ever romanticizing a relationship with such a self absorbed little boy! When the list of things you can't talk about becomes longer than the list of cans...it's time to get the hell out. Still planning to go on our road trip, which...
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"You have to detach yourself" Apr 9, 2005 3:45 am
Mood: drained
Those were the words that precede the heartfelt love poem written to another woman by the man I'm seeing. He finally called, and I tried so hard not to answer, in fact, I ignored the first four phone calls, but broke down on number five, and as I declined his invitation a pregnant...
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Mood: drained
Those were the words that precede the heartfelt love poem written to another woman by the man I'm seeing. He finally called, and I tried so hard not to answer, in fact, I ignored the first four phone calls, but broke down on number five, and as I declined his invitation a pregnant...
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