My grandmother is a CUNT of the highest degree. She should win a prize for her frigid and insensitive demeanor. So here's how it went. She called my cell 3 days ago and left a message asking me to call her. SHE DID NOT SAY WHY. Always say why you want me to call your skank ass back, please, or expect your call to go...
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err:
bust out your wicked kung fu on her ass
akiva:
I'm a mofogator? What the fuck is that? It had better be good, or I'll give you a bitch slapping so severe you'll cream yourself. Wait...that's something you'd like. Ah, fuck it, it works for both of us, doesn't it?
OK. This sucks ass. I have to find homes for 2 of my kitties. The grandparents are not so thrilled with my menagerie, and as they have been so kind to provide a place for me to live, I feel I must honor their cruel request. So, I'm going to just say, if any of you lovely people are looking into getting a cat, you...
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guitargeek:
So far, Oklahoma is treating me pretty rough...
Unloaded the U-Haul today. Brought tons of guitars and speakers and stereo equipment into my dad's house, then drove to my uncle's place to store literally tons of other stuff.
My buddy Todd helped me with that last part, so I guess maybe Oklahoma ain't treatin' me so bad after all, it was just extremely hot & muggy.
Sorry you have to give up your kitties...
Unloaded the U-Haul today. Brought tons of guitars and speakers and stereo equipment into my dad's house, then drove to my uncle's place to store literally tons of other stuff.
My buddy Todd helped me with that last part, so I guess maybe Oklahoma ain't treatin' me so bad after all, it was just extremely hot & muggy.
Sorry you have to give up your kitties...
fraktalpaul:
wha's up sweets...
Tonight has been a good night. I've stayed productive, and other than my narcolepsy meds havent abused any substances. So far, so good. I've been helping my mom clean up her house, cause good gawd it was and still is fairly dirty, but coming along quickly. Nice to stay busy. Heard from a good friend and an ex co-worker. Both were very hopeful conversations, cathartic...
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kay:
Good on you girl. 
~cheers
~cheers
nox:
Glad to hear you're doing better. I hope your dad's friend fulfills your request.
i have absolutey no idea of what im doing with my life. what is truly amazing is how awful i am. awful....speechless, I think i am a total fuckoff. my own blood boils over my inadequacies and actions. im having some crazy karma realizations. my head is racing, I should clean. im twitchy. i cant handle death. im just using bad substances to cover it....
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heterochromia:
Sheesh, hon, you are too hard on yourself. You're not allowing yourself time to grieve. Get sober for a while and accept the feelings you're having; they're normal. You'll get through this but you need to stop burying your feelings under all those chemicals.
alyk:
I am currently dealing with a dependency on barbiturates myself...Your serotonin levels are probably fucked up right now, which doesn't help your situation...
It's so normal for people your age to start questioning things like that...You should know that you're not alone, and I promise everything will eventually work out for you...You're gorgeous, witty, and kind...You have endless potential...
It's so normal for people your age to start questioning things like that...You should know that you're not alone, and I promise everything will eventually work out for you...You're gorgeous, witty, and kind...You have endless potential...
Yeah well, my night really rocked. Didnt go out, am completely broke, girlfriend stood me up. What more can a gal ask for? Guess I should be happy to not have a hangover tomorrow morning. My car is acting all sorts of strange, probably because I am too lazy to change my own oil and too cheap to have it changed, so thats whats on...
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barekroell:
your headphones look awkward 
the rest just looks... fine to me, I guess
the rest just looks... fine to me, I guess
midwintertears:
i just wanted to say .. you = the hotness
Howdy all. Wondering if and when this feeling of discontent and depression will lift. I've been staying drunk to avoid the topic, and so far so good, but I suppose there will come a day of reckoning in the not so distant future, at which point I pray I don't fall the fuck apart. This whole estate settling mess is quite unsettling, what with friends...
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nail:
you need a vacation. email me,
Hi everyone. The last few days have been utterly exhausting, what with me staying trashed to avoid reality. Got to see one of my favorite people, who kind enough to drive up and check on me, keep me distracted, and enlighten me with some movies and music- thank you my dear. Thanks to everyone for EVERYTHING. GG-thanks for keeping tabs on me, I'm sorry I've...
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guitargeek:
Calling me is no longer an option, Matt took the phone today.
I wish I could see you before I leave, but I feel lucky to have spent any time with you at all.
I'm so sorry about your hurt, I wish I could do something for you.
I wish I could see you before I leave, but I feel lucky to have spent any time with you at all.
I'm so sorry about your hurt, I wish I could do something for you.
smellslikescifi:
I miss you so much, baby. 
Just got back from Pace Bend. Drove out to get away from the overwhelming sorrow that is pervading my household at the moment. Seems the more affection I get right now, the more hysterical I become. It's been many a year since I wept so profusely and with such vigor. Took Kemlo, my favorite doberman, out there with me to catch a glimpse of the...
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smooshfacedlion:
So sorry. My dad died when I was only eight and I never really got to know him well. I wish more than anything that I could've had the chance to know him as an adult, or even a teenager, and can just tell you that despite the negatives you feel and remember you are fotunate to have had that chance. Hope you feel better. D.
heterochromia:
How are you doing today, hon?
I just found out my dad died. Nothing is right. Nothing. So much racing through my head, and yet the words fail me.
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lara6666:
My heart goes out to you!! 
HUGS
HUGS
Arghhhh. Too much tequila last night damnit. Tonight is Spoon. I'm DYING to go, but damned if I'm not reconsidering because I hate going out alone. I always drink too much, because I'm antisocial like that and must be drunk if forced to mingle with dozens of strangers. Adderall has definitely not helped my social life. It makes me too damn impulsive, but doesnt really...
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jordanos:
yes! gator wrestling! i like it!
guitargeek:
How ya doin'?