delorean

ever have those feelings that all your friends are avoiding you, not returning your calls, ignoring your messages, not wanting to have anything to do with you and there's no explanation for it??

ever feel like you're being left out of things which you should really have been told about, should really have been invited to take part in?

ever feel like your so called friends are arseholes, and that you give them much more help, time, friendship than they ever give you????

ever feel stuck in a cycle of crap that will not break?? feel trapped?? can't see a way to make it work out better??

this is how i feel today, slightly pissed off to say the least, just realized most of my friends are dickheads and i actually hate them quite a lot, this especially applies to people who get together with a boyfriend/girlfriend, and then turn into a totally different, fake phoney horrible sickening person who only ever wants to do everything with that girlfriend/boyfriend, really really pisses me off.

so yes, generally feeling very underappreciated, unliked, no matter what i do to be good to people they always kick me in the teeth, what gives?????

anyway.... life goes on.. right? go mets!

Happy Birthday!!

wooohoooooo!!!!!!!

i am going to see dick dale tonight in london at the spitz.

if anyone else is in the area, come check it out, cuz dick is just a total freakin god among men.

hmm, i think this may help make up for missing out on all tomorrows parties again, what a bummer!! i could have seen mogwai, tortoise, shellac, sonic youth, stephen malkmus, cat power, modest mouse, jeez what a perfect line up!

okay,

dickdale was freakin amazing!!

just utterly utterly unspeakably mindblowingly brilliant, what a dude!!!!!

greatest gig i've ever been to.

i'm gonna put up a gallery of pics on another site soon, stay tuned.