I'm back. There's a rant in the spoiler, so if you just want to hear the good stuff, don't click on it! Otherwise, I know it's a long entry, but it's a whole week's worth of vacation covered, so deal!
It is truely amazing just how quickly they can turn into an arsehole....one minute loving, fantastic boyfriend.....next immature, selfish, insensitive wanker.
I do think however that it might be getting close to re-bound time for me. I miss being touched, will have to go out and see if I can remember how to flirt!
I don't know you...you don't know me..I simply came across your journal.
Here is what I have to say to you:
I don't know the whole story but you shouldn't hang on to something if you dodn't think it is right. The only advice I can give you is to be strong, be yourself, and if he doesn't really fit in with who you are as a person..then leave it...until he does. Do not lose who you are as a person just because of the situation.
Know yourself. Know what you want. If the two match up with him...then don't let go. Give it the space it needs but don't let go. If he doesn't..thet let him go. Just make sure you are being true to who you are.
wow...do I sound like a dear abby column in a dime store magazine yet?!?!
That was a very sexy party. I only just got home, though. I might as well have stayed overnight. There was an accident, and the police were re-routing traffic. Not only did I have to backtrack very far, but then when I got to the right highway, I managed to go the wrong way! I'm very tired now.
Vacation tomorrow. Actually, I guess it's today.... Read More
Girl, I hope you've learned how to paddle. Either that or swim.
I read your comment about lavender biscuits and wondered if you would mind sharing the recipe with me. They sound yummy.
So.... I have put quite a lot of time and money into my car. I love it, and try to do as much as possible, but wind up needing the "big stuff" done at a shop. For three years, I've been a customer at a specialty Z shop, and they've been very good to me. Last summer, I thought I might sell the Z, and... Read More
i work at big 5. it's a sporting goods store. normally it's cool. normally the customers are actually pretty nice. today they just all sucked though. i dunno. maybe there's something in the air?
and that really sux about your car!!! car troubles always suck.
got the car for my bro. it's a 1997 VW GTI VR6. I thought he was going to faint when my mom and I looked at each other and said, okay let's get it. he needs to be more responsible if he wants to keep the car, but he's really excited right now. my mom wrote the check, looked at him, and said, "you're my... Read More
I'm registering my little brother in school today, and possibly buying him a car. How funny that I only have $30 to my name until I go back to work tomorrow.
the_cowboy is being a poopyhead. He's in trouble. I hope this gets straightened out. We're supposed to leave for vacation this weekend.
I had dinner with my folks and my grandma yesterday. I'm so... Read More
If you haven't seen TigerAngel's Mermaid set in PSW, and commented, you're missing out. She's fabulous. Only thing better? If you get a chance to meet her in person (gracious hostess, pet lover, charming woman... beauty, grace, and she's a damn fine cook), jump on it! A lovely, lovely person.
Oh honey, thank you so much for the comments you put down about my set!!! It made me laugh when I read what you said. I was so fucking nervous about putting it up.
Indeed? Hrm. I had hoped it would be closer. Though if it does come to fruition, they tell me I shall get a rental car. Maybe a road trip to say hello would be the order of a fine weekend?
Lots of stuff happened, but I'm too tired to properly update. A few highlights:
The weather shaped up and we had a lovely time, including a bonfire. (Last year, the fire department was called due to a campfire ban we hadn't known about - details when I truly update).
On Wednesday, we took my aunt & uncle's boat out (my uncle wasn't with us), but... Read More
hah! I'm fucking sick of mistressing... I've had ONE job since I've been here... but I think the tube thing is getting everyone a bit antsy...
I'll give you any information you want to know lovvie... I'm in the same frame of mind myself.. its just too hard to make a decent living these days.. I mean I earn like $25 an hour with the office work that I do.. I actually took a pay cut being a mistress but the hours were worth it...
when I return to london to live I'm going to get a part time office job and do mistressing part time....
It's sunny and wonderful. I haven't set up my mom's email on her phone, so I'm not able to post pictures from the camera phone yet. Working on it, but I keep getting distracted and going outside or cooking or whatnot. I even got a bit of a tan yesterday. Hopefully, I will return to the States a brown baby! And wait'll you guys see... Read More
I can't wait for my holiday, it's only 4 days but it'll be verymuch welcome after I got all this crap sorted out, think I'm gonna take a month off, just to get myself back together, I'm surviving by being an emotionless robot at the moment!
I do think however that it might be getting close to re-bound time for me. I miss being touched, will have to go out and see if I can remember how to flirt!
Here is what I have to say to you:
I don't know the whole story but you shouldn't hang on to something if you dodn't think it is right. The only advice I can give you is to be strong, be yourself, and if he doesn't really fit in with who you are as a person..then leave it...until he does. Do not lose who you are as a person just because of the situation.
Know yourself. Know what you want. If the two match up with him...then don't let go. Give it the space it needs but don't let go. If he doesn't..thet let him go. Just make sure you are being true to who you are.
wow...do I sound like a dear abby column in a dime store magazine yet?!?!