Wednesday Oct 24, 2007

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I have a sinus infection.

I feel terrible.

Dizzy, nauseas. I'm on 4 different meds, including steroids.
Hello mood swings again.

If I still have vertigo tomorrow I have to go back for my head scanned.

This sucks!

Wednesday Oct 17, 2007

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Sorry about my last post. I let too many things get to me.
I'm feeling a lot better and more positive now.

I need to find a good screenplay writing software. If anyone knows of one, please let me know.
Or I might by the first one I find. I hate shopping!
mad

I can't find trent coat that will fit my 6'3" frame. This is...
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ginary:
Ill definately agree with you on the cat in the lap thing, I saw that movie a while ago , Did you like it? miao!!
malena:
thanks to you I have a new halloween idea

Tuesday Oct 16, 2007

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I try to always be polite. I try to never say something that would offend anyone.
This can't always be done. Accidents and lapses in judgement happen.
And sometimes you realize it to late to do anything about it. Or to, at least, sound sincere.

I like to think the best of people. Give them a chance. Not always trust my first impression.
Bad ones...
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silk:
thanks for the comment smile smile smile
trestria:
Pessimism takes too much effort. Try apathy.

Friday Oct 12, 2007

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Well, the new regime at work let go of another 6 people today.
That brings the totall to 27 layoff and 8 people quiting in the 3 months.
I think I should post my resume online.

Not really in the happiest of moods. I don't know if my seasonal depression is starting early or what. It usually doesn't start till around Thanksgiving. It could be...
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brightredscream:
Thank you for the comment of support...
At least SG Staff listened to those of us who were unhappy with their choice to have this go live and removed it!
ajilee:
I didn't know you had a kitty! That's adorable.

I had to beat some serious cat ass today, she had my webs sprawled out all over the floor. I had to hang them so she couldn't reach them, then what does she do? Starts jumping off furniture to get at them!

Ugh...want 3 more?

Sunday Oct 07, 2007

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Well, guess who just left my house.
Miss No Call. No Show. from a week ago. And offered up the lamest excuse ever. I didn't really care, in fact I didn't even bring it up when she call Friday to what I was doing this weekend. I decided I'm no longer going to reach out or emotionally invest in this this person. Just dating and...
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vienna:
Hmm I think you should take it to human resources don't back down cus your worried otherwise there might evolve an army of grannies threatning men such as yourself she's probably in a gang of sorts with cauldrons and whatnot...lol...anyways why do I need to show maggots? well I believe in balance......... a sexy pic of me a morbid pic of something else smile lol just kidding I don't believe in anything! hope your having a good week apart from the granny threats ! smile robot robot
aeryka:
i get depressed sometimes too

Tuesday Oct 02, 2007

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Well, we now know why most emo kids are straight edge (or at least the ones I encountered).
Emo and Jack Daniels don't mix. You get to leaving depressing messages on your internet journals.

Thanks everyone for your support during my brooding period.
(What? Darqkloud "Brood"? Surely you jest!)

I've decided not to have any other dealings with the cause of my emo-trip, though I...
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lumenagerie:
I'm jealous. You've probably already seen the new Southpark whereas I have to wait another 8 minutes.

Also can't wait to see the new Sarah Silverman show.

Sunday Sep 30, 2007

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Well!

Stood up. No call. No Show.

Still had a good times hanging out with friends and I'm a little drunk writing this, but a little upset.

2 quotes come to mind;

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"
and
"Out of sight, out of mind".

Yeah, this shit isn't working.
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doxie:
Hey, thanks for the comment on my new set! smile
ajilee:
Aw, such a sad blog frown Hope you feel better!

As for the school thing, I was definitely considering cutting down some of my work hours, but we'll see. I won't do anything until I feel like I truely can't handle it anymore.

Wednesday Sep 26, 2007

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Gods!
I need a career change!

Came to the conclusion that things with my new lady friend won't progress in to anything other than friends with benefits. In a way that's cool because there's no pressure, just two people enjoying each others company. But I would rather have a more meaningful relationship. I do like her, a lot, but I don't think she wants to...
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niobe:
Great minds think a like. maybe we should do something about it. Just maybe......
dorsal:
indeed it is!
have a good weekend too!

Friday Sep 21, 2007

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dorsal:
of course not hun! kiss
niobe:
Thank you, I appreciate you saying that! kiss

Sunday Sep 16, 2007

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Spoke to my little brother. He finally met his son, Xevin, face to face for the first time. He really proud of his son and daughter, Brianna. He feels no matter what he's done, mistakes he's made, he knows they're the 2 things he's can say he did right.


I've started seeing some one (sort of) I really dig but not sure where it'll lead....
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niobe:
Thanks! kiss
niobe:
blush

Wednesday Sep 12, 2007

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In less than 12 hours from the time I post this, my little brother will be back in the Good Ole U.S. of A.
Three Iraq tours are enough. His 2 kids need him home.

Been listening to Scarling, Lamb of God and Tegan and Sara a lot lately.
(listening to Scarling at this very moment.)

2 more day's till the weekend.
Please hurry!

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vienna:
I heard Tegan and Sarah a while back and was hooked immediately...... they are almost like if the beatles were twin lesbians and Indy and uberly cute
tubaart:
Heh heh you should be jealous. It was super yummy. Of course the tab (with tip) for the two of us was close to $70, but it was so worth it. smile

Glad to hear your bro is (by now) back home. Too many folks are coming back incomplete or not at all. It's so easy to get numb about the statistics and forget that these are people's brothers/sisters, fathers/mothers, sons/daughters. War takes such a personal toll that, unless you experience it personally, is so easy to overlook. You have good reason to be happy. smile

Sunday Sep 09, 2007

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ambizzle26:
yeah well i havent been having to much luck with guys since i have been single. i would love to have someone take me to the zoo!
ajilee:
Yay! I'm so excited! I kinda wish it was the type of interview where people could call in and ask me questions, ya know? I'd like to hear my fans voices, it makes ya feel just a little bit closer to friends on the site. Oh well though, at least you'll get to hear more about me than I could ever probably write in a blog!

xoxo
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