Yes, she is ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL, friendly, funny, smart, charismatic, nurturing (she can tell when I'm bummed and knows how to bring me out of it and when to let me... Read More
For the record, I didn't think you were having sex with the married woman. There's no "I'm in a monogamous relationship so I'm no longer attracted to anyone else in the world" button. Flirting fine; touching bad.
Thank you for the well wishes. I'm pretty depressed but there isn't anything I can do to change what's happened (though my brain is enjoying tormenting me with all the "if only" scenarios) so I'm just trying to keep on truckin.
So, you remember the story of the "Worst Fix-Up in History"?
You know, the one where one friend tried to fix me up with her co-worker,
then proceded to bring along a girl I had a fling with 4 months ago to the meeting?
Yeah, that one.
It finally hit me today. There was no fix up at all.
She was trying to get me... Read More
I hate being away from home 12 to 13 hours a day.
Never enough time to do anything for myself. Started writing again, but now I don't really have the time.
And when I do, I don't have the energy. I just want to relax.
Just finished cleaning my kitchen and bathroom. Since I try to enjoy life a little on the weekends, I end... Read More
I''m sure there has to be a story behind this....what happened??
I do know there is a lot of unseemly behaviour on this site sometimes....I got a crappy comment on my blog the other day about how SG was alot better before bored housewives started trying to become SG's It was in response to the blog where I was asking people who there favorite SG's were, what kind of sets they liked, etc. Evidently the little bastard either didn't know I was hoping to become an SG, or didn't care.
A friend of mine is trying to fix me up with one of her co-workers.
I hate the fix-up!
I always feel pressured to be on my "A" game (though, I'm not sure what my "A" game is).
You know the fix-r-upper has talked you up to this person like you're the best thing since The Empire Stikes Back. So now you HAVE to be... Read More
hmmm a good fix-up? shit I don't know if I've ever been fixed-up... weird. good luck just be yourself if she doesn't like you fuck her (maybe take her to see the live metal music ). glad you liked the video and i'm sure there will be more .
Me gotta my meds!
So heads feeling better, a little.
Thanks for the good words!
Cleaned out my friends list, may do more later.
Really tired of the Friends Request/Spam from new Hopefulls.
I can see if I commented on your set and you send me a thank you and a friend request. That's cool, shows that you are at least being social. But just... Read More
Dizzy, nausiated, seeing vapor trails.
Like after Bruce Lee kicked old boys ass in that one movie, then started having his arms.
Dude saw like waves and shit.
Yeah, happens every time I turn my head.
Not cool.
Shrink's MIA and I need a refill.
Going to a housewarming party, will drink heavily so I can't tell why I'm dizzy.
I think this is why I weaned myself off of them. On the one hand, I have to be more on guard about some of my more paranoid and idiotic thoughts, but on the other, I don't feel like I'm dealing with withdrawal symptoms or some sort of dependency on the pills.
I was lucky, the Zoloft side effects were little or none.
I can't give you too much grief about it... I was gonna go to the titty bar last night and ended up hitting the bed instead at about 10:00pm. What a wild women, huh??
Slowly coming out of my funk. I located the cause of it and realized I was already doing everything I could to get past the issue that was plaguing me, just not really doing that well. That made it worst for a couple of days. But thanks to the support from people here and elswhere ( and some really funny shit I saw on YouTube)... Read More
It was in response to the blog where I was asking people who there favorite SG's were, what kind of sets they liked, etc. Evidently the little bastard either didn't know I was hoping to become an SG, or didn't care. 
). glad you liked the video and i'm sure there will be more 
Thank you for the well wishes. I'm pretty depressed but there isn't anything I can do to change what's happened (though my brain is enjoying tormenting me with all the "if only" scenarios) so I'm just trying to keep on truckin.