"How will this end?"
"In fire."
"In fire."
hm, it's been a bit since I've commented here. I suppose there's not much to say, really...I'm moving down to Tampa soon to stay with family until such time as I find some decent work.
I find I can no longer see the path I am on...and I'm beginning to fully grok why many people go on to grad school...
"These walls are funny...first you...
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I find I can no longer see the path I am on...and I'm beginning to fully grok why many people go on to grad school...
"These walls are funny...first you...
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Boredom prevails. Some background: like many Gainesville (and many more ex-Gainesville) residents, I have recently graduated from UF. Having done so, and lacking any desire to go to grad school for the time being, I have been looking for work (preferably not in this town, as the market for IT workers in this town sucketh mightily).
All well and good, yes? Should be able to...
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All well and good, yes? Should be able to...
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Yo ho!
I'm in a rather good mood today. I don't quite know why, except it feels sort of like a fatalistic "Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die" kinda thing.
I'm in a rather good mood today. I don't quite know why, except it feels sort of like a fatalistic "Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die" kinda thing.
"Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything"
- Nightwish, "Nemo"
Yes, it's heavily drama-queenish. No, my life almost certainly does not suck nearly as much as I think it does. Nevertheless, this is how I'm thinking at the moment.
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything"
- Nightwish, "Nemo"
Yes, it's heavily drama-queenish. No, my life almost certainly does not suck nearly as much as I think it does. Nevertheless, this is how I'm thinking at the moment.
Ultimately, the biggest problem with waiting is the uncertainty of it. You get bored, then you get antsy, then you get bored again, and finally you start to get jittery. At this point, it's all downhill unless you make a conscious effort to keep things from going downhill.
The Joys of Invisibility
At one time, I wished that I could make myself invisible. From a physics point of view, this is nigh impossible with current technology, so I went for the next best thing: I made myself unnoticed. It's to the point now that I can walk into a room and people will take notice that I'm there, and then promptly forget that...
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At one time, I wished that I could make myself invisible. From a physics point of view, this is nigh impossible with current technology, so I went for the next best thing: I made myself unnoticed. It's to the point now that I can walk into a room and people will take notice that I'm there, and then promptly forget that...
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Waiting.
Waiting is boredom.
Waiting is boredom and being slightly nervous.
Waiting is finding relatively productive things to do with one's time/
Waiting to find out if one has a decent job or not is "teh suck".
Waiting is boredom.
Waiting is boredom and being slightly nervous.
Waiting is finding relatively productive things to do with one's time/
Waiting to find out if one has a decent job or not is "teh suck".
In the Beginning, there was the Word.
Ahh, SG. I've been lurking about this site for a while now, so I figured I might as well make the leap and get a subscription.
And yet, I'm nervous...the same sort of nervousness that one gets when walking into a party without really knowing anyone. The nervousness of stepping into a community of people and wondering how...
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Ahh, SG. I've been lurking about this site for a while now, so I figured I might as well make the leap and get a subscription.
And yet, I'm nervous...the same sort of nervousness that one gets when walking into a party without really knowing anyone. The nervousness of stepping into a community of people and wondering how...
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