danov

Being poly is not to a wonderful utopic thing.
I don't even condone it.

Experience has taught me one on one will always show the most benefit and have the greatest intensities (at least for me).
When people tell me I should loosen up and all that I get rather angry. Especially when being poly would mean I would let them make a move on...
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Yesterday I was told the simple truth. If I want more friends I must become less of a geek and get back to my gothier leanings.
The temptation has always been there. To fit back in and not have people lampoon me for my goofiness and my terrible impressions (I am like a crack ridden soundbox sometimes) but I really like who I am right...
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I hate my degree. One night left to revise Macroeconomics. I would break down and cry if it weren't for the fact that it wouldn't actually do me any good.
Apart from that life is good as I got accepted onto the Camp America programme and will be swanning off to the US at some point if I find the time to fill in all...
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Upon returning to Canterbury I find that I have three weeks to revise my entire course. Any lesser mortal would have a heart attack at the thought. Me, I start planning how I will divide up my day starting tomorrow.
In better news I have finally gotten my coleection of Type O negative songs off my laptop and onto my desktop thanks to my housemate...
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Coursework as they say, is over.

Now all I have to do is revise for my exams, cover my rent and bills and try to stay sane with all the other stuff I do.

Here goes nothing, as they also say, though I forget who this mysterious "they" are...

Quick update: Life is getting progressively more hectic with Essays and tests all over the place. I need to get out of here and go back to Essex. Tha sooner the better.
There I will hole up with my family and with Sarah and get some revision done while being safely away from my box room in Canterbury.
Then the real stress can begin.

Okay...

I finally have news.

A pair of lecturers, not mere students, want to join the local roleplay and CCG geek group. Namely the adventure gaming society. Best of all, they are interested in my deadlands game.

Sweet. I love my little geek kingdom.

Update after forever.

Simply put. I don't uypdate much on here or on my livejournal. Nobody needs to read about my tedious problems. When I have a big thing to reprt THAT YOU MUST HEAR and that I WANT TO SHARE WITH YOU I will post it. Until then. What the hell.

I am opening up to everybody all at once right now.

It feels like nothing else I've ever felt. It feels good and slightly scary.

It's like being really alive, at least for just one day.

Danov

The truth may not set you free in a short time, but with enough time it may just let you fly free.

I underwent a quest of epic proportions at the weekend.

I helped to run and particiapated in the Adventure Gaming Society Christmas Party, a free for all extravaganza of freeform live action roleplay insanity.
It was wierd wild and wacky and there is a link to the photos on the society website.

www.adventuregaming.co.uk

I am now going to finish my Macroeconomics essay and start work...
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Time for a life update.

I am currently working on my essays so I can get good coursework marks for my end of year: Okay

Family stuff still a problematic: Bad

King of the AGS and running ass kicking roleplays: Good

I currently am breaking even.

End of happiness accounting.

Danov

Happy anniversary.

I feel so heavy right now.
Its almost suffocating.
This longing for something far away.
The last time I was here I was dying inside.
The only difference is that now Im dying happy.
Bleeding black to red to white,
Never understanding why it has to be this way.
Love the leech, bleeding me endlessly.
The snake squeezing my heart to dust.
The...
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