Friday Jan 07, 2011

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Safety pinned and stitched
So one of my favorite punk rock band's from austin greeted gainesville friday night .
I've been friends with the drummer for 2 years it was nice seeing all of them.
Hanged out with the original 352 punk rock crew and enjoyed it sober !.
Pictures were taken and shenanigans were had
You can check out my flickr for all the...
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Monday Dec 27, 2010

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Thursday Dec 23, 2010

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So i'm thinking of making an etsy page : )
Selling prints and whatever crafty spooky ideas that come to mind.
Also I wish airfair would go down jebus I need some texas in my life so if any of you know super cheap airfair websites let a girl know ! . I need to go see my friends !!!
I've been in a rather creative mood lately...
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svarog:

put some examples of work up here! biggrin

As for flights to Texas, yeah they are expensive! If you could maybe bus? or train, or drive? It's a long trip those ways though...surreal

daniellered820:

I've takin the bus before interesting stories as far as that goes.
I've got a flickr page so all my example work will be on there i've got a few collages in the works.

Tuesday Dec 14, 2010

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Today was a really okay day but as soon as I stepped thru the door and acutally sat down to eat.
I started feeling bad .I cook my own meals.The voice in my head kept telling me how many more bites .How much sodium,fat,carbs are in that bowl of whatever your eating.

Grabbing a glass of water i kept drinking after each...
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blossy:

Hang in there, really. It's not ever easy and for awhile you get all sorts of numb about it. There isn't anything "wrong" with you per se. You're strong enough to be healthy, the ED just keeps talking to you. I pushed it out of my head for a long while and went too far in the other direction and that isn't exactly not an ED as well, I went from one extreme to another and when I look at myself I freak out at times now but I know that despite it all I can be healthy and I will be healthy and you will too.

Change is hard no matter what sort of change it is, changing from ED to healthy is the hardest change I've ever experienced in my life. I knew I had to do it though because ED killed me, well I killed me because of my ED. I was dead for several minutes, my heart gave out. That was 13 years ago, I went in the other extreme after I got out of inpatient and I am kicking myself for that too, however I do know one thing being in this world is much more preferable to me than being a skinny corpse. Seriously if you ever need to just vent it all out with someone, please don't hesitate to contact me. If you just need someone to text about it or whatever I can send you my phone # in a pm here.

Good luck to you, seriously.

andthen:

Dear D,

I suspect there is nothing wrong with you as a person, but as Blossom said, ED can do a number on the way a person thinks about themselves and judges themselves. I get the sense that otherwise, you are a pretty authentic human being, and probably not deserving of all the doubt and self-hate an ED can fill a person with. All those messages : they suck, but what can a person do when they intrude so strongly in the way they do ?

I guess I don't have to tell you that a person can have bad days and good days, and while things stink today, I hope you can trust that it's not proper to judge the wholeness of your life or your self because ED is jacking you around today. While this is some pretty intense shit, it's by no means all that you are, nor is it necessarily something that you are doomed to endure forever. As Blossom said, it can be possible for a person to bring themselves away from this stuff, even if, at the time, that idea seems impossible.

Hugs your way, and have faith, OK ?

Tuesday Dec 14, 2010

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Texas is the reason that's right bitches look out austin here I come !!!!!biggrin

Sunday Dec 12, 2010

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So i've been x-mas shopping apparently people enjoy starting at me like i'm a walking freakshow.
It's too be expected seeing a I am the only person living in this town, a Punkrock,Rockabilly loving,nerd girl,
I've never been pissed on,shot out,burned,or just in general treated like crap i go above and behind for people.

Also I...
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Friday Dec 10, 2010

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This town lacks culture It lacks alot.
Creativity.
People.
It sucks maybe it's me.
I've learned to make the best of it and given I enjoy it here time to time.


I used to be scared of dying.
I used to be scared of dying alone..
I'm not suicidal I'm not that selfish of a person.
Just jaded and apathetic for...
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christinarenee:

Austin sounds like a fun fresh start to me... you should at least come out for a visit soon!

daniellered820:

Pricing out tickets as I type christina : )
Supersudz thank you ^_^

Tuesday Dec 07, 2010

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Where do I start.

So recently this new self confidence came out of no where I feel it has to do with alot.

Been thinking and reflecting. Writing and reading.

Finally come to terms with starting the recovery process from a very unhealthy habit.



This was something that was going on for 4 almost 5 years.

Change was necessary for myself to become better.

Made...
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christinarenee:

If you wanna come for a visit for a few days we have an air mattress we can put in the art room for ya

daniellered820:

Okay : D

Tuesday Dec 07, 2010

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Insomnia .
akuten13:

I HATE FUCKIN INSOMNIA, especialy mine hehe i had it for more than 10yrs...hav gotten the sleep deprivation side affetcs hehebiggrin

Tuesday Dec 07, 2010

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Alright thanks to the very awesome Christina
she's given me this account.
So yeah. I'm learning it's been awhile I lost my old account go figure .

Tuesday Jul 22, 2008

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smile

Sunday Jul 20, 2008

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kiss