Ever feel like you've completely disappeared?
In the process of finding a new place to live. I'm waiting to hear back from a couple of people about a couple of 1 bedroom houses. Needless to say, I have my fingers crossed.
Once I get into a new place, I will be sitting down, and writing music. I'm shooting to finally finish an album by the end of March. It is a...
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Once I get into a new place, I will be sitting down, and writing music. I'm shooting to finally finish an album by the end of March. It is a...
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Slept like a log today, over 14 hours. This whole staying out late nights during the week is starting to get to me. Woke up at 5:00 this evening. Wasted the entire day.
On another note, I'm pissed that there arent any stores carrying Stubbs the zombie, or the land of the dead game. Looks like i might have ot get them off the internet.
On another note, I'm pissed that there arent any stores carrying Stubbs the zombie, or the land of the dead game. Looks like i might have ot get them off the internet.
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thedarkness:
Sometimes sleeping the day away is good.
esther:
I'm sure you would be the very best daddy ever to my wee hatchlings. Look for one in your 4th of July stocking.
Preparing for the onslaught. I've been getting punished for my lacksadaisic nature. As soon as everything is better, I will be alone, in a room, with one thing on my mind. Completing what I have been building up for.
The outbreak will erupt.
The outbreak will erupt.
rainwolfkin:
for some reason, people always say, "wo, why 'rainwolfkin'?" but the next person who comes along says, my name is 'beetroot' and no one minds. i thought it must be time for a change.
its funny how I hide in the security of my insecurities. The little things that I hold on to to tell myself there's purpose. There's meaning. There's reason to go on. Im starting to doubt what I've convinced myself of. I'm starting to doubt that which makes me convince myself to go on. Am I happy to be down? Am I down to be happy?...
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rainwolfkin:
yes. men just dont look good with boobs. 
ataxia:
lamo @ the (sarcasm)
you
me
beer
deep talks
you
me
beer
deep talks
Ive often wondered about whether or not my own justifications about some of my actions are enough to actually warrant those actions.
Did anyone get a chance to check out the music link I posted in the Last Journal Entry entry? What did you think?
Anyone who does not have Myspace access, message me, or email me to get a couple of the songs.
Did anyone get a chance to check out the music link I posted in the Last Journal Entry entry? What did you think?
Anyone who does not have Myspace access, message me, or email me to get a couple of the songs.
for those of you with access, check out the new music
Kevlar Body Suit - Myspace
I usually would not suggest others to visit myspace becuase of moral and philosophical dilemmas, but they do give me free hosting space until i set up a web page.
Kevlar Body Suit - Myspace
I usually would not suggest others to visit myspace becuase of moral and philosophical dilemmas, but they do give me free hosting space until i set up a web page.
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esther:
hahaha
SQUISH
CRUNCH
SNAP
CRACK
hahaha
SQUISH
CRUNCH
SNAP
CRACK
hahaha
rainwolfkin:
exactly how i feel about the weather.
More than a year ago, I was all but destined to face a harsh reality. I knew that it was coming. I was waiting for it with much awe and anxiety. I knew that it would be devestating, and I knew that it would change a lot of things. When I realized this reality was all but unavoidable, I made a decision. I decided to...
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thedarkness:
I underdstand, soemyimes you just don't feel up to it.
persephone:
I like your new profile picture
That was some great alliteration, thanks. I happily hope you will honor me with some more soon....ok that was really bad.
I still have 8 or 9 months to go before I leave, so right now I am just working my ass off to save $$$. That's about all the preparation I am doing at the moment.
That was some great alliteration, thanks. I happily hope you will honor me with some more soon
....ok that was really bad.
I still have 8 or 9 months to go before I leave, so right now I am just working my ass off to save $$$. That's about all the preparation I am doing at the moment.
That's right. Finally bought a new camera. I can now throw down with the crazy photos again.
esther:
Thank you, handsome!
So many promises held in the time to come. So many things to do, and what a great time to start them. I usually shy away from starting things around this time, just because of the obvious misconception that it is some sort of Resolution made in collaboration with a "new" year.
Then again, that defeats the purpose of bettering myself, doesn't it? I put...
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persephone:
The plan for Mexico is next Augusto y Septiembre Depending on how much $$$ I have.
Depending on how much $$$ I have.
ataxia:
your comment: the image not the tat... i was trying to post a couple of the pics from the set they turned down (they said poor image quality...pixilated) and after i had that one pic in i realized it looked like complete ass and i was trying to figure out what i had done wrong....
your journal: i have the same tendencies altho mine arent from worrying about others perceptions, but the nagging feeling that im too old to start
your journal: i have the same tendencies altho mine arent from worrying about others perceptions, but the nagging feeling that im too old to start
Another celebration of a new year is upon us, and again I have no real interest in celebrating it with any one. I think this particular date makes me realize how little I have done with myself, and get me a little down because of it.
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supergp:
Bleh. SG's been pretty far down my priority list. I need to get a bunch of stuff straight with my life, starting with my head. 
I don't have Serenity yet- I didn't buy it in fear of someone getting it for me for Xmas (that sort of thing has happened to me in the past), and no one bought it for me for the opposite reason.
*sigh*
Probably pick it up in the next few days.
I don't have Serenity yet- I didn't buy it in fear of someone getting it for me for Xmas (that sort of thing has happened to me in the past), and no one bought it for me for the opposite reason.
*sigh*
Probably pick it up in the next few days.
ataxia:
play nice
Changing who you are is a long and difficult path. It takes much will to wander down these streets, and even more courage to not turn back. Getting there is difficult, and arriving is a grand reward.
</Motivational BS>
</Motivational BS>
And yes- I'm feeling like I've disappeared right now. We oughta do a drunken movie night or something soon. We'll get drunk and reassure each other we both exist.
Need a theme, though.