I'm so done with being depressed. Fuck that shit. How eloquent. I'm done with waiting for oblivion to come and take me away. *thoughtful pause*
Had what will hopefully be a breakthrough in my writing/music. We'll see if it takes me anywhere. On that note, I talked with a friend the other night, and we're definitely going to start a band. It makes me happy....
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Had what will hopefully be a breakthrough in my writing/music. We'll see if it takes me anywhere. On that note, I talked with a friend the other night, and we're definitely going to start a band. It makes me happy....
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thedarkness:
Work hard and long, when you make it, remember the little people.
supergp:
Yeah, and invite us out to hear you play.
Finally. Friday. You'd think it would have me incredibly happy. Instead, I am quite depressed. For what reason, you ask? I haven't the foggiest clue in the universe. I almost had a nervous breakdown driving home from work. I haven't cried from true emotional stress in about four and a half years. I was on the verge of becoming a blubbering mess. I know: it's...
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supergp:
Well, hey, if you wanna talk about it, gimmie a call.
Who would've guessed? A long time friend. Now, well, I think you get the idea where this is going. I am disappointed, though. Not in the current unfolding of events, rather I disappoint myself. I told myself that I would come clean. That I couldn't hide my feelings forever. I would only hate myself, and put myself farther in this hole I call a head....
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squishylizards:
rollins stand up though, not so good. just my opinion....er, good luck with your friend 
thedarkness:
You've already explained to me that a gun is better than a woman. I hope that everything works out between your friend and you, there is nothing like a girlfriend who is already your good friend.
Laters.
Laters.
There
is
nothing.
To
say,
to
think,
to
feel.
Life
is
surreal.
is
nothing.
To
say,
to
think,
to
feel.
Life
is
surreal.
supergp:
Yes,
There
is.
Carriage
Returns
are
your
friend.
That's
the
end.
There
is.
Carriage
Returns
are
your
friend.
That's
the
end.
I had a thought. An epiphany if you will.
It had to be you by Fran Sinatra. Great song, one of my favorites. It strikes me as odd that a song about falling in love with a particularly picky and/or bitchy woman has become a staple of romantic scenes. Come to think of it Old Blue eyes did have some deceivingly backhanded "love songs" Gotta...
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It had to be you by Fran Sinatra. Great song, one of my favorites. It strikes me as odd that a song about falling in love with a particularly picky and/or bitchy woman has become a staple of romantic scenes. Come to think of it Old Blue eyes did have some deceivingly backhanded "love songs" Gotta...
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supergp:
Fran Sinatra? One of Frank's relatives? 
A fellow member had Lawrence Fishburne kiss her on the cheek, and she graciously allowed me to kiss the same spot.
A fellow member had Lawrence Fishburne kiss her on the cheek, and she graciously allowed me to kiss the same spot.
What an entirely boring night. No, what an entirely boring weekend. Miserably beautiful rain all weekend, and not a thing to do. I think I enjoyed it though....
supergp:
Think?
Tell, or tell not. There is no think.
Tell, or tell not. There is no think.
supergp:
I don't know. But I got to kiss Lawrence Fishburne by proxy last night. Mmmmmm..... Ya should come.
Took the day off of work for my TSA testing today. I think I did pretty well. It was a bunch of personailty stuff, and some identification questions. Seeing samples of X-rayed baggage, I definitely appreciate what Security screeners have to go through everyday, regardless of whether or not I get the job. I finished the tests an hour and a half before the allotted...
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I am such a failure. I fell asleep last night.... sigh.... I knew reading waws a bad idea. I woke up in a really good mood though. I still feel really good, also.
I don't know if I want to go out, or not. There's a particular person I wouldn't mind seeing tonight, but I don't know if I want to go through the trouble...
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I don't know if I want to go out, or not. There's a particular person I wouldn't mind seeing tonight, but I don't know if I want to go through the trouble...
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midnyte:
Don't feel left out, I did not just do this. These are from a while ago, I just finally got them out of the camera.
These are from a while ago, I just finally got them out of the camera.
esther:
If you're ever up here visiting, we'll have a couple drinks and take a tour of the finest and filthiest porn shops around town.
Butt kissing isn't really my thing. I'm more of a groper and a caresser.
Butt kissing isn't really my thing. I'm more of a groper and a caresser.
I told myself I would quit, I told myself that I was done, and that I was sick of spending money on a habit that's so "bad" for me. I'm starting to rethink my decision. I'm also thinking that it's not my own free will that makes me want to get them, but rather a very mild intoxication, and having nothing better to do.
Or,...
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supergp:
Well, I'm not much of a WoD guy, but I used to play in a Mage game....
I'm an RPG slut- I'll play whatever I can.
I'm an RPG slut- I'll play whatever I can.
esther:
Hey, you pervert. 
You and I need to sneak out behind the dumpster at work, and smoke and giggle that we are smoking and no one is the wiser. If it worked in high school, why wouldn't it work now?
You and I need to sneak out behind the dumpster at work, and smoke and giggle that we are smoking and no one is the wiser. If it worked in high school, why wouldn't it work now?
This is a no-sleep night. There will be no slumber claiming these eyes tongiht. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I don't know what will be going on, but it'll be good times for all.
*devilish grin*
*devilish grin*
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supergp:
Oh? Do tell.
thedarkness:
For the sceening job, that is cool, good luck to you in that.
As for the staying up all night, I wish I could do that.
[Edited on Jan 25, 2005 6:33PM]
As for the staying up all night, I wish I could do that.
[Edited on Jan 25, 2005 6:33PM]
Got a note from another. It has inspired me. I am now focused once more.
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thedarkness:
You forgot to put the part where she is covered with sores and bruises.
esther:
F'realz, y0. I cannot wait to ruin more perfectly good skin of mine with beautifully colored scars.
I'm feeling the anti-bar movement. Besides, I don't have to worry about finding a ride for my drunk ass home. Occasionally, it is good times had by all, couldn't live without it.
I'm feeling the anti-bar movement. Besides, I don't have to worry about finding a ride for my drunk ass home. Occasionally, it is good times had by all, couldn't live without it.
What an astoundingly pointless night. I did get to watch Family Guy, though. Good times. So happy to see it on again.
Toying with the essence of purpose in existence, right now. Life seems to be so utterly complex, yet disappointingly simple. I don't know whether to work on making shit loads of money to buy stupid meaningless things I don't need, or to embrace...
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Toying with the essence of purpose in existence, right now. Life seems to be so utterly complex, yet disappointingly simple. I don't know whether to work on making shit loads of money to buy stupid meaningless things I don't need, or to embrace...
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esther:
that thinking thing is such a downer.
edited because i cannot spell.
[Edited on Jan 24, 2005 1:49PM]
edited because i cannot spell.
[Edited on Jan 24, 2005 1:49PM]
supergp:
Moderation in all things. Do not concern yourself with material goods overmuch, but purchase what will make you happy.
This is the balance I've found.
Make the most of everyday.
This is the balance I've found.
Make the most of everyday.