dane_valek

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Drunken revelations can be blessings, or hindrances.
Lacking the inhibitions to care releases the desire to define your existence.
I realised a lot last night, and made a powerful ally in myself.

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rainwolfkin:

how would you define your existence?

existence is such a funny fleeting thing. defining existence can be difficult. i have more trouble defining 'meaning'. that, to me, seems far more arbitrary, and ones understand of it completely warps how was sees 'existence'

Apr 19, 2005

rainwolfkin:

the thing that i find about most people is that everyone is just trying to make their way through life and they are all scratching through existence. we all hurt each other because our own meaning systems and our own selves become more important than other peoples. what most people want is to transcend their menial existence--to be above and to be better, and unfortunately, most people are willing to step on other people to do that. but thats not transcendence. its more akin to engaging with the non-transcendental. its getting sucked into meanings that are really not meaningful at all.

its very difficult because we are all humans and we are social creatures. we've been breed through millenia with desires for competition. we can try to escape these social games, but that wont benefit us either.

ug. life. a neverending series of paradox and difficulty

Apr 19, 2005

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Pride is indeed a stubborn enemy.

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noir:

Thank you! And happy birthday!!!

Apr 18, 2005

rainwolfkin:

clutch rock.

Harnessing the energy of Gravitons in order to manipulate time and space in such a manner I could travel Great distances in mere footsteps.

Apr 18, 2005

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Promise on the horizon
Compomise your pride for existence
Honesty lies somewhere outside the "Real World"

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supergp:

Does that mean honesty lies somewhere in "Road Rules"?

Apr 14, 2005

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I'm not feeding into your Bullshit.
You're not everything you think you are.
Learn to deal with the fact that you have just as little control over things now as you did before.
We are all someone else's meal.

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odette:

seven days and counting!!! I got my ticket and Im packed

Apr 12, 2005

odette:

yes NY will be fun but this-->

is me, since ill be in school and thus wont be able to do the burlesque

Apr 12, 2005

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Can't say that I have a "job" exactly.
I have to go to work, tomorrow.
This should be interesting.

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noir:

It is impossible for me to have a complete dissolving of self when all the energies that create me are still...me.

*Edit: It would kind of also be against the natural order of things to try to do away with myself. I can be connected with the universe or whatever, but I won't totally relinquish myself as I am until I die. Hopefully, that is what I do then -- rather than all this silly afterlife stuff.

[Edited on Apr 12, 2005 7:27PM]

Apr 12, 2005

noir:

I'm not going to argue anything. I don't really feel like getting intellectual about it because I know what works for me. I also updated the above post for clarity.

Apr 12, 2005

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Not dead just yet.

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supergp:

Try harder?

Er, wait, don't. Please?

Apr 10, 2005

supergp:

*shrugs like Johnny Depp*

Pirate!

Apr 11, 2005

Well, I finally pushed that last button at work. Funny how when I actually get sick and can't go to work, they decide to fire me.... oh well, I'm actually pretty happy about the whole thing, because I really did not like that place at all. I probably should have just quit, and made it look better for the next employer, but it kind of...
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supergp:

What kind of zombies? Evil voodoo zombies? Government experiment zombies? Alien virus zombies?

Apr 8, 2005

Swung by the place I used to work today. My old boss gave me the most disgusted look I've ever seen on a human face. It was awesome, my old co-workers were glad to see me though. That made it even better. I pusrposely sat there talking with John for about twenty minutes while my old boss sat in his office, probably cursing me under...
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conxuela:

i hope you were wearing something protective under that.....

Apr 5, 2005

supergp:

Sexy PJ party......? You wouldn't, say, have an extra invite, wouldja?

Also, I was hoping the miniskirt story would be sexier, but well, you're not really my type.

Apr 5, 2005

All I have to say about tonight is: Duct-Tape Mini-Skirt

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supergp:

HOT.

Apr 3, 2005

squishylizards:

Nice.

A friend of mine made her prom dress out of duct tape. It was pretty hot.

Apr 3, 2005

Times are too damn gone.

here I am on a perfectly good saturday morning, thinking about sleep, wearing one shoe, and pissing about life. Pissing about Bull shit. I know the answer, I always have, and its some where about 3000 miles away in the arms of some asshat who doesn't deserve it. MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!

Okay, what a truly shitty day. Felt like crap all day, got home and ran out of smokes, didn't feel much like writing any music. Just all around crappy. I decided I'd do one thing that would make me hapy, and go get some smokes. Logical, right? I thought so. Apparently the fates weren't down with that, because on my way back through the desert...
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supergp:

Then they're definetly lucky you didn't have your gun.

Well, on the upside, you probably gave better than you took.

Mar 31, 2005