Tuesday May 11, 2004

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i am beyond tired

it's 2:22 in the morning and i have to work in 38 minutes, my first nite shift and it's 3-8am!!

tomorrow is going to suck, especially with school rite after work....BLAH!

-->deviance
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tanar:
You poor kid. I hope everything went well. Get some sleep beautiful.
darktrinity:
You're from Kennewick too? Awesome.

Tuesday May 04, 2004

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the photo shoot was...well interesting...i'm going to be having another one may 20th with hypnox

i'm pritty excited about that one too...

anyway, the previous photo shoot was...long...i had a makeup artist but she didn't do my makeup anything toward my style at all...who knos maybe on film it will be perfect...

i was really nervous...and i haven't seen the results yet...

how was all...
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trucker_fiction:
I'm positive you looked great... shit, the last time my photo was taken, it was as a guest of the police.

weekend? there are no weekends in this place. I'm in hell.

-trucker-
jay81:
I didnt go to my computer class. I got kicked out of the bar I went to because my friend snuck in a pint (the cheap bastard). It really sucked because it was the cd release party for a band that we are friends with.Then we went to another bar where I won and lost in darts, saw this one girl I kinda had a relationship with that ended badly and had a conversation that I dont remember ( I wonder if it was friendly?) and dropped about 100 on beer. I dont know how I got home but I did wake up in my own bed wich is always a plus. I think the night went will. smile

I cant wait to see your set

Wednesday Apr 28, 2004

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i am beyond excited, this sunday i have my photo shoot tongue with ouchmyeye!! wish me luck....hopefully it will turn out well!! and just maybe i might be able to use them on sg....if that's what i decide to do....i dunno tho we'll see biggrin

how are you all doing?

see you guys around smile

-->deviance
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rumrunner:
Speaking as a photographer I can say that you have nothing to worry about I always work under the theory that there are no bad subjects only bad photographers so if you have confidence in this bloke then you shoot will happen during "MAGIC HOUR".

I can't wait to see the magic moments that were captured.
(like a wild animal)
timster1169:
How'd the shoot go?

Saturday Apr 24, 2004

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i'm losing my mind, seriously....i understand that this is coming to you guys a little late....but the last week has been insanely crazy!! i guess that's an oxymoron but seriously...

the other nite i was over at my neighbors house, working on getting piss ass drunk, when out of no where a friend of mine turns to me and tells me that my boyfriend is...
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peart:
it's a bad thing considering that I moved home with the parents and it took 1 year and a half to get a job and it doesn't even require a GED. Just remnds me every year how much money I wasted going to college.
crimsondeath:
Damn, you gotta love it when your goin' over the events and it sounds like something straight out of a Springer episode... Sorry, I hope you were able to get everything straightened out with Steve. And tell Joey to quit drinkin' or at least to stop buggin' out.
I wouldn't mind those quiet days, except that after a few hours of lookin' back on things I get really emotionally drained and by the end of the day I'm like a zombie...

[Edited on Apr 28, 2004 2:49AM]

Thursday Apr 22, 2004

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i need to be more, up-to-date with my journal entries....i keep slacking and taking a few days to post a new one.

anyway, i got a job....it's pritty cool, i guess....rite aid...you would never think that they would allow lip rings and purple hair tongue, but apparently they do...well not quite the lip ring...but it's one of the few places that actually let me wear...
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sliverz:
wow. you're getting popular; fast.
schreck876:
No no no...all women aren't bitches. Just the bitches are bitches. I am over that though. A friend of mine fucked over another friend of mine and it just pissed me off. That was all. Really.

Tuesday Apr 20, 2004

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happy 4.20, my friends

still looking for a job....and being very unsuccessful...

i have a photo shoot on may 2nd smile that's good news....with ouch my eye....pritty psyched about that

i figure i'll decide about sg after this photo set...

well i hope you all are having fun smile

-->deviance
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russula:
"GETS ME HOT:guys in makeup"

Take it with a grain of salt. Thanks, I'm over being grouchy.
dedicatedloser:
you are stunning

Friday Apr 16, 2004

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i'm falling apart...i don't get it....

everything feels like this big elaborate dream and at any moment i'll wake up and everything will be as it once was.

i don't get how everything can be so together and then the next thing you kno you're left cold and empty.

i have nothing, hell i am nothing at the moment.

i don't mean to sound depressed...
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jofixxxit:
damn....sounds like you figured out life....
bests.... kiss
stucknurhead:
good luck today!

Tuesday Apr 06, 2004

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i'm ready for a new piercing...actually what i want is my new tattoos....if only i had money *sigh* two hundred for the tatt, one hundred for the two new holes....and i still have to find a full time job...my other one only has me on call basically it's so entirely lame.

so i got the an msi cd today, and the new orgy and the...
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mrsmead:
Nite looks just like my Slide
smile
desmobile:
just stop by to say hello and wish you a nice day kiss

Tuesday Mar 30, 2004

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word of advice:

paxil = the devil

EDITED: new pics put up of the new cut and my kittie and shit

-->deviance
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desmobile:
I'm sure you'll be a SG, no doubt about it wink

my weekend in London was really great, you could have been there too! lol it's really worth the trip, believe me.

have a nice sunday and dare me to ask you a favor : can you smile in one of your pix ? wink

hope you'll be accepting to be my friend though. smile
trucker_fiction:
what's up babe.... UPDATE YOUR JOURNAL......

hey look at that ***** !!

-trucker

Friday Mar 26, 2004

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enough of the pitty party i was just throwing for myself surreal

chopped my hair shorter...dunno if i'm feeling it or not...i dunno...just a little different and i'm not used to it .... but it's a pritty red-purple in the back and blue green in the front totally loving the colors...

anyway...see inow that i've shown i'm overly emotional, i guess it's time to show that...
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klonopin_chugger:
*funky chicken dance* did someone say party?? whatever

red-purple in back green-blue in front? what a coincidence my grandma has the same due biggrin

ARRR!!!
trucker_fiction:
nice hair coloring.... post some pics! and pity parties are cool... I'll bring the keg!

-trucker-

Monday Mar 22, 2004

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i will not be:

i will not be your hidden obsession, the one that makes you close your eyes as you breathe in the deep scent of the perfume i left on your pillow from the night before. why is it that the only thing you remember is when i'm not around.

i will not be your broken promise, the one that you kept telling...
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trucker_fiction:
hmm... to tell you the truth, I'm never really sure who I am... it changes from day to day. one constant in my life though: I'll always have my (toes?)

nice piece of work... I enjoyed reading it.. hope your photo set does well!

-trucker

shitty that you had to come home for spring break... no drunken beach debauchery for you?
pheageythissucks:
Now why'd you have to go and make me cry in a corner like a little bitch?

No really, interesting reading. Does someone need a beating?

Saturday Mar 13, 2004

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OOOO even more pictures, look what you guys started!!

-->deviance
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fiesty:
very nice pics..love the eye make-up. smile
fiesty:
anytime gorgeous
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