delores

shitty shitty shitty shitty...shitty, frustrating and shitty shitty shitty....

''exuse the bitchin', i shouldn't complain. i should have no feeling, cause feeling is pain... everything i need is denied me, everything i want is taken away from me ...
i ain't gonna hurt nobody, i ain't gonna cause a scene, i just need to admit that i want sugar in my tea...
it's time i...
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i really want Loretta Lynn's new record Van Lear Rose... Jack White produced it, and he wrote one song for her, and they do a duet too, called Portland, Oregon.... i really want to hear it! i've read nothing but good things about this record so far. and in the two magazines i bought this week, both had sizable interviews w/ Courtney Love, and in...
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I don't look at faces, i look at my feet
I'm all alone when i walk down the street
I'm in the kitchen 'cos i can't take the heat
I wanna leave but i stay in my seat

'cos i'm ugly with a capital u
And i don't need a mirror to see that it's true

Ask me a question then i will mess up,...
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i feel like i'm dying inside

i have an interview at a corny portait studio tomorrow... i really really want the job, so keep your fingers crosed for me!!!!

fuck! it keeps deleting my entrys as i enter them, so i'm giving up!

What's that over there moving on the wall
A second glance and it's not there at all
What's that sitting there on the page of my book
It hides behind the words when i try to take a closer look

I can't reach out and grab it but that's ok with me
What's that jumping up and down in the middle of the street
It...
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"You know that when I hate you it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul."

-Some French Lady

I cry myself to sleep every night but I'm only happy when I sleep because when I sleep, I dream, and when I dream I'm with you...
and that's not some corny lyric quote, it's reality. I've had at least 4 dreams w/ you in the past week & a half. in all of them we're happy. if you would talk to me i'd tell...
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