delores

horrible morning today...as of early this morning (1am-ish) i am once again single. needless to say, i am not happy about it. i had my interview, i think it went ok...the guy was supposed to call this evening...but he didn't. i really want this job. i want to sleep next to roland right now, but that's not going to happen anymore...

WHOO HOOOOO!!! i just got called for an interview at CVS Pharmacy....yay me! it's tomorrow at 9am, which kind of sucks, but oh well, i'll deal with it. everyone please keep your fingers crossed for me!!! i really really really want this job *claps hands togeather like a lunatic* on another note, i had a really great dream this morning, and now i'm sad cause...
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my fucking ass is killing me!!!

yay!! i have a new friend!!! i'm strating not to be such a losery loner!! whoo hoo!

I'm really, really, really confused.
*tear*

i hate it when i feel like i hate every person on the planet, and i want all of them to drop dead where they stand. i hate feeling pessimistic and anti-social. i hate when i'm angry or frustrated w/ one person or situation, and i take it out on the whole world. i hate that when i'm mad, i talk to myself, complain to...
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ok, i've been unable to write cause i've had an out-of-town guest (well, actually he's at my friends, but she insists that i stay at her house to help entertain him while he's here) since saturday. on monday roland, alex (the guest) and i went to see the SG burlesque and it was fucking great! i finally got a tank top, but it had to...
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kristn's ex boyfriend is total psychopath! i want to kill him! i hate him! die die die!!

i am frustrated to no fucking end! i hate males!! i hate people who cant make up their minds, i hate it when people change their minds a lot! it fucking kills me!!! sometimes i feel that certain people are only alive because it's illegal to kill them, but i do know a few people that if i did kill them, a jury would undoubtedly...
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well, last night was a fuckin' hoot. kristin dragged me to scottsdale, cause she was thinking about going to watch this prick that she fucked a few times, sing...she used to drive two hours to see him sing, then fuck him....she only liked him cause he liked Evan Dando, i mean, this guy is 27, and has been with 20 people (not including K), and...
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i know i should get next to you. you got a look that makes me think you're cool but it's just sexual attraction, not something real so i'd rather keep whackin'. why bother it's gonna hurt me. it's gonna kill when you desert me. this happened to me twice before it wont happen to me anymore. i've known a lotta girls before what's the harm...
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