So i went today to get Illinois Medicaid so that i can go to the doctor and get everything done that needs to be done to get checked on.... Turns out I am not elligible for it.
Its very much bullshit. There are two reasons i am not eligible
1. I'm a white male. Not joking in the least bit. If i was a woman... Read More
That is complete bullshit, that is why America is falling apart, medical stuff should be free, how can we have a great country when our people can't afford to take care of themselves.
If I had the money I would help you out, there has got to be something you can do, there has got to be people out there who will see you when it is a matter of life and death.
so.... I wanted to come on here and talk about something serious about me.
Its something i have told very few people but is something that effects me on an almost daily basis and scares me alot.
As a small hand full of you know i suffer from a genetic disorder called Marfan Syndrome. The basics of it is that it is the deterioration... Read More
As someone who was born with a bad heart, don't fuck around. Go get it checked out. In the long run your health isn't something to just take your time with. You only get one life. Hope everything works out and it's not anything bad. Keep us posted.
Sooooo i hung out with Jade again last night. We went out after she got off work again at 930. I had planned to go to one of my favorite Thai restaurants, Joy's Noodles, BUUUUUTT i forgot the fact that its a weekday and its only open till 10. So i ended up taking her to one of my favorite local restaurants Nookies Tree.
It... Read More
Well first off no new word from Jade since i talked to her the other day but not gonna rush it or push it.
So yesterday I went out with my friend Kristin and her sister and mom to the Chicago St. Patrick's Day parade. I haven't been to it in ... YEARS. I had an amazing time. I wore green and screamed alot and... Read More
SO.... I don't know whats up. I thought we both had a great night the other night. I was so happy after and we both seemed to be looking forward to a second date. But i haven't heard anything from her. I have called a few times and even texted and.... nothing. this sucks. I work up all my courage to ask a girl i... Read More
We had planned to meet after she got off work at her work at 930. So i left REALLY early to make sure i wasnt late lol. On the way there i stopped and got her a rose. ( yeah i know its a bit cliche and sometimes stupid but i thought it would be sweet.)... Read More
Gah, Im pissed. I just left a really long co mment and it disapeared!!! GRRR!!
Anyways, the last comment u left in my journal was something along the lines of "Ive learned not to give my 'all' because no one ever appreciates it and it always gets me hurt in the end". Well, I know you've been hurt recently and its easy to think negatively when shit always blows up in your face ... but plz, dont EVER stop "giving your all". Thats a rare quality in a person that many ppl admire. If it ends in pain, then the other person involved is at fault for not appreciating your fine quality. They dont deserve u. Plain and simple. Seriously ... can u really imagine being the type of person to "half-ass" things? Pfft. Thats not john!
Im reaaally happy to hear that u finally had such a nice date! U deserved it. After shitty things happen we are usually rewarded with something good. Life is a rollercoaster, afterall. Ups and downs. Just take it slow and play it "cool". U dont want to come on too strong or anything. My mn used to work at brew n view, so we always get in for free since we know all the stff there, perhaps someday when our car is fixed we can have a double date
So i have a date tomorrow night with Jade(The Best Buy girl lol) we talked on the phone last night for like an hour and got to know each other a bit. She is very sweet and has a cute little laugh.. she is though... a little young lol. Not like underage young but... she is 19. Its not a HUGE deal but it could... Read More
I wish i had a horse so i could ride it naked, lol it would be awesome! and no no expensive chocolates lately but maybe ill get some for my b-day.... most likely they will be in alcohol form since im turning 21! yay!
SO i got lots of applications the other day. But sadly was not able to fill them all out cause my mom needed me to do lots of work around the house since she is cleaning out her room to give alot away. But i will finish them this weekend and get the all out monday for sure
Not to much else happening right now.... Read More
Ok so i got lots of applications yesterday. I'll be filling them out most of today. so FUN!!! lol
I went and hung out with Rocco and his family last night. Helped him take care of his kids and had dinner. I love his kids. Being over at his place and playin with taking care of and yes even getting annoyed and having to yell... Read More
Hey sorry everyone. I know i haven't been on here in a while. I have actually been busy (not just with my xbox 360 lol) I had a few days of work at a place i do side jobs with, they need someone to go drive items and stuff from place to place from time to time and they called me and i got 2... Read More
Nothing to really chat about. My best friends baby girl Josephine had her first birthday yesterday. Good little party. I love his family lol.
Ok well since i got nothing to report here. enjoy this cute video
So what started out as an AVERAGE normal day has turned into an awesome one.
I sadly woke up late today For some reason days i KNOW i have to be up early the night before i sleep like shit.
So having slept in i didn't go out and apply for jobs. BUT i did take the time home to go online and apply to... Read More
haha i never got the halo thing...ive never palyed but it just never seemed like my thing...im happy with my ps2...soul caliber, rumble roses, resident evil, silent hill...yeah im good lol..and i play fate on my comp and silly cute games on my nintendo DS but have fun !
this sucks. I work up all my courage to ask a girl i... 
awhile back i had heard that if you work at Jewel even as a bagger and only part time you get some decent insurance
sorry about the medicaid.........that is soooo shitty
i only got it cuz i am certifiable
yup, what fun
If I had the money I would help you out, there has got to be something you can do, there has got to be people out there who will see you when it is a matter of life and death.