all is not well in the world of erika. and i'm feeling very lonely.
well...maybe not lonely. but unloved.
i'll give you a real update. i promise.
well...maybe not lonely. but unloved.
i'll give you a real update. i promise.
so. christmas came up fast. seattle has been far too busy paying for global warming.
however, it was quiet today. and calm.
my gifts include: andy warhol love. sony cyber-shot. books, books, books. and love spell everywhere.
i'm in love. i'm healthy (for the most part). and i have electricity.
and there's an add on my screen that says "out blow the blonde".
i'm happy....
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however, it was quiet today. and calm.
my gifts include: andy warhol love. sony cyber-shot. books, books, books. and love spell everywhere.
i'm in love. i'm healthy (for the most part). and i have electricity.
and there's an add on my screen that says "out blow the blonde".
i'm happy....
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shadowslightness:
Haha, yeah, so so so sorry about that picture. Who knew that a google search of "random pictures" would lead me to it?
The apartment was on 19th and East Thomas (Capitol Hill). I should hear back from them tomorrow on whether or not we got it. My fingers are crossed.
I'm glad to hear that you're doing well and feeling good! You're a sweet girl, you deserve it.
And hey, cool new pictures by the way.
The apartment was on 19th and East Thomas (Capitol Hill). I should hear back from them tomorrow on whether or not we got it. My fingers are crossed.
I'm glad to hear that you're doing well and feeling good! You're a sweet girl, you deserve it.
And hey, cool new pictures by the way.
nmatte:
you are crazy happy, good for you! 
shadowslightness:
Oh yeah? I'll show you who I love..
Here's what I have to do for myself:
- Dye hair back to a dark red/brown
- Cut hair so it doesn't look like death
- Stretch ears from 4 to 2 to 0
- Get medusa piercing
fun, huh?
Here's what I have to do in general:
- Buy mommy christmas gifts =]
- Buy friends christmas gifts =]
- Buy father two lumps...
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- Dye hair back to a dark red/brown
- Cut hair so it doesn't look like death
- Stretch ears from 4 to 2 to 0
- Get medusa piercing
fun, huh?
Here's what I have to do in general:
- Buy mommy christmas gifts =]
- Buy friends christmas gifts =]
- Buy father two lumps...
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shadowslightness:
Pizza sounds goddamn good.
I still have some christmas shopping too, I just never know what to get people. Meh..
I look forward to seeing pictures of the new hair (and puppy too maybe?). Hope all is going well.
I still have some christmas shopping too, I just never know what to get people. Meh..
I look forward to seeing pictures of the new hair (and puppy too maybe?). Hope all is going well.
i want a few of those floral SG stickers...
but. i can't get them. i have no money right now. i want 10. 10 = 1.00. i don't even have a dollar. how lame is that?
hmmm. i want to take more pictures but i refuse until i get my hair cut and dyed. AND until i get my makeup. because otherwise my pictures will...
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but. i can't get them. i have no money right now. i want 10. 10 = 1.00. i don't even have a dollar. how lame is that?
hmmm. i want to take more pictures but i refuse until i get my hair cut and dyed. AND until i get my makeup. because otherwise my pictures will...
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nmatte:
I feel you, i've been working outside all day. you should put up pictures of your puppy
nmatte:
how come you don't have any pics of that new hair color that you were talking so much about?
nmatte:
oh, well that would make since then. 
why is it that when i decide to dye my hair back to brown/red, people start telling me that my hair is gorgeous and they love the pink? am i destined to have pink hair forever? i've already had it this way for over a year. hmmm.
is snowed last night. and today. i love snow. it's gorgeous. i hope it snows more tonight.
i...
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is snowed last night. and today. i love snow. it's gorgeous. i hope it snows more tonight.
i...
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shadowslightness:
Change your hair however you want. I'm sure people will still like it.
Wasn't the snow awesome? It blanketed most of Bellevue and it looked just amazing.
Wasn't the snow awesome? It blanketed most of Bellevue and it looked just amazing.
Thanksgiving will be here soon.
I can't wait for Christmas.
but I'm still waiting for something...
i'm not sure what it is. but i'm still waiting.
I can't wait for Christmas.
but I'm still waiting for something...
i'm not sure what it is. but i'm still waiting.
nmatte:
is it new years
a boy snuck into my room saturday night. and we did a couple somethings. and those somethings were rudely interupted. but still, i loved it. and i like him. but it's complicated. and i'm afraid that i'm expecting something that will never happen. actually, i know that i am. he doesn't want a relationship and i knew that before anything even happened. but he's so...
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zenlunatic:
not knowing whats going on in a "relationship" is annoying as fuck....dont let it get to you to bad though.....
you should be loved
and i expect that you are
but maybe not recognizing it
are you introvert or extrovert? i'm extro, so if i were in my early 20s, in seattle and finding myself blue, i might have to go out for a big sudsy pint of vegan ale
we're i early 20s, in seattle and an introvert, i'd either read, wank or dye several articles of clothing black or make a mountain out of a molehill, using things found around the apartment
luv
sweetbutch
You're not alone Erika, believe me. I've been struggling with that same kind of feeling ever since I moved out here.
If you want to talk, just say the word.