So I'm still grappling with the pregnancy thing but trying to keep it in a positive place.
I can't make an appointment with the OB til monday and then I have to go to an orientation on a tuesday before I even get a first appointment to check out the heartbeat and hcg levels and all that.
Once I get through that I can be...
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I can't make an appointment with the OB til monday and then I have to go to an orientation on a tuesday before I even get a first appointment to check out the heartbeat and hcg levels and all that.
Once I get through that I can be...
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So it has officially sunk in now.
Everyone at the doctors office was congratulating me and i was trying to find a way to not look like a sullen bitch and more like a happy glowing pregnant woman. Things like that get my hopes up. I cant let the little strings of excitement and wonder slip in and wrap around my heart yet. I cant...
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Everyone at the doctors office was congratulating me and i was trying to find a way to not look like a sullen bitch and more like a happy glowing pregnant woman. Things like that get my hopes up. I cant let the little strings of excitement and wonder slip in and wrap around my heart yet. I cant...
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niobe:
Good luck with everything. Color me jealous as we are still trying and coming up empty. It will happen when it is suppose to happen. So I know that right now it might not be the best time for you two, but I bet it is happening right now for a reason. It is just going to take a spell to see that reason. *hugs*
creolla:
Thanks niobe. I know its hard when you want a baby soooo bad. It took me a year and 8 months to concieve the first time and then ended up having a miscarriage. So i know this is happening for a reason. Its just hard to get settled around the idea when i dont even know if the baby is still alive. Thanks so much for your support. Lots of hugs and good luck too you too. I hope you get a healthy baby soon
niobe:
Cute.
So many mixed emmotions. Im not crying as easily now. The pampers commercial with little blond toddler girl started me up again.
I know ill be happy eventually. Theres no doubt in my mind i would have children with e someday. We just werent expecting it so soon.
I feel like so many plans and dreams we had have been crushed. So many things we...
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I know ill be happy eventually. Theres no doubt in my mind i would have children with e someday. We just werent expecting it so soon.
I feel like so many plans and dreams we had have been crushed. So many things we...
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niobe:
*hugs* I hope that everything works out for you.
Pregnant. Doctors tommorow.
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niobe:
Congrats. *hugs*
ennead:
Thanks for the sweet comment 
And good luck with whichever path you choose to take concerning pregnancy. You've got my support 100% no matter what you choose to do.
And good luck with whichever path you choose to take concerning pregnancy. You've got my support 100% no matter what you choose to do. Im calling my clinic tommorow for an appointment.
I havnt had a period since dec 19 which was when my birth control ran out.
Im not nauses or super tired but my nipples are super sensitive and im hungry all the time and emmotional and have to pee constantly.
Any those wierd little random cramps ive had for days.......
Were not ready. This is not...
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I havnt had a period since dec 19 which was when my birth control ran out.
Im not nauses or super tired but my nipples are super sensitive and im hungry all the time and emmotional and have to pee constantly.
Any those wierd little random cramps ive had for days.......
Were not ready. This is not...
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niobe:
Good luck.
brandoavery:
I hope you enjoy the movie as much as I did! Its a neat concept
niobe:
Pretty cute...you guess....
And nope. *pouts*
And nope. *pouts*
So I'm playing on etsy and I found this
kickass corset and vambracers
I really want to base a new ren fair costume off of it. A badass medieval warrior princess with the corset over a simple long white cotehardie with sleeves like the girl
on the right
And wear my extensions with some clip in dreads for texture and a thin gold circlet.
And...
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kickass corset and vambracers
I really want to base a new ren fair costume off of it. A badass medieval warrior princess with the corset over a simple long white cotehardie with sleeves like the girl
on the right
And wear my extensions with some clip in dreads for texture and a thin gold circlet.
And...
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niobe:
Ohhhhh. 
So it just occurred to me that I was still wearing a bra which is ridiculous because I've been home for hours and bras are uncomfortable.
So E has been making me drinks. So far he's come up with 3 awesome chocolate cake shots (somebody tell me they've tried one!) and a very strong black russian that turned into a white russian. In between I...
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So E has been making me drinks. So far he's come up with 3 awesome chocolate cake shots (somebody tell me they've tried one!) and a very strong black russian that turned into a white russian. In between I...
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Taking the packs and treking into the mountains with my man for an overnight getaway tommorow morning.
Theres something still and calming and familiar about the trees and water and stones up there that i just have to get a dose of now and then.
The team work of encouraging each other up through the mist and having no other choice but to do what...
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Theres something still and calming and familiar about the trees and water and stones up there that i just have to get a dose of now and then.
The team work of encouraging each other up through the mist and having no other choice but to do what...
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creamcuffs:
I'm sure the beauty of the mountains you are going to see will more than make up for the bad coffee
Taking the packs and treking into the mountains with my man for an overnight getaway tommorow morning.
Theres something still and calming and familiar about the trees and water and stones up there that i just have to get a dose of now and then.
The team work of encouraging each other up through the mist and having no other choice but to do what...
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Theres something still and calming and familiar about the trees and water and stones up there that i just have to get a dose of now and then.
The team work of encouraging each other up through the mist and having no other choice but to do what...
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So we went to tjmaxx after i did a wedding dress fitting and i got to use my gift card.
I tried on some bras in the hopes that the 8 pounds i lost decreased my unruly bra size a bit. I would have been so excited if that were the case since 90% of stores, including victorias secret, actually carry bras i can wear....
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I tried on some bras in the hopes that the 8 pounds i lost decreased my unruly bra size a bit. I would have been so excited if that were the case since 90% of stores, including victorias secret, actually carry bras i can wear....
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creamcuffs:
A boyfriend who likes Jersey Shore? Uh oh. Red light. Red light. You should tell him "If you say the word smash again, I will smash you in the head"
ennead:
Thanks for the well wishes
I don't know why shopping for undergarments has to be so frustrating either. I'm on the opposite end of the spectrum where my tits are so small nothing has a cup size tiny enough to fit me. Who the hell is the standard size they're trying to sell to anyway?
I don't know why shopping for undergarments has to be so frustrating either. I'm on the opposite end of the spectrum where my tits are so small nothing has a cup size tiny enough to fit me. Who the hell is the standard size they're trying to sell to anyway?
and i have a skype coffee date with a friend of a friend in canada
I think that's why anyway. But what do I know.