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O.K. . . . so its Friday . . end of the week . . thank god!

Its been a shitty week . . too much work, and no fun. And before the day is over, I have to fire someone. Great! I'm always sensitive to the fact that when you fire someone, you are effectively pulling the rug out from under their life. They...
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elvira:
hmm yes i know this feeling. but its maybe just because we define love with a relationship and then we are disapointed if we cant have one. but actually its pleasure enough to share time with this person.

the rules of society even make it harder. cause it showes us how love or relationships have to be. but love is free. thats a hard step to take, but i wish i could share my love with so many people, deep love, without hurting.
but mostly love is not free, people are not. its a cage. but dont cage yourself with thoughts, your power will hopefully lead you the way. i dont know.

about my relationships: im still meeting the other boy, having sex and sharing time like a couple. i feel save when im close to him, he takes me more like a woman than my exbf.
still meet my exbf, not having sex, just feeling save because of his smell and the times we had. theres something about him i cant stand, but i love him deeply. hes hurt so much when he knows im at the other guys place, but its nothing in the comparison to him. i told him it is better to let me go my way and still have good times together instead of fighting because i have another one. i can easy talk im not in his position..im sorry for that. but i hope if i was in his position i was strong..

hey man, i hope you find your way. if it helps i send you some love.... kiss kiss kiss
sky:
yep I went home, got my passprt, and I'm never gonna damn lose it again. I want to be able to spontaneously fly off somewhere next time I get the urge biggrin
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fenway:
hugs! kiss
phoenixinflight:
Actually, it's just the opposite. No complacency involved, in the least bit. Life's just been so crazy that it seems to pass by in leaps and bounds. I sat down with my coffee this morning and realized I'd only been in my new apartment for two weeks, yet I've yet to spend a full weekend in it. I had the pleasure of accompanying a wonderful boy to Washington, DC this past weekend and, now, if feels like an eternity ago. It's all very dreamlike and sometimes I think I must be sleeping in the most wonderful slumber known to mankind. wink
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motherteresa:
Yeah, she's the fluffy little bunny that you don't know to be afraid of until it's too late tongue
rosehips:
Whoops wrong journal.
confused

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So I got semi-shit-faced at a dinner function last night.

The dinner was held in the wine cellar of a very exclusive community's 43,000 s/f clubhouse. Needless to say, I drank lots of wine! There's one house in this community, that's 26,000 s/f! I'm sure there are rooms that the owners don't see, for years at a time!

I had an economic forecast breakfast at...
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kay:
It is all about the global warming! wink

Have a splendid day!

~cheers
goldenmoon:
thanks for your comment xxx
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solaris:
also i am so jealous you are going to the westminster dog show! i like to watch it on tv...
solaris:
that's awesome.. the only dog shows i have been to were pretty crappy ones that were outside and stuff. all i really care about though is that there are lots of cute dogs there which i can possibly pet!

have fun, possibly pet a cute dog for me.
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elvira:
damn wow!! you must know the elite of rich people!! must be great riding this kinda transport, but im not sure if those people are cool...

doing nothing for new years is a good plan, as you say another reason to get wasted.
so i do some coke tonight, spending the time making live sets and mc. i think that should be great!

i wish you all the best for the new year kiss kiss kiss

ps: i had a strange dream lately of you visting me and i trying to hide from you surreal
quirky:
Life is nice.
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Well, we're down to the short strokes . . the holidays are upon us . . . like it or not!

May I take this opportunity to thank all of you, for the kind words and attention you've given me, throughout the year. Your friendship means more than you know!

I sincerely wish you the Very Best of Holiday Seasons . . . filled with...
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allura:
Thanks biggrin
thejuanupsman:
Hope you are having a fantastic holiday season as well.
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As another year will shortly be a memory, my heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me e-mails over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy.

Extra thanks for the ones that I have to open 15 times to get to the message.

Special thanks to whoever...
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severus:
Thanks for the kind words Mr and I hope you'll have a good Christmas and New Years too.
elvira:
oh wow...you are a better human....what a year can change...hehe congrats...but still be you...whatever..you rock anyways

wish you a nice xmas action, so have a warm celebration. kiss kiss kiss kiss
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O.K. . . . so we had a big party here last night . . . the annual party we usually hold just before Halloween. The date got moved this year, thanks to the hurricane.

We have the food catered . . a guy who works for the Sheriff's Dept. has a barbecue catering business . . the BBQ pit is huge . . built...
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elvira:
hehe oh jeah a video would be great biggrin

the times are less complicated now. baby finally understood what i want from him and leaves in freedom and were still having a good time together, even i sometimes feel his jealousy or his helplessly.
the other boy still holds on to me, i can tell him a thousand times. but if hed really was in love with me he would act in another way, its just he dont want to be alone. but ok i will get this as well, hes not so interesting to me anymore.

wow i cant wait for the christmas card love it should arrive my home in the next following days, jeah jeah thats so cute!!!i will tell you when it arrived me.

i wish you love and happiness back, dear jim smile kiss kiss
sophie:
i'm working monday through thursday too. and we fly on friday. but i'm stoked because we're 3/8ths of the way through the four day week already!

work totally TOTALLY gets in the way of my social life.

YAY!!!! your party went well!!!! i wish you could post photos!
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Christmas Season is upon us! I'm sure you want to hear this . . . my shopping is done, man! ha ha What a nerd!
I did most of it over the internet. What a cool tool! I still have to wrap everything, and ship all the stuff to my brother and his kids . . but Hey . . I'm well ahead of the...
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elvira:
hehe you are so nice, lovely jim smile make me smile, always words that mean alot to me.
i dont know how i shall thank you.
maybe with a kiss for now wink
... kiss kiss
clover:
mmm thank you so much..the strawberries were excellent today
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elvira:
hehe very cute the shamrock and the freckles...mmhh just wonderful biggrin kiss

by the way i think arms are one of the most sexiest parts of the body, beware, i feel like eating yours wink

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kiley:
yeah only a little bit of snow though. it was supposed to snow yesterday but thankfully, no snow
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Well . . I went to see Walk the Line yesterday. I will admit, I was not previously impressed by Joaquin Phoenix . . . . but I gotta tell you . . he nailed this one. He did a very credible job of delivering Johnny Cash's personna . . quirks, mannerisms, etc. And . . much to his credit . . he did all...
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ragdoll:
Thank you so much for taking the time to comment on my set sweetness. x x
roopie:
Thankyou for the lovely comment on my set sweetie smile xx