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Fuck being awake an hour before I need to, and not being able to get back to sleep. At 7 fucking AM.
theinsomniac:
There is a new dog nearby that wakes me up at 8:30 without fail. It has the most annoying, shrillest bark in the history of dogs.
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fauxjocie is mothering some absolutely adorable little kittens, so he can't come visit me this weekend.

I found out one of my LJ friends is going to be playing a show in a coffee shop in College Park. I can get directions, time, info, etc. if someone is up for going with me. So how 'bout it, Washingtonians?

She is a cute singer/songwriter. We've been...
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tangus:
Ativan is fantastic, but I have to take a lot of it for it to have any noticable effect.

I'm considering asking my psychiatrist for Xanax next time I visit, but I'm just worried about the whole "being on xanax" thing, you know?

That said, it looks like Morgan and I will be in Broomall the first week of July, since my grandmother is going in for surgery on her heart, and it's supposed to be a really serious surgery, so the whole family's going to visit, Morgan included (she is after all practically a member of the family).

We should all hang out or get dinner or something!!
thedishwasher:
wisdom teeth wasn't sooo bad, the first day i was so out of it and woke up all drugged up and bled all over the place, so that kind of sucked, but as long as i took my pain killers i was ok... though i ended up out of work for a week, a little longer than planned, mainly because my pain killers killed the pain but otherwise made me useless, good luck!!! kiss
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Work at Planned Parenthood went well yesterday. It was shorter and more stressful than usual. I gave away the rest of my condoms to PP, to give out to women who just got abortions. I should be getting a May shipment from the Condom Campaign soon, though.

I had a good time at SaintInsomniac's party last night! Saw some familiar faces and some new...
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morgan:
Sounds good. I'm excited to spend the weekend hanging out with everyone once I'm done here. 17 days to go until I am outta here!
applejugs:
your face is terrifying sausage.
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I haven't updated in a few weeks. So here goes.

I am beginning to read the book Cunt for the first time. I've wanted to read it for awhile; I've heard good things about it.

The warm weather is a relief but my allergies have been killing me today. I've begun looking for a summer job.

I had Planned Parenthood on Saturday, and it went...
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morgan:
I would! I can't travel for any of the upcoming weekends for various reasons, but I bet we could figure something out!
morgan:
Pretty much any time next week would work, really. Wednesday night might not be the best as I've got a presentation Thursday morning, but otherwise I'm not very busy!
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I have joined the Great American Condom Campaign. There are more people infected with STIs in this country than any other industrialized country - way to go, America! The campaign is to distribute free condoms to people who want or need them.

If you are hanging out with me, if you see me at a party, at any other gathering... I am most likely carrying...
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theinsomniac:
Wow, those two comments hurt my eyes.
applejugs:
thanks for the fetus, sinner.
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There was beautiful weather in Charleston, and despite the enormous amount of bullshit Amanda and I had to wade through to get there and get situated, I had a pretty good time. I saw my friends Amanda and Richard. I did a lot of walking and ate at some of my favorite restaurants there. I love how food in Charleston is so cheap compared to...
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halfjack:
well, i did. i went to say something after our nice phoney phone conversation and i couldn't! and i was so scared because so many of my good friends (as in people i actually know or at least talk to a lot) have gone grey. and i haven't taken them off my list. it tells me i have 85 friends but i'm pretty sure it tells other people how many i have minus the greys and zots. how many does it say?

anyways. i am glad you are not a grey
shakti:
sorry. i was away this weekend when you called me. i would love to get together soon. you cant come out this saturday?
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Honestly, women should worship Tadzi. Why is this not already happening? It's criminal.
I already miss fauxjocie, and it's still another week before I see him.

I am FINALLY in Charleston with mild weather and checked into a room! Yay!
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dominanefret:
um... I wouldn't..
dominanefret:
sorry. I got a pap smear yesterday and my uterus still hurts which is making me more stressed out than normal. I didn't mean to snap at you.
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7:00 PM - I get to the airport and my flight is still scheduled to take off.

8:45 PM - I am walking to the gate and there is a big board of flights scheduled for the evening. There's about 75. About 10 of them have not been cancelled, including my own.

9:15 PM - It is time for my flight to board, and they...
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dominanefret:
Are you going to get to Charleston at all? Or is the whole trip canceled?
I haven't seen Jay in a really really long time, and I would like to see him. If you two just want alone time I totally understand, but if you want to hang out, give me I call.

When you called just a few minutes ago I was honestly still asleep my period started and I was like "I am not fucking waking up for the phone."

I would looove to have a hotel weekend. For whatever reason.

Whether I see you or not while you are hanging out with Jay I hope you two have a good time.
doxie:
Wow surreal That sucks.
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Last night was fucking awesome. I went to a drag king show at club Chaos with shakti and vulture. It was so awesome! I met a cute girl and spent all evening chatting with her and watching the show. biggrin

Sometimes I miss doing tech support at my old college. And then my parents ask me for computer help, and I help them. *head desk*...
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mrschainsaw:
This is a first, I actually agree with Dan Savage surreal

The person above me said it best: "so long as everyone playing the same knows them" - it is the dishonesty that hurts most in my opinion.
morgan:
Aww, thank you! blush
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I hope I didn't get anyone concerned, with my last post. Thanks for the support.

My mom had some health problems that were making me a lot more anxious than I consciously realized. She is fine, and my anxiety is much better now.

I am off doing very little this weekend, being a lazy bum in the maximum sense of the term, hanging out with...
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shakti:
glad you're feeling better
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Some days you just want to curl up into a ball and cry, but your eyes won't make tears.

I hardly ever get angry but I worked myself up into a fury. And then I realized I was feeling the wrong thing entirely, and I was angry when I meant to be worried.

Sometimes I keep things inside, things that aren't most peoples' business in...
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halfjack:
if this is anything i can help with, please don't hesitate to let me know
bratgrrrl:
I hate that feeling, and how fragile & exposed I feel when I can't stuff my feelings any more & explode.

Sympathies to you.
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Work went pretty well yesterday. Luckily no one fainted, 'cause we had a close call.
Oh, by the way, fauxjocie is the most wonderful boyfriend anyone could have. He made everything better after work, relaxing me and feeding me ice cream in the bath, and he cooked me breakfast and woke me up by giving me breakfast in bed.

I saw the lovely Helen again...
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kristie:
Wow! We've got lots in common, don't we? We should put our heads together on some of this stuff.

And you know my MK experience was bad. I definitely would try something else - maybe research Avon? At least their products are of better quality. What about Pampered Chef products? I have some friends who loved that. Just advice. You do what you want. smile
mrschainsaw:
Mary Kay scares me if it is the one I'm thinking of - with the pink convertible - I saw a show on it once and was fascinated yet horrified at the same time. The job does sound pretty sweet though.