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one simple brain-fart ends up costing 132 bucks. i can't fucking believe it.

still blows my mind that a check mailed on tuesday processes faster than a card transaction on the previous saturday.

fuck the man!

on the bright side, desparation always fuels my creativity.

i read a thing lately, about how disaster leads to breeding... in the face of impending doom, fight or flight...
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toneski:
survival must be abig part of it, but i think alot of it stems from the need to create more than what you need to survive, something that is done for no reason can become something that has alot of reason. ya dig?

im up too late...the shit pours out after 2AM.

pixie_punch:
money pretty much blows.

and that kind of reminds me of The Selfish Gene, which I read just recently.

so...yeah
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ahhh, fucking great.

so i had already done my bills and realized i cant pay my credit card bills. and even taking them out of the equation, and paying all other bills... i would be left with a dollar a day for food/drink/expenses for the next 6 weeks... whatever

THEN

i shot up yesterday morning saying "FUCK!"
i realized that when i put my last netflix...
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judas:
i once got myself over $400 in overdrafts. i was 20. i was a retard. it took two years to pay it off, and nearly five to be able to get a checking account again. these days, i'm financially responsible, but i'm still over my head. i pay my bills on time, i don't purchase (too many) frivolous things. and i feel like someone's standing on my shoulders, occasionally jumping. at night, as i lie awake, mulling over the things i mull over when falling asleep (my father dying one day, me never finding lasting love, forgetting to empty the litter box, the myriad ways in which myself or the people i love could be maimed), it's always the debt part that shocks me too awake to nestle back into any semblance of sleepy land. at some point, there will be money from my grandma, but that requires her death and i'm not exactly rooting for that to happen. it feels awful to even write that. i need help. i'm drowning. i don't know what to do. this debt is stunting my life...
nebel:
cars aren't as cool as bikes...but they're pretty and junk.....
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toneski:
beastie boy lyrics...wouldnt it be sweet if i was uber knowledgeable about my own journal entries?

picked up the 5 burroughs at Cheapo on Central... Tones so happy.
toneski:
ive only really listened to the first 2 tracks...im letting it sink in a little....i dont want to rush it since i know not much else good music will be coming around anytime soon.

ahhh beasties. new g.love though?
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my cell phone is dead, so i sorta feel like i'm stuck on an island... ARRR!!!

right now peeps are getting their grub on, and i don't know where... frown
billybillybilly:
you rock!

you cool!

thanks for that hundred bucks!

my butt hurts. blackeyed
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what will he bitch about today...

i slept an hour last night and now i'm semi hung over and cant sleep for some reason. and have to go to a backard bbq in like 8 hours.

weekends arnt relaxing.

blackeyed
nordicgoddess:
A hot sticky BBQ hung over? ISH! Maybe they will have air conditioning inside. I think the best cure for a hang over is some spicy food and another drink!
nebel:
rawr. lets bbq art together.....whoooosh.
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man can not live on chicken noodle soup, egg salad sandwiches, and tuna sandwiches alone.

no, wait, of course he can!

i'm living the dream.


i want to explore early 20th century ragtime and 60s' brit invasion.

"the good the bad and the ugly" is like a cold busch light on a hot summer day. (and that's a good thing, motherfucker!)

i'm in the process...
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billybillybilly:
ARRR!!!
billybillybilly:
Yeah, I saw that, you totally lost all those cool points you'd been accumulating...

skull
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carnival by natalie merchent

i don't know if you recognize the song by its name, but i'm sure you've heard it. i've probably heard it a zillion times on the local lite rock radio station...

never liked it. or to be more specific, never really noticed it. like a bland white wall you see every day but never really look at.

well i watched Aileen:...
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toneski:

MIX TAPES COMPLETE


get yours
pixie_punch:
...and thank god the local lite rock station is the only place you can find it nowadays. way back in the 90's, natilie merchant and her equally insipid musical contemporaies had the ability to suck out your will to live from nearly every media outlet.

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sweetavenue:
hello newest friend! biggrin
billybillybilly:
Don't puss out on me now! Do what I do! Use a plastic bag and a straw!!! biggrin
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i didnt win the lottery. eeek


if five years ago you'd have told me that christina ricci and charlize theron were gonna make out in a film, i'd be like, right on!

but... yeah. i just watched monster? no. no right on.
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relapsed_eric:
validate me.
billybillybilly:
I will totally knock over a gas station with you. But we also have to do some grave robbing. I've gotten behind on my things.

As for the show, fuckin' aye. I'm down.
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i bought a powerball ticket yesterday.

so i got that going for me.

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benni:
i vote be.

ten is definately a socks-rocker, but i'm a big fan of one, still. everytime i see it i think of dr. stinkypants telling me that my head is glued to the wall. biggrin
ilovemikehunt:
thank you much...
i'll check that shit out.
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i love the smell of my own sweat. is that so wrong? not the heavy workout sweat, but the slow sweat you get from being outside on a warm day.

today i was reminded why i've kept a night joe job for so long. the freedom to throw on my ipod, grab my idea journal, ride my bike to the lake, kick back and read...
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relapsed_eric:
you better have caught Eyedea and Abilities last night...otherwise you have been left uninformed.
judas:
i'm gonna go with "or something". bad dreams make me wake with a raw cotton scraping my brain feeling that doesn't go away all day...