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I have an interesting thought/question/conundrum (boy I like that word this week)...

I hate the terms boyfriend/girlfriend. I think they suck. I think they sound very immature and silly. But the alternatives suck too. What alternatives do you guys use/can think of? Here are mine:

- "my girl/guy": a little better, but sounds a bit silly in the possessive sorta way.
- "old lady/man": this...
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rockstarinc:
Call each other Beau. biggrin
kungfuvoodoo:
conundrum aayyyaaa

Were together into it don the life thang for real hangn playn
house don the grove (thang) makn it bonefide happenn loven

serious relationship, no seeing of other people, no public commitment.
Were seeing each other an item don it having fun seen workn
it out working out, (for now) playn checkn it out possibly / maybe

"house-chick-who-lives-with-him-who-has-no-gainful-employment" aka a "housewife that didn't get the rock outta the deal".
My other His/her other housemate doee, or doer putn it together

My all time favorite, in the tune of everyones favorite 70s dance TV show
SSSooooooooooooooooooUuuuuuuuLlllllllllllllllll,Train, (ohh I mean) mates

Your website is downI see you like DCD as well, that of course makes you awesome, Severanceahhhh..DCDI look forward to hearing your art.
Interesting pics, nice to randomly meet you, Take care, drop by sometime. wink
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went out to lunch with a friend today. So nice and relaxing. Conversation with another person. Wow.

Anyways, regarding that dress I need to buy...I forgot to mention that I need it to cover up the massive tatts on my arms. I mean, I guess I could just do the whole "who gives a shit" thing, but I really don't want to cause a scene...
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engrishmofaka:
top ramen is your friend wink
rockstarinc:
Hey Twitch,
See if you could put a Rockabilly beat to this.

I spent my life on the road
all the time on the go
I should've stayed the night
and woke here with you

But I packed my bags
and put on my boots
got on my bike
and I just left you
sitting there alone
feeling sad and blue

Chorus
Everyday I think about my Pin up girl
and if she's alright
How I miss my pin up girl
Every single night

Now Im on the road
and I can't look back
these feelings are
hidden in my bag
I know that Im not right
for leaving like I do
Try to pick up the phone
in my room
All I want is to speak to you
and tell you that I care
but I never do

Chorus
Everyday I think about my pin up girl
and if she's alright
How I miss my pin up girl
every single night

Bridge

Everyday I think about my pin up girl.......
And if she's Alright.....
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I need to record some material that I have been working on to get it to my manager...can't do it here, I don't have my stuff. I also need a guitarist who is better than myself to help me structure the underlying guitar-type stuff. I don't really know one anymore. Not one that does what I need. Anybody have any ideas?

Things are weird. I...
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ayurvedium:
when I was little I thought all TV was live. I was astounded that they could get the commercials right every time without messing up.

wait, wait, wait. you mean all tv isn't live?

xoxox
devil_bitch:
Gotta buy new shoes too!! And a new purse for the new shoes and maybe a hat.
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I am going to steal a little thingy from someone else's page, because I feel like being lighthearted this morning.

A list of interesting facts regarding myself:
1 - I drink an insane amount of water.
2 - I win at checkers about half the time.
3 - I do not take strategy video games very seriously at all, although they are lots of fun....
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rockstarinc:
daemontia:
wooh we had a lot in common.. but whats bad about saying "heat-up food"??? i say that al the time confused

if you're anything like me, i need at LEAST a half gallon of water per day, bare minimum!!!
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Okay yeah, enough personal drama. That's enough. Happy is good.

I had the most gnarly intense strange sexual experience of my life this morning. I am positive that two people could not be more connected and intertwined and the air could be more charged around them. I am not just saying that as some mushy melodramatic bullshit either...anyone who knows me can vouch for how...
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rockstarinc:
You are right. Writing songs are great therapy. I am going to check out your site. By your choice in music I would love to hear some of your stuff. My drummer twitchmc02 lives in St. Croix now and the rest are all over. wink
rockstarinc:
BTW Your profile kicks ass. Same occupation as us. wink
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I'm such a fuck up.

I just about destroyed my relationship with the one person I have ever truly loved because for a moment I let a group of really painful memories trick me into thinking I did not trust him.

The fucked thing is, I do trust him. Very much so. The past is the past. We had a rough go the first time...
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machiavel:
I am glad things have rectified..............thaank you for all your great comments and support skull skull skull
creative_slacker:
Seeeeeee, now didn't I say that the silly posting thingy wasn't a big deal. Listen to the slacker she is wise beyond her years.


Anyhow, I'm glad to hear things are happy in contradiction land. Now go make some music so I can buy your cd.
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Okay..I have a serious question for you all because I have a friend who is going through this...
If you found this comment on a girl's profile online, written by your SO:

"Only a girl as gorgeous as you, would I allow to give me as much shit as you do. If I didnt adore you so damn much, we'd have to have sex or...
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creative_slacker:
Just because some ranodom weirdo posts in a journal doesn't mean it's all infidelity. Maybe this girl is fruity loops, or maybe it's harmless flirting. I don't think you (I mean your friend) should put too much weight on the subject. If you love someone, you love them... if you have to question their love, then maybe it's insecurity that keeps you apart from really knowing the other person. In love, you always take the chance to accept a person and their past as well as them accepting your skeletons.

I have no advice for you... I try not to tell someone what to do, but if you want to talk about it more feel free. My email is postmodernpoet@yahoo.com or you can use esp to reach me. heh.
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Another installment for everyone. smile

Angel and I hit a bit of a snag, but got through it (sorta). We got in a conversation about our previous go at having a relationship with each other, in which he appeared to blame me for everything that went wrong. Well, I assure you, I already went through blaming myself, I didn't really need any help. Not to mention,...
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devil_bitch:
Hon I haven't had a relationship in so long I have no idea what to tell you. I do know about secrets. Some secrets are best kept. It is better to sacrifice your guilt for someone's feelings.
fictionmusic:
What she said. Sometime secrets are pretty good things to keep. On the other hand I had a relationship with a woman and I told her all my secrets. It was great while it lasted. Good luck with yours.
Hows the album coming along?
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hola all!

I got moved into the new apt on Monday. We have been doing a lot of grocery shopping. We have no furniture in the living room. We don't own a TV. But damn this place rocks.

Things with Angel and I are excellent. We are totally getting in sync again, madly in love, and ready to start taking over the world starting with...
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miss_lady:
HEY. Glad things with Angel are going so well! I HATED that annoying "when are y'all gettin' married?" bullshit, too! You're only 24, so it's ridiculous that everyone is asking you. Jesse and I said fuck everyone and just got married in Key West by ourselves when we were ready. The only problem with that was that none of our wonderful friends felt the need to buy any gifts since we didn't have a "real" wedding. mad Yes, I say "fuck everyone", but I still want toaster ovens and crap like that. tongue

I couldn't work with a boyfriend, no way. I almost killed my friend Laura just working with her at that stupid job on Park Ave. I'm glad you both have your own music careers and projects--that's good for your own identity. I'm trying to have my own massage business to have the freedom of not working for anyone else. Jesse is like "what the fuck are you doing?", but sometimes I need to panic to motivate myself. I wish he'd get this album deal so I could not worry about it! biggrin

Get some lawn furniture and have that housewarming party!
jthrak:
hey miss chula!
What up in Casa-Kate? um....don't mind me, Im bored.
Give me a ring whenever, we have got to get together.

Later Love
ciao
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Hello everyone!

Still stupid-happy. Haha. A little more used to this whole thing. We moved into our new apartment yesterday. Gorgeous I tell ya! 3BR, on a lake, huge, secluded, very very nice! Angel and I are both just so fucking happy. It is eerie. A friend of his from LA told me yesterday that she could not imagine Angel being stupid-cute with anyone. Oh,...
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dead_betty_dyes:
Hey there beautiful!!!
GRRR for the home confinement crap! mad I hope that the time passes quickly--U know, my friend from work actually went to jail 'cause he missed a court appearance for a driving ticket--ok?--And all because the courts had sent the paperwork to the wrong address....the system is SOO fucked up I tell ya. Anyhow, glad to see that you stopped by. I am SO happy for you. I hope you enjoy all that time with your honey---hey! When do I get to hear some of your stuff?!! Soon I hope--McG told me he might be going to your house to work on some things...? Take care kiss and *hugz*
devil_bitch:
Congrats on the new house and the prospering of your romance. It is really wierd feeling all giddy and stupid over a boy after being cold and cynical for so long. I am having that same problem myself. Hope things go smooth with the manager and I hope that you two can remain friends or at least a great working relationship.. You have to suffer for your art isn't that what they say? LOL. I am also sure that when you and Angel finally do the deed it will be one of the most memorable and beautiful moments of you life. It's always better when you wait for it. wink
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Angel's here!!! WOOHOO!!!!

We are so happy, although it is horribly surreal. Constantly wondering when I am going to wake up...you get so used to being without someone that you love...and becoming OK with that fact...and then things change again. Wow. This will take some time to digest and sink in.

There will be much partying, my people. We move in to the apt tomorrow....
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creative_slacker:
I'm thrilled to hear it worked out for you. Many thanks to Angel for letting the rent slide so that you can work. I would never suggest working and trying to be creative on the side... you're dreams will always take second seat to the electricity bill!
Good luck, enjoy the new digital recorder... I love mine!
engrishmofaka:
HAPPINESS IS FORBIDDEN. IT HAS SPOKEN.
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Hello everyone!

I just spent the best $30 I have in a while...no it wasn't that Ron Jeremy signature vibrator, it was a small handheld digital voice recorder. I was finally able to nail down a verse melody for that song I just wrote, and I am really happy. Now I just need to get my Angel to re-record my crappy ass guitar work HAHA....
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machiavel:
Yes most defininately, I will be passing through in late August.....yay it sounds like things are going better for you.... skull skull skull
miss_lady:
Hey girl. Is Angel here yet? Today's the day! Sorry I didn't respond earlier to your 'catchy song' poll, but the catchiest, most stick-in-your-head choruses are often the most stupid (see the "Thong Song" and "Who Let the Dogs Out?") biggrin No seriously, how 'bout "Bizarre Love Triangle"? It's not so much what he says, but how he says it.

I'm looking forward to your party, since I haven't seen you in a loooong time. You better have it! You can't drink on house arrest? What kind of crap is that? I'd say "I'm gonna drink in my own house, so git off ma land!" (I'm part redneck, you know! tongue )

Do you have the ankle thing? Does it interfere w/ sex?

kiss