contradiction

there is nothing like being in the heat of the musical moment on stage. you'll have a blast- and stagefright... where else besides drugs do you get that feeling? knock'em dead!

We are too cool for "real jobs" .

Hey girl! When's Angel coming back? Glad you had fun in Ft. Myers and that your family is ok. Yeah, my little College Park got no where NEAR as fucked up by the hurricane, so I feel fortunate. No power for a week DID make me break down and cry once because I was so hot (boo-hoo).

We should hang this week now that everything's back to normal. I'd invite ya over, but there is still a stench of death coming from my refrigerator. What the hell? How much can we clean that thing?

where can i get/order a copy of your music?

Hope your weekend was fantastic!!!
Have a great Monday!

"It sounds like a blast"

People are setting fire to my building. Friend almost dies from spider. Hurricane. Flu. Thats about it for the last two days.

Good luck with the new job!

I am so so happy for you.....that you are free now

check out teh awesomeness of evil.

this is a generic message to all of the people on my friends list. I have reached the point where I must accept the slackass nature of myself and accept that I will never respond to each person who told me happy birthday individually. so...this is like a memo.

if you told me happy birthday; thank you. IRL, no one did outside of family...so y'all just rocked my socks.

if you didn't tell me happy birthday...well. fuck off.

xoxox
wil

Hey baby. Sorry I was a no-show last night, I came home and crashed out early.

I had a looooong dream that you and I were killing people and on the run. We had alot of knives and guns on us, and we were on some sort of cross-country killing spree. Did you, by any chance, dream the same thing? If so, I will be freaked right the fuck out.

I had a great time yesterday. Talk to you soon.

Hell yeah! You rock the shit out girl! I had such a blast last nite, it was fucking great. Apparently karen will go out friday, you should try to make it, it's all indie/brit pop. what are you up to today? Im still packing shit and prolly will be for the remainder of the day but yeah....0k it was great getting to know "dancing contradiction" hehe.

lots o' G love
later

Ok well, looking at the rest of pics, I guess I should revise things and say that you look just like Lisa Gerrard in your *profile* pic. That one, at least, has a totally eerie resemblance. Put that together with the whole "severancemusic" thing and, well...you do the math.

Anyhoo...the music sounds simply fabulous and I'd love to hear some.

Any friend of miss_lady is a friend of mine, so drop by anytime, dah-ling...

Ciao.

Mak'n art is the best.....
Oh, how bout' 6 octave range, suck it bitches...
Wellmy band mates tease me about being a castrati in a past life, but I can still hit those lows, speaking of which lay of the smokes, theyre a vocal killer, What are you thinking? Oh well, costs and benefits
So good to hear lov kickn between you and your fella, say what have you decided to call each other?
So what does it take to get an image posted in my journal around here?

Has anyone ever told you that you have an uncanny resemblance to Lisa Gerrard? I'm sure they have.

^^^Oh, my friend No Control has found you!^^^

Ok! Wed it is. Yay!

Hey girl. Sorry I've been out of touch. I suck, I know.

I saw G last night (woohoo!) and he told me you're still going to be on house arrest . I'm sorry. I just hope you don't have to go back to jail. Poor girl.

I can't believe G is moving to L.A.! I'm happy for him. Looks like it's up to us to keep making this town cool. How does Angel like it here? Sounds like at least you guys are having a great time.

I like girls day out. I try to combine it with as much alcohol as possible. I want to go to Millenia Mall to Tiffany's (since I've never been to one) and just drool over stuff I can't afford. We should make a plan.

You are our Rock Goddess!
I will send you a hat as soon as we get them all made.

You call it patience, I call it self torture through denial...
But then again, I'm thinking of my situation, not yours. Just make sure you're not settling. Never settle for anything less than absolutely everything. Don't go for a "the good outweighs the bad" mindset. You deserve better than that. If he's capable of giving it all to you, make sure he does so, don't let him portion things like love and respect out in doses. Tell him what you want in no uncertain words. He may suprise you and give you everything you've ever wanted and more. I'm trying to be in a postive mood today, so I'm not going to talk about the flip side of that scenario. We guys may be dense, but call us to task and we can do some pretty amazing things. I understand you don't want to pressure him and spook him on it, GOD I know what that's like. But don't hide your dreams away in the back of your head.

By the way, I never, ever take my own advice...

Patience... patience??? What's that. I'm seriously trying not to wig about the distance between my guy and me. I get insecure at the most inopportune moments. We didn't talk for two days and I assumed we were breaking up (over dramatic and pathetic mind). I think due to my bad relationships in the past I am conditioned to assume the worst and not appreciate the moment I live in. If you ever want to read a book on the psychology of love, read Erich Fromm's The Art of Loving It will change the way you think about love. It helped me, but it still doesn't make me patient.