Saturday Mar 13, 2004

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OK yes, I am OK. Bruised but OK.

Just lost my job too. I am in that limbo that comes after everything in your world explodes.

Any suggestions? I have already gotten "go back to CA" and "email your ex boyfriend in LA" and "move back to Ft Myers".

I dunno. It all seems impossible at the moment.

Thursday Mar 11, 2004

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Hi everyone, I went to jail, and jail sucks! Had to take out all my jewelry. It won't go back in dammit.

My ex decided to attack me and I fought back. Gee, I should have just taken it.

Fucker.
miss_lady:
What the fuck?! Please tell me you are out of his house and safe where you are. Hopefully you beat the shit out of him for whatever he did to you.
thefuckingdaddy:
i got a letter from the government the other day, i opened and read it... it said they was suckas...

Sunday Mar 07, 2004

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No beer for me tonight, just a lot of fun with a good friend of mine. He is great, all that fun, and then I get to go home and someone else gets to deal with his BS. wink His wife is really awesome. She was at a wedding today, and some people asked her where her husband was, and she was like "home having sex...
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miss_lady:
Your own place--yay! I like Ichiban for get-togethers, and they've seemed pretty tolerant of the loudness that comes from alot of sake-bombs! The location is good for then wandering to Knock Knock or good ol' IB.

Glad you had fun last night! I think I fell asleep before SNL even started. Weeee!
punchdrunk92308:
good for you, that offer still stands for that one beer shocked

Tuesday Mar 02, 2004

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My mom gave me money!

I can eat!! Woohoo!!!

I just got asked if I eat anything by some lady at my work...it's like NO, I am slowly eroding my own flesh for sustenance...what kind of dumb question is that?? Yes I am thin, but jeez....

I will need more beer after I get paid. Bigtime.

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starr:
Poverty sucks. I'm in the same boat .
miss_lady:
Hey baby girl! Should I give into temptation? I said I was keeping my crazy ass at home tonight, but I think 3 of my friends might be going to IB, and if YOU were going it would be hard to say no...

Shit, all this working is cramping my party style! I'll chill for a bit and e-mail you if I decide not to be a party-pooper.

kiss

Sunday Feb 29, 2004

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Hahaha...

Had a great time last night, thanks to mrs_medway, that hot as shit bartender (gosh I hope he was too drunk to remember that we walked out, heh), and all the alcohol. Damn, I was drunk. I am such a lush.

Watch, someday the album will come out, that bartender will see me on tv or something, and he will think....

...."hey she owes...
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jthrak:
HEy! It was great meeting you over at the IB, I had a perfect time and it looks like you did too. The Wumpscut party is going down on the 31st of march. Later.

ciao,g...
astrokreep23:
beware a bartender scorned... .... unless they're emo

Thursday Feb 26, 2004

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Alright, tonight was my "anniversary". HA! I still have to live with this asshole, who just makes my life more difficult. I don't understand, why doesn't anyone want to room with a broke chick that has 2 large dogs and snakes?? What's the issue?

Anyways...I am just resolved to not give a shit. I have cried enough for other people and their fucked up attitudes...
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gonzoe:
but miserable posts are fun!!!!!!!!!

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myeviltwin:
yeah! go be happy!

ARRR!!!

Sunday Feb 22, 2004

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Oh yeah, nothing like getting fucked in the ass with a chainsaw. Twice in the same day. And it is only 9:40 am. WTF?!?!?!

First of all, my ex the one who I live with, decided that apparently this week he met his next victim online, and is going move out of state to be with her. I always knew this online thing was bullshit...
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tnice:
wow...that has to be one of the worst days i have ever heard....i hope it gets better for you....here i hope this helps puke ...sorry wrong one... wink there you go...

later!
punchdrunk92308:
holy fucking shit, that sucks eeek , I hope you stay in orlando because you sound like you deserve to be bought a drink, and there's not enough cool and interesting people like you here

Saturday Feb 21, 2004

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I need a vacation!

Any suggestions?

I need to go somewhere kind of "Zen" (I am really burnt out), it needs to be somewhere I can safely travel to by myself (unless someone wants to go wink ), something for about a week and mostly affordable. I haven't figured it out yet.

I like the ideas of Mexico, COsta Rica, Europe, but I really want to...
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machiavel:
Come to new york.....its not zen but its fun.........and I will show you around......and I know good places for yoga skull skull skull
gonzoe:
you can take a ride on my ass. it'll cost you $3.50 though.

Thursday Feb 19, 2004

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I am OK. Period. =) The exbf seems to have quit emailing me, I bet he just lost interest after I laid down the law. Good, less stress for me. Yes, I understand that I still have loads of stages of grief to go through, but I am enjoying denial.

I am going to hang out with a good friend Sat night, which should be...
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miss_lady:
It's not too late wink

I'm all for getting shitty. You should meet up w/ me instead Sat. There's an SGFL get together, but I need to update myself on where (ie, too lazy to read 11 pages about it right now). Anywhere in Orlando--I'll go. Outside of Orlando--can't this weekend.

kiss
miss_lady:
Next weekend would be great since I'll have Sun. off.

The SGFL thing is in Ybor City tonight, so I don't know if I trust myself to show up for my job in decent condition tomorrow morning. It sucks being a workaholic and party girl, you know?

Friday Feb 13, 2004

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Oh jeez....you know, why ask the question if you DON'T WANT TO KNOW????

5 days after my last post, the ex bf calls me. Strange occurance. I had emailed him to ask if he was OK, after a dream I had (the one that made me think he was seeing someone). Well, we had a little rule that we were not going to discuss such...
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miss_lady:
Oh my God, why didn't I marry you instead? smile

I work at a spa downtown as an LMT, with a badass 6'1" tattooed and dreadlocked woman for my boss, and beautiful metrosexual clients. I sing the soundtrack to Cabaret as much as possible (but mostly to gay male friends). I parlayed 15 years of ballet into a stint at Rachel's where I was the pale, vaguely-foreign looking one w/ quite a computer programmer following. I'm definitely up for being on the other side of the stage, even if it means bringing my own flask to avoid paying $12 for something decent to drink. I'd happily try your drink suggestion (what? A drink I haven't heard of?) and I enjoy everything from Guinness to Moet.

Strip Club, IB, Enzian....you name it and we're there!!

kiss kiss
machiavel:
I just want to say congratulations, that is a big first step.................If I live anywhere near you, a beer would be in order for you............ skull skull skull

Sunday Feb 01, 2004

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"You left me high and dry and changed me
You lied to me, now I am angry
And if the sun comes in your room and awakes you from your vanity
You won't find me cuz I'll be on top a mountain, pissing on your grave..."
-- Vast, "Last One Alive"

"I will be the shelter that you need when it falls away
I will...
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devastator:
i know that feeling.

it's the ex...but it's...

well.
you know.
angelfrost:
Wandering eyes
commitments never can last
it feels so cold
to know our name.

- VAST "Nile's Edge"

I know how you feel. It gets easier.

Angel

Thursday Jan 29, 2004

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I think my ex is right, I need a business card that says:

"Hi, nice to meet you. I am not looking to get involved with anyone, especially not emotionally. No I don't love you, I don't want to have your babies, I don't want to live with you, I don't want to spend the night, and I probably don't even want to touch you...
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machiavel:
I think the whole description would work nicely as a card......or perhaps a tatoo on your forearm......it would keep the freaks away..........How are things going musically? skull skull skull
desert_monkey:
You got it, just focus on the music! Hey, what band are you in anyway, and how can I hear some of your stuff? I used to play, a little. It's hard to find time to practice everyday when you're the one settin up the show. I used to roadie for many years. That's how I ended up hangin lights and sound, like I do now. Funny thing is that I tuned and restringed guitars, mandos and such for over 8 years .........but I can't play a note. Sob,sob. Drums too! Never had the discipline to make the time to teach my fingers on the guitar. So, when are ya playin next? Good job on the business card. Mine usually just says 'Fuck Off!'. I'll talk with anybody, but I tend to be pretty selective on who I spend time with, so as to not make it 'wasted time'. Hey, isn't it illegal to work for the government and listen to cool music? How often do you go to Tallahassee? I lived there for a while too, and I gotta say .......I prefer it to this shithole, don't you?
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