I REALLY wanna punch Greek boy in the face, today. I've about had it with his negative attitude, and considering I"m trying my damndest to remain cool and calm, you'd think he'd at least try. For me. This is probably the biggest reason why I'm calling it quits, I can't stand the misery, the monotony of it, the dreariness.
For Christ's sake, I lost someone...
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eyerush:
Thanks for keeping me occupied in my drunken fit of anger last night. It meant a lot to me.
ilectra:
hey hon. Sending much love your way. Hope tomarrow starts a much better week for ya. 
Woke this morning to a phone call I wasn't necessarily ready to take. My uncle Robert, my grandmother's little brother, died in his sleep last night. We're not completely sure how or why, yet. He's been sick off and on, battled prostate cancer, has had alot of problems with his legs, his age WAS catching up to him. Despite all of this, he remained happy...
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jay_blank:
Damn. I'm sorry to hear that. My thoughts are with you and your family.
aki1:
i hope ur dealing better kiddo
maybe a smile
let me try to put one on that lovely face of yours
maybe a smile
let me try to put one on that lovely face of yours
I am blessed. Sometimes I don't realize this, but today it has sunk in a bit.
I've been at the new house most of the night. We had our first family dinner there tonight in honor of my baby sis Taylor's birthday. It was too wonderful for words. It really feels like home already, I am more excited than ever to live as one big...
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I've been at the new house most of the night. We had our first family dinner there tonight in honor of my baby sis Taylor's birthday. It was too wonderful for words. It really feels like home already, I am more excited than ever to live as one big...
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jay_blank:
I'm loving the energy here! Sounds like you are on a great path! It's great to hear that you're taking this opportunity to keep in great touch with your fam, and you're not thinking of it as a step back. I'm giving you a big e-hug right now.
Let me know when the SGNJ kids hang out again and I'll let you kick me in the ding ding.
Let me know when the SGNJ kids hang out again and I'll let you kick me in the ding ding.
cunninglinquist:
up your dosage on days you have to work, and living with family can get sticky when you bring someone home and you end up getting busy and everyone knows
Christ, I was drunk last night. I'll be paying for that at work today. 
Today is moving day for Moms and my siblings, it's rather exciting. I'll be right behind them in a few more weeks. My little sis is so cute, she hugged me the other day and said, "I'm gonna be lonely til you move in." Poor thing, she has to move on...
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Today is moving day for Moms and my siblings, it's rather exciting. I'll be right behind them in a few more weeks. My little sis is so cute, she hugged me the other day and said, "I'm gonna be lonely til you move in." Poor thing, she has to move on...
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ilectra:
Night sexy.. hope you feel better tomarrow..Silly just aint the same without ya 
tinyhobo:
i love you
Springtime allergies are kicking my ass!! My throat is raw, I cant' stop sneezing, and I'm all achey. 
But good times were had by all, yesterday. Greek boy and I got trashed chugging PBR's then headed over to my girl Lisa's house to smoke and (finally) have a group viewing of Frankenhooker. I NEED this movie in my collection; crazy dude who drills into his...
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But good times were had by all, yesterday. Greek boy and I got trashed chugging PBR's then headed over to my girl Lisa's house to smoke and (finally) have a group viewing of Frankenhooker. I NEED this movie in my collection; crazy dude who drills into his...
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aki1:
xoxoxox
aneli
xoxoxox
aneli
charlielove:
i may be in ac in early august.
WE GOT A PUPPY!!! She's the cutest thing ever, I am in love with this dog.
My mother stopped over my apt. yesterday and told me to come outside, that she had a surprise for me. I scolded her for surprising ANYBODY on HER day, but she explained it's, "For everybody, a family surprise". To my surprise this little tan four legged angel hopped out...
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My mother stopped over my apt. yesterday and told me to come outside, that she had a surprise for me. I scolded her for surprising ANYBODY on HER day, but she explained it's, "For everybody, a family surprise". To my surprise this little tan four legged angel hopped out...
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jay_blank:
Very cool! I'd give you another $150 just to hear a rendition of the girly squeal!
teeman:
A cute little pooch really changes things hey! I cant imagine life without my little JayDee scruying around my legs at exactly 10am begging for a play
I was at work mothers day so I got away with a free phone call and zero expense, yahoo
This is my least favorite weekend of the year to be a server. Freaking Mother's Day, I hear the words and cringe. Seven years of pure HELL has made me loathe the thought of this holiday.
Off I'll go tomorrow, bright and early, with four hours of sleep under my belt, to an over booked resturant for goddamn mother's day brunch. Fuck me. AND (not...
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Off I'll go tomorrow, bright and early, with four hours of sleep under my belt, to an over booked resturant for goddamn mother's day brunch. Fuck me. AND (not...
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cunninglinquist:
Hope you had a good day tip wise on Mothers Day as well
halfjack:
i hope you got mad tips. i drank with a cook from a CCF after mothers day and he told me all about the prep work he did in the kitch from 2 am to 6.
buck up lil camper
buck up lil camper
Packing is officially off and running. I drank two large iced lattes on Monday and flew through my apartment like a crackhead in need of a fix. Got some of the major stuff down off the walls, packed box after box of things I don't use on a daily basis, and began pulling stars off my den ceiling. Those lil fuckers are a pain in...
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ss3_gokoux:
Oooooh moving time is upon us all! If we're lucky (re: if the lords of money smile on us) Ember and I plan on getting our own place very soon. Exciting times!
ember:
Oooo, they both sound fun.
You could do the sparkly thing and maybe get some glow in the dark paint and splatter a little on the ceiling for a few glowy stars!
I'd love to see pictures when it's all finished
You could do the sparkly thing and maybe get some glow in the dark paint and splatter a little on the ceiling for a few glowy stars!
I'd love to see pictures when it's all finished
I need to start packing. It's gonna be mucho depressing, I've just gotta keep focused on the end result: A home of our own.
This new job needs to step it up a lil, my patience is wearing VERY thin. After all the time and energy I've put into this place, I'd never think of quitting, but if my cash flow doesn't improve soon I...
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This new job needs to step it up a lil, my patience is wearing VERY thin. After all the time and energy I've put into this place, I'd never think of quitting, but if my cash flow doesn't improve soon I...
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prospera:
hey missy where exactly is it that you live? sickfuckiam and i were talking about your apartment and something about it being retro and rockabilly. so just drop me a line and let's chat 
aki1:
keep ur pretty chin up
smile
its midweek
its HUMPDAY
smile
its midweek
its HUMPDAY
Thanks for all the support and lovely comments everybody. I needed that.
The bill situation is straigtening out, I now have only two overdue left to settle. Originally, it was over ten, so two works just fine for me. By the end of next week I should be ahead of the game.
I'm just spazzing out cause it's crunch time. I'm moving in a month...
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The bill situation is straigtening out, I now have only two overdue left to settle. Originally, it was over ten, so two works just fine for me. By the end of next week I should be ahead of the game.
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nonfcomm:
Sounds like things are turning up!
Yeah, all the taco jokes were taken (ok, I really wasn't going to make one, but still, isn't there someone creative on this site?)
Yeah, all the taco jokes were taken (ok, I really wasn't going to make one, but still, isn't there someone creative on this site?
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tinyhobo:
Oh darling I adore you. You have been on my mind so much. Know that if you need to talk, my phone is always on. I am glad you got the card. I am with you no matter what happens. Be strong. You have a lot of good stuff that will be happening soon.
call your grandma or I'm gonna beat your ass
call your grandma or I'm gonna beat your ass
I can't fucking believe it's May 1st already. 
The past few days it's been hard to keep my attitude positive. I've been trying so hard to squash my worries and fears, but to no avail. I'm running out of time. Time to pack and re-organize, time to pay all of the bills I've let go while I'm settling in to my new job, time with...
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The past few days it's been hard to keep my attitude positive. I've been trying so hard to squash my worries and fears, but to no avail. I'm running out of time. Time to pack and re-organize, time to pay all of the bills I've let go while I'm settling in to my new job, time with...
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apple:
Thanks for reading that mess of a blog, I had to delete it, but I want to save your comment. You should listen to your own advice deary<333
postblank:
You can tough it out, most of the aforementioned problems seem to come with their own expiration points. Just use a little bit of that "power of positive thinking" voodoo and plow through. The situation with the bills sucks though, I hear they usually like getting paid.
I had a full enjoyable weekend. Well, other than work Sunday night, which was BALLS, but I made great tips so whateva.
I skipped Mom's yard sale Saturday morning and laid around in my sweats all day. Then that night was SGSJ's first Diner of the Month, which was good times indeed. Met a few really cool people, got smashed by the end of the...
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I skipped Mom's yard sale Saturday morning and laid around in my sweats all day. Then that night was SGSJ's first Diner of the Month, which was good times indeed. Met a few really cool people, got smashed by the end of the...
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jay_blank:
Oh, no doubt. I've been trying to pace myself....but who am I fooling? Ha!
I may have to get on the docket for one of these NJ outings and see how Jerz holds it down......
I may have to get on the docket for one of these NJ outings and see how Jerz holds it down......
formerviking:
Hey , I was there & I didn't have a problem with you schmoozing with you old friends . I can't be sure I can make every diner outing , but I'll seriously shoot for most of them . Maybe I'll even be able to stay later next time . I can always crash at my moms if I plan out in advance enough .
And I know all about the 7 year booty drought . Don't get me started . In fact . I'll stop before I start .
And I know all about the 7 year booty drought . Don't get me started . In fact . I'll stop before I start .