No ink for me, today. I'm gradually getting sicker by the day, I really feel like ass. I can't really make it much further than bed to couch to 'puter chair. Guess I'll just postpone til next week.
Greek boy called me in tears, today. He was alone, having his vodka and cranberry, and "Suspicious Minds" came on the radio. This is not only his... Read More
I KNEW something was amiss when I woke up this morning. That scratchy feeling in the back of my throat, which I usually chalk up to either too much blizzie or ciggie smokage the night before, was a tad more painful than usual. Then the achies showed up, soon followed (when I got to work, of course) by sneezing, sweating profusely, and overall feeling... Read More
I'm really lovin SG this week. Many of you make my day each and every day. And I've throughly been enjoying obnoxiously hitting on people via the silliness boards, it helps me forget that he's not here. Thanks guys.
So, my position at the new job (the shits & giggles one) has been upgraded to server. It's better, cash in my pocket is a beautiful... Read More
Many thanks to all my pals who sent me kind words and reinforcement. It means so much, and each and every one of you brought a much needed smile to my face. I love my peeps.
I'm feeling MUCH better, got myself a car, and today got myself a shits and giggles hostessing job to pass the time til I start at Comcast. So, yeah,... Read More
thank you. yer comment made my day yay glad to hear things are going well. wow hostessing is gonna be a cakewalk for you compared to waitressing. it will be fun easy money.
I don't know if I can make this day any better. Coupled with the passing of someone I held dear and my car being repo'd last night, I don't think there's any salvaging my mood. Not taking my meds this morning (I forgot) hasn't helped matters, either.
I hate feeling like this, I need to get back in touch with living life to it's fullest.... Read More
The man I worked for for seven years passed away at 65, today. I don't quite know how to feel, it's so sad, he'd fought the cancer and won. Two years later, it returned, and after all he'd already been through he lost the will to fight. He was a good man and my heart breaks for his family. I've known them all many years... Read More
So, yeah, job's almost in the bag. Interview went great, they "tentatively" offered me the position provided my drug screen and background check come up clean. I'd start training Sep. 24.
Meantime, I'm helping my Aunt K fix up one of her properties to sell. Quality family time, a hard days work,... Read More
I'm feeling much better. My head is slowly but surely straightening out, my goals seem more attainable than ever.
It's officially been a week since I've smoked teh wacky weed (new world record for yours truly). Originally, it was just a break so I could clean my system and pee pee in a cup for this new job possibility. But, ya know, I've been so... Read More
Well, isn't nice that one of us has our shit together.
Thanks a bunch for the words of advice. They worked better than you will ever know.
Stay off the pot. Who wants to be so fucking happy all of the time anyhow?
I'm taking a break from the weekend. My friends and I are going up to Guernville for the Russian River BBQ and Beer fest. I got my tent, my innertube, my empty growlers and my cigars. We decided a weekend off would be a good thing. (Although, she does seem to be coming to her senses. I hope.)
Why did she choose HIM over me? My god, he's scrawny, gangly, has horrifying skin, a stupid haircut, and a pill popping problem. If she had to sleep with a friend, why him? And why flaunt it in my face, you slutty little shit, do you LIKE to drive me crazy???
All you said... Read More
Girl.... damn, do I know how difficult girls can be.
I was in a 6 month relationship with my (now) best friend. We just clicked and everything made sense with her... than she pulled the whole "I have a big crush on a guy, do you think we should make the relationship alittle less serious" bullshit... I cried. I loved her.
I still love her... just not in that way anymore.
I'm telling you, it's one thing when a guy breaks your heart.... it's in a DIFFERENT level when a girl breaks up with you... it hurts more.
I think you're better off, she sounds like the type that would fuck with your head way too bad.
Procrastinate. It's all I ever seem to do. *(sigh)*
Being unemployed isn't very inspiring, kinda makes me feel grimey. I've got an interview this coming week for a different type of job than I'm used to - no more serving, no more resturant fucking drama social hour bullshit. I'll have a little cubicle and a little headset, and sit in front of a computer 5... Read More
I've been a bad friend lately , so I'm visiting everyone to try to make up for that . You say you've never been out of south Jersey ? I know it's nothing great , but if you'd ever like to visit out in our neck of the woods , you're more then welcome . We have a few places you could crash here . Don't know if you'd like it out here though , it's pretty chilled out for the most part with a current emphasis on tourists . Why are there tourists here ? They can't get enough of the Amish , antiques & good eats out here I guess .
Greek boy wired me some dough to get my router. So I guess this means I'm back. Oh happy day!!
Thanks all for the happy b-day wishes, very sweet and much appreciated indeed. Now that I FINALLY have my PC up and running I'll be able to keep in touch... Read More
-I love my Greek boy. We get along better every day.
-Next Wednesday is my 28th b-day. No plans as of yet. I REALLY want this fucking awesome wireless blue guitar controller for Guitar Hero. Umm....and a router would be ever so nice so I can stop missing SG. Mom needs to take... Read More
yay glad to hear things are going well. wow hostessing is gonna be a cakewalk for you compared to waitressing. it will be fun easy money.
<3
that is only half the motivation behind the thread.
know any "rock....stars"?
I will be in the office all day monday, and i need to chat with you..
PM me a good time to call