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I Knew it was too good to be true......

Not going into detail, but yeah, NO. No running my own business, no living in a Greek island in bliss. Just no. I don't like it. frown

At least my honey doesn't have to leave me again.
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scheisskopf:
A nice thought, nonetheless.
terminator_77:
hey!

how are you my friend? kiss
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Err.....ummm....WAY too much going on right now to explain properly. Good things a-brewin', kids!!! Greek boy and I might be buying a little coffee shop in his home island of Andros. Potential goldmine!!!! And regardless, look at my options, here. Slave away in a diner in dirty Jerz or be my own boss in a beautiful greek island??? love

Bad news is my honey has to...
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noirkiss3:
You would rather sleep with Laura Palmer over Audrey Horne?
You like em with some experience I guess biggrin
noirkiss3:


What is it about abused, drug addicted, paranoid, slutty girls that I find so attractive??


I know right, I think I have dated her actually. biggrin

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Apologies all around for my lengthy absence. And thank you for all the wonderful birthday wishes, you guys are awesome!!!!

So, the b-day was so-so. Freakin 27, I feel old. I'm geting too close to 30 for comfort. The resturant was WAY overrated, WAY noisy and crowded, and WAY WAY WAY overpriced. The food was very good, not out-of-this-world, but good. But the atmosphere was...
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silentwhisper:
Aw. no dont ge sick! Hey, happy belated bday. and dont worry about the so called big 30. thats not really a concern when you look the way you do! biggrin thx for the comment awhile ago. and yea it was fun kiss
pelirojo:
27 was worse than 30 for me, because I sure didn't think I'd make it to that milestone.
hope you feel well, greek food is awesome..... wink
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Damn. I really need to start appreciating my friends. Left one of my closest friends hanging forever and a day, and now that I finally decided to track him down I find out he's been in jail for two months. Probation vilolation, he moved outta state, the big dummy. I love him dearly, and it kills me that I wasn't there for him. He's looking...
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rroma51402:
happy birthday!! have fun.
weapon0:
Happy Belated Birthday. smile Yeah, I'm pretty bad at keeping up with all but my closest friends too. I'm glad you're doing good with your meds, I am too. Yeah, I never read either, except for erotic fan fiction on the internet. tongue I hope you had a great Birthday. smile
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To those of you I've neglected, I'm sorry. Haven't been on the site too much. The support and advice did NOT go un-noticed, you're all awesome!!

So..........went to see a doctor last week. She kinda explained my current predicament as a "needs meds STAT" situation. Basically, I'm way stressed, way worn out, and I need help. I was prescribed Zoloft and have been faithfully taking...
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rroma51402:
ya a second viewing really isn't going to help. hope your doing well. peace smile
mdog42:
You have a fantastic member name! biggrin

(I saw you via LaceyK's page and just had to come over here and comment).
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Everything's just organized chaos in my life as of late. I keep having these crazy-ass panic attacks at work.Iit's starting to make the people I've worked with for the last six years think I've finally lost it. And who's to say I haven't???
I chalk all of this up to stress. My job is, was, and always will be torturous. I'm a pretty good waitress,...
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painunbound:
I hate stress, I know what you're going through I work as a bartender in AC and it just feels like I'm stuck. It's hard to do something so routine over and over again. But it's never too late to change, hang in there things will work out.
pelirojo:
I went to my Panic/Phobia class and immediatley thought I was the most fucked up person there. and that what the psychiatrist had to say was bullshit. However, I did listen well, and for me I have less attacks now because I know they are only going to be temporary, (even if the last a long time, sometimes. frown ) Having your heart muscles contract feel like you miht be having a heart attack and/or you get a good breath of air in you lungs. Basically the psychiatrist explained that we can't go crazy, die, and that actuallty the best way for me to cope with mine are to try and do realaxing deep breaths, kind of a bugddhist/transendental clearing your head which quickly releases all that tightness and agitation we are feeling. If you could explain in more detail the where's and the whens I could hopefully offer some better advice or just my friendly oppinion. blush

11 hour flight, Go for the niccotine patch or the gum, or take some good sedatives, or smoke pot before you go you can sleep almost the whole way. smile wink
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Have you seen my marbles????
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curioustomcat:
One of the best Garfield comic strips ever:
"It is strange. It is monday morning and I feel good!"
"I feel good because I had a wonderful dream tonight."
"My dream was about raspberries, strawberries and blueberries! And I ate them all!"
"Now today my marbel collection is missing!!!" frown


LOL biggrin
bigwobbles:
AW Shucks your WELCOME MAM ... smile blush
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Don't know what to write, lately. My head's all outta whack, that's the only way I can explain what my deal is.

Nothing's wrong, really. A good friend of mine sat down with me today to try and help me sort out my thoughts. I've been having these really extreme moments, lately, when I truly think I've finally lost my last marble. Call it anxiety....
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painunbound:
It's tough you know, now that things are getting better and easier that's when you have time to address these issues, so I guess you just have to go with it. whatever
weapon0:
I know what you mean. I've been dealing with a really bad apathetic streak that I'm just now coming out of. I'm sure you'll get better. smile I haven't had the chance to wrestle geekout with you lately. What do you think about the return of ECW. I missed the PPV last night. I might watch the encore later this week. I haven't decided yet. Stay well hon. smile *hugs*
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painunbound:
Awesome! And the Dwarf goat is really cute, I wonder if my city is zoned for goats?
luci:
awwww!! thank you for the lovely birthday wishes!!! kiss
p.s cute pix!!
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HE'S BAAAAA-AACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
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weapon0:
That's Great. biggrin Remember, keep a case of Gatorade by the bed. You gotta replenish those Fluids and Electrolytes. wink tongue

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calculon3000:
That's really awesome news. You must be very happy. And, well, I'm happy for you.
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FOUR MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've now dropped 25lbs. and I'm ready for "the big day". I feel amazing, I can't quite explain quite how happy I am that this is finally over!!!! Nine months without Greek boy was Hell, but we both survived and our bond is that much stronger for it.

For those of you who have supported me through my struggle, I thank you...
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vivere_pericolos:
So this is it??
gtwr:
So today is the big day. I hope it goes so well. I look forward to hearing about it, at least the stuff that will pass the censors wink in a few days/weeks when you have some free time kiss
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smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin Anicipation dominates my brain...........................................

TWO MORE MUTHAFUCKIN WEEKS!!!! 14 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He'll be done with the army tomorrow and he'll be back in my arms on the 17th!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't been this happy in a LONG time.

Nuthin else of much interest to say, all I can think about is the 17th of May!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope everyone else catches some of the happy bug, cause all I...
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weapon0:
That's great, hon. smile
vivere_pericolos:
6 days and counting.... wink
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