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I GOT THE JOB, I GOT THE JOB, I GOT THE JOB MUTHAFUCKERS!!!!

My orientation is Sunday morning and I start training on Monday. I'm so fucking excited to finally have this job, it feels like I've been waiting FOREVER.

We're now on day 10 of no smoking, and I'm still feelin fine. A little cranky here and there but nowhere near what I'd imagined............
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ss3_gokoux:
Hah, I didn't really go to the strip club... I've maxed out my card twice so far, always when I was unemployed. I think my balance is about $12 now.
clio:
Ohh, this is something I have yet to try! And congratulations on getting the job!
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I believe in miracles. Seriously.

In a little under two hours, it will have been a full week since a cigarette has touched my lips. This may seem very trivial to some, but believe me, I was the human chimney. Two packs a day for alot of years.
And it's been so easy, unbelieveably easy. It's renewed my faith in me, and helped me see...
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tinyhobo:
I have things to say about you and your man, but I will discuss them with you later.
As far as the smoking, I am proud of you sistafriend. I love you so much, and with that your health is very important to me.

Be well my dear girl.
jackieomonroe:
Aww, girl... I know where you are coming from with the whole relationship thing, believe me. I think your plan sounds like the best way... (ps: You look more greek than him! I wouldn't guess he was greek!)

Anyways, good luck with the not smoking and soul searching kiss
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I've made a MAJOR adjustment in my life, and it's the first of many changes for the better. Today is my third day without a cancer stick. It's the third day in over 13 years that I haven't smoked, and I'm doing fine.
I have little "spikes" in my mood maybe once a day, I'll get a little touchy for a bit and then I'll...
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vivere_pericolos:

You deserve to love yourself..hehe..good luck with the job...
clio:
Hell yeah! Thanks so much, babe! You won't regret it.

I'm half American (mom's from California) and used to live in Vermont for a while, so I do miss the States every once in a while.

kiss
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Mmmmkay, second interview was just peachy. Now I'm waiting for this Thursday for my third and final interview.Getting this job is more involved than I had thought, but that only goes to show that I'll be surrounded by professionals. The training is 10 days long, too, so by the time I come in contact with customers I'll really know my shit.
I'm excited, this job...
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jackieomonroe:
Yayyyy! Job!!!! woot woot A-Y!
It's yours smile
tinyhobo:
I love you so much..our meat will meat someday soon.

Really, It is hard to grasp that the scale is not a measurement for content of being.
Its very hard when we are taught otherwise.
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So........second interview for the job tomorrow.........I want, I want, I want!! Holla fo a dolla!! biggrin

My brain is mush, I really intended on writing a MUCH longer update, but I can't compute, right now. Just know things are good, I've done good deeds, I've spent too much $$ (as usual), and now I'm going to collapse til 3 tomorrow afternoon. That would be when said...
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jackieomonroe:
money... gotta love holla fo a dolla yo.
cuntrebecca:
I went to Wendy's. I had one of those $2.99 burger meals. I ordered it without mustard, but they put mustard on it anyway. I'm sure you already knew this because you can hear my thoughts...yikkkes! I spent too much money...you know all that student money I was supposed to get? It is all gone and I have nothing to show for it but an old lady looking car, a tattoo, sunglasses, and the $200.00 haircut you see in my profile pic. The hair cut is a loooong story. Just know I didn't plan to even pay half of that and now I'm overdrawn!!!

It's great that they called you back for a second interview! Good luck on that, but I don't think you'll need much of that because they did lke you enough to want to see you again! I need a night job. I think by time you read this the interview be over, so just let me know how it went.



kiss kiss oink oink bok bok miao!! miao!! ooo aaa ooo aaa puke
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smile I've got an interview tomorrow. Cross your fingers, your arms, and your pubes for me, I REALLY want this job!!! Oh, and the drug testing is negatory, so I'm good.

I decided to get off my ass, today, and go see my grandmother. It was a LONG overdue visit, I've seen her once since the new year and she started chemo last month. Yes, I'm...
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racheljane:
what a cool family! i wish yer grammy well and hope you get the job
pistolita:
that's a very excellent point. thank you for mentioning that. SG isn't all about the looks. It's more about the girl, which I think is really great. A+++ for thinking!! smile
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I'm fucking bored. A week on my ass has not been very fruitful.

Got a new plan in the works for possibly a better serving position than I already had, but I'm 99.9% sure they drug test. Needless to say, I've been drinking a ton of agua and have sworn off the wacky weed til I'm sure.

I know, I know, it takes like 30...
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cuntrebecca:
You know, you could make the week on your ass veeeerrrryyyy fruitful if you invested a couple quarters on a banana.

I'm sorry I haven't sent you the CD's I promised. I have been so lazy this week. I've only been in class three days out of the past two weeks. I have them burnt, but I just don't have any stamps. What's a few stamps, right? Well, it means I have to go to the post office and drive around in circles for an hour until I find a parking spot...boo.
racheljane:
ooo sounds like you made some good purchases!
hope yer loong weekend consists of more than jus cleaning... the Greek better take you out!
p.s. it's weird cause i'm not a big coffee drinker, nor a big cola drinker, but yes, Coke Blak is the shit. that is my shining recommendation. keep drinkin yer liquids wink
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Kay, no more doghouse for me. I applied this morning at the place a friend of mine started working a few weeks ago. She's been spreading the shit PRE-TTY thick about this diner, about how easy it is, how nice everyone is, how much dough she's making. She claims to have found a new "home" in this place and I'm trusting her judgement. Whatever, it's...
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gtwr:
Sorry to hear about your less than perfect valentine's day frown I hope things have got better soon. Lots of hugs kiss

Good luck with the new job. I hope you enjoy it as much as your friend. But I agree that it is nice relaxing at home in pj's. At least occasionally. I don't think I could do it forever.
alexiskn:
my v-day song (even though i only heard it for the first time today) is There's a Fire by OK Go... cuz i like the "i never say quite what i mean, i never mean quite what i say, and how did that get out of me, and what the hell did i mean to say" part.
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I quit my job, tonight. Feeling a bit numb about it at the moment.



My limits was just pushed too far. But now he's gonna be mad at me, and he's got every right to be, I was completely irresponsible. What can I say? The place was getting into me, I felt it was my time to go. I have a friend who can most...
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cuntrebecca:
Chili and on-ions baby!
tinyhobo:
so uh..i love you and stuff..
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I'd hate to leave the weekend on such a sour note as last night's entry. So here are my happy thoughts for the evening.

Happy thought #1: boobies



Happy thought #2: more boobies!!



Happy thought #3: wet boobies!!!



(take a wild guess who just learned a new trick??)

Happy thought #4: My new found love for the album "Sufer Rosa". Good...
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ember:
Hooray for boobies! Thanks for those videos, I liked them a lot smile
cuntrebecca:
Oooh ooooh oooooh yeah! Love the Fractal set!
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It's nearly two AM, I have to be up for work in a little over four hours. And, of course, I can't sleep.

So I figured I'd cozy up with a cup o chamomile tea and update.

I've had quite alot on my mind for quite awhile. Too many random thoughts to sort through, too many unresolved issues I feel the need to upheave. Basically,...
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cuntrebecca:
Feel free to bore me with the details of your self-loathing anytime. This is what friends are for...we care about the details and really don't find them boring at all. I promise!

You never did tell me what you got from Wendy's!
eyerush:
Just when you sound so happy, you come out with something like this. I hope everything is going ok. I'm having some of the same issues with some of my oldest and truest friends. Mostly it is because they have gone off and gotten married and act like grown ups. It has gotten to the point that I'm going to end each of them a letter (Yeah I still write letters) and explain to them how we've grown out of touch a little but also how I still cherish their friendship. Lately, the old lady is the one true one I can count on. (I guess we might be in it for life.)

It's nice to hear that you still don't need the "breakup cd" for it's intended purposes.

So, should the next cd be a self loathing one or an attempt to get out of the dumps one?***

I forgot to tell you the one I want. I've been getting back to my old school punk phase so anything like that and close to it. If you don't have much, than anything that would make a good "I'm late for work and stuck in Traffic" cd. Sorta fast paced and angry. I gotta warn you though, I'm not much into metal. Tool is about the hardest rock I listen to but they aren't realy fast. Something of an edgy Faith No More (sice we've both talked about our mutual appreciation to Patton.).

Hang in there.
I'll be thinking about you.

P.S. I'm gonna send you an invite to the St. Patty's Day Party. I don't expect you to attend but you gotta see the invite. Every year I try to outdo the last year's invite. Last year was pretty good so it's gonna be kinda tough. (I'll see if I have one of those too so you can compare.) You can come if you want. It would just be kind of a long trip for a cup of Guinness.

*** I was reading this and realized that this sentence sounded a little sarcastic and mean. It wasn't supossed to be. Sorry.
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It's freakin cold, yo!! Brrrrr. No me gusta.

Alright, I'm going to start sounding all sappy and stuff for a sec. My dear friend eyerush is right this minute receiving the "I'm not worthy" bow care of yours truly.
So, I've been anxiously awaiting a package from this kind sir all week long. AND, as I've already mentioned, I'm trying to get my ass in...
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eyerush:
I was staring to wonder if you still hd a membership.

So, which songs did you like on your break up cd?

And Lovage?
eyerush:
Make sure that the Lovage cd isn't the instrumental one. Also, I bought one a while ago that was a pirated (I wasn't told this at the time) copy that I couldn't put onto my computer so be careful of that.

So, you couldn't access the track titles huh? I'm gonna have to figure that one out.

Anyhow, here goes

The Thrill is gone- Chet Baker
Leavin' on your mind- Patsy Cline
Love In Vain- The Stones (The Robert Johnson version is really good also)
Why Should We Try Anymore- Hank Williams
Opportunity To Cry- Willie Nelson
You Left Me In The Dark- Elvis Costello
Get Yourself Another Fool- Sam Cooke
Stormy Weather- Billie Holiday
Andy- Neko Case
Somebody That I Used to Know- Elliot Smith
Cry, Cry- Mazzy Star
How Can You Be Sure- Radiohead
Leave You Behind- Sleater-Kinney
When Our Love Passed Out On The Couch- X
Can't Stand Me Now- The Libertines
Impossible Love- Gordon Gano
Lost and Lookin'- Sam Cooke
Seperate Ways- Elvis- Presley
Cry Cry Cry- Johnny Cash
My Man's Gone Now- Nina Simone
No Distance Left to Run- Blur
Thinking About You- Radiohead
Over Now- Alice In Chains

I'm pretty sure that was the list I used. If it doesn't mtch up, let me know. Plus, if there are any songs or artists you really liked, let me know and I'll include them on your next shipment. wink