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Dream Jobs: (in no particular order)

1. secretary at a tattoo/piercing parlour
2. porn store owner/hostess
3. record store owner/manager
4. author/writer/journalist
5. magazine owner
6. video game writer/designer
7. pirate.... ok sorry....
8. nurse? maybe...

okay i am out of ideas. fuck dude i'd better hurry up and get that book published or something. i need to start makin some mullah.... or i'm screwed....
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I had a dream last night about my first tattoo. it didn't hurt at all and while i was getting it, all i could think about is that i wished 3 other artists were working on me in other places at the same time. i became addicted. i think i need a job now...

That last entry was embarassing! anyways, i'm back with gabe now. i didn't think it was gonna work, cause he didn't seem all that thrilled at first. but every day that goes by i feel more assured, and i miss him right now. i wish i was at his house with him. he's probably on his way home from work right now.

Anyways, my dear...
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i'm so lonely. anyone desperate? i'm sweet, squishy, dangerous, tough, funny, witty, badass and very depressed.

eehh lots of shit has happened recently. i don't feel like telling the whole world, so whatever. today is my dad's birthday.

man i'm so bored and tired. i've been trying to register for classes, but it's hard...

i'm going to bed now. i dunno why i'm suddenly so tired, i've only been awake for like 9 hours haha. okay bye bye.

stupid blake. we broke up last night. it was pretty mutual, but it's just dumb. he's just too young and immature. he doesn't know what a relationship means.

and his big goal in life is to be a druggie--he openly said that last night at my neighbor's party. it was so dumb. anyways i'm not that upset, but i will miss having a sexy skinny...
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my kitty is missing! since last night! i dunno what to do. i went and saw the goonies at the flicks on bricks thing at pioneer square.... then i came home, and loki didn't come when i called him, and we've been searching for him all day. we think something weird's going on, because lots and lots of animals have been missing recently in my...
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well the sails are blowing again. me and blake are doing pretty well now. we went to this park by the zoo yesterday and went on an off-the-path adventure in the woods. lots of spider webs... i feel bad for knocking them down though. i always do. grrr. but aside from my remorse, i'm doing well. i have tomorrow, then next wed, thur, and friday......
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i don't understand guys. when he's around, all he wants is for everyone else to leave and the two of us to be alone. but then he goes home, and forgets about me for two days. i call him, he isn't home or says he'll call back later and doesn't. next day, same fuckin thing. what the hell?

oh, and then after he remembers me...
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I'm still pretty sick, but yesterday i felt great for some reason. my ex boyfriend called me and blabbed to me for an hour and a half. it was sorta creepy... oh well.

mostly yesterday i just had blake over and we had a lotta sex and whatnot. he's so cute, he has satin red boxers teehee. oh, and we ordered a pizza, and he...
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i'm really sick. this sucks. and i didn't see my boi-toi today :'(

also my 'best' friend amy seems to be drifting away and hanging out with my sister all the time. like... she's having another hip surgery on sunday i guess, and i didn't know a thin about it, but my sister just called. not only was she invited to spend the night at...
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