communistcanuck

Well and so ends the 3 day holiday season for me.
It was very nice and relaxing along with spending time with family that Ireally dont get enough time with especially wiht my schedule.
Unfortunetly we couldnt track down my little brother and my older brother will be dealying his move down to calgary until the middle of January.
Ah well got a couple of...
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Another journal update after surviving another week at work, thankfully with several halfish days off .
Though not early enough to attend any of the 3 day showing of the SG Burlesque shows (well not without being able to change clothes, shower, trim and then head back out that is or maybe not even that, all I know is that they were playing for 3...
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Well finaly got around to cancelling my subscritption ot MR Skin, I was hoping for something of a chalenge to test my willpower (other then VH1 bets of the red carpet shot of Vivicia Fox) walking to the oscars that wouldnt load, their was nothing that was really pushing me to keep that overpriced site, if I want to see teh nudity in a film,...
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Well this sux, I cannot attend the Get Bush out protest on tuesday because ot has been scheduled for 5:00PM, in which I will have been working for a good 2 hours
Perhaps this sacrifice will be for a good cause, as this will be the start of the rushhour, we may be able to convince a large amount of people to forgo the cramped...
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Another election under the belt and I must say it is nice to get 8 hours of sleep again, was a crazy night coming home from work, I must have waited for in line for 15 minutes at subway while these whaked out native dued flirted with the subway supervisor.....then on the train these punks were smoking pot, performing gymnastics and singing like the band...
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Well got the 75% sale email and decided considering I broke down and renewed my MR Skin membership (and then reexperiencing just how infuriating his childish liner notes for clips/pics were) that I have no excuse not to rejoin this softcore site, ghandi knows that if I am to remain celibate for the rest of my remaining years, I might as well have some sureal...
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The life of a heartache

The smell of the air is a qixite breeze blown hot from the fan of my computer but cool when reaches me.
Yet it holds nothing but that experience.
But the touch of a pen wells tears to my eyes, the winging of my heart.
A futile effort to try to refute these memories is to test the colour of...
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She preffers to be alone then be with me.
In so short of timespan so many things have finally become clear to me.
I have found the functions to procceed witha serious behavorial overhaul.
In order to change that behaviour I must disconnect myself from those forms that encourage regression back to my pattern of self destruction.
One form comes in the way I use...
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Well okay its been along time now, but I finally updated my profile, for the monumentous occaison of actually having something worthwhile to update for (well okay, their are few movies I could add and what not).
Well my anxeity attack from not seeing my girl who is the day of the week: [Wednsday] since saturday has passed. Phoning her everyday at work (while risking...
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I feel lost..................................
yesterday she was laying beside me
something I had never experienced
every breath exhaled I inhaled
Now this cold computer screen
as I await Mazzy stars 5 string serenade to bring more tears
Sweet mary of silence is not with me

Well 1000 flyers or so never did get delivered, with some massive overlapping in distribution of areas in the Calgary east, we still managed to almost double the # of votes compared to last election.
Got a watch that is a compass, Caelexico was Awesome, but I so need a good moshpit band: its the only form of dance that I do not feel so...
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3000 more flyers to go, 1 watch that I am pretty sure I was charged the wrong price and shipped with the wrong instruction booklet, 2 more days till the Caelexico concert, one house that needs a bit of maintenance before my parents come back form their vacation.
I beleive these tasks shall test my priority/time management skills to their limit.