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Wonderfully said, my dear. I am honored that I could provide some measure of insight to one that is already so well in-tune with themselves. You're right - effort is always required. But you seem like one that understands that its not upon completion of a dream or urge that we grow - its the path that we take to fulfill our new reality that nourishes us - the end is only a reward to spur us on to another level. I would really love to see your progress recorded here in your own hand - to be allowed by you to look upon your path, told with the words you create - for even that act brings forth new life within us. Opposing in harmony the primal forces that act on everything within physics' laws to push them toward chaos' event horizon can be exhilarating, if only because the knowledge that the forces we oppose are going to eventually win gives us that stolen-time-cheating death-and-design rush - how alive that can make you feel! Up the ante dear!

Thanks for your thoughtful response. I think you're probably right. It's time to learn something new.

I read constantly, and do my best to make time for thought and reflection, however, I've still felt stagnant. I'm in a great job, have good friends, and a lot of things going for me, but I think that security has maybe caused me to stop trying to learn new things, new skills, or to seek new experiences.

I'm going to start teaching myself a new skill soon. Maybe a language, maybe cooking, or maybe sewing. My family owns a fabric store in SF, so that would make sense. Also, maybe I'll venture off my usual type of reading and pick up something totally new and off my radar. I dunno. I know that I can't just sit here.

Maybe I'll post what I'm learning on this blog in the future, as well as updates to my feelings of lost/found-ness.

In any case, I really appreciate your advice . If and when I find that happiness and belonging again, I'll remember you and make sure to give you a digital hug or something .

That would be great. I would love to hear about your progress and you are definately on the right track and it sounds like you know it. I would be honored if you would post your progress and thank you for your friend request too

Many happy returns of the day. xx

Happy drunkard day.

Debate on

Bring it

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Cheri

Lol, is that speaking from experience?

i want dat *monster*!