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I've looked at make up artists schools in Oslo. I don't know why. I really like it but is it something I really want to do?
Actually the real question isn't if I want to do it or not, it is 'can I make a living out of this'?
Possibly not as a pure make up artist..
I just don't know what I want to...
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Greetings from space, I am lost without a trace
Without a face, number or name
Here we could stay, it feels nice to get away
From all the pain, the world has gone insane

I remember I loved it when I moved into this apartment last summer and I had no furniture. I kept my bed in the living room so my friends and I...
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I feel so useless. Unable to do anything.
I can't do a damn thing and it sucks. It really fucking sucks.

I did my usual Marilyn, tried Sophia and was charmingly drunk on free booze at a VIP gathering, I'm thinking of doing Brigitte tomorrow but today I went for catwalk purple and red lips.

I saw a huge black lacy butterfly on the road, it was a road kill butterfly. I think it was a bad omen.

Had homemade tikka masala with chicken, gratinated aubergine...
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Cleaning or masturbating, cleaning or masturbating.. Hmmm...

In shittiest of moods.
Pissed off at a couple of my friends for acting like.. I don't know what.
Two of my best friends have an issue with each other for some reason unknown to both me and Friend#1.
Friend#2 was totally out of it on my birthday and just sat away from all the rest of us, talking to another of my good friends,...
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I'm totally ditched by my family on my birthday. Almost none of them can make it. Boo!
Well. There will still be some cake, later my dad and I will bury my rats and have a party in their honor. And tomorrow my friends have planned a huge party for me, I have no idea what will happen but I'm sure it will be fun!...
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I told my mom today about the plans to move to Cali and at first her jaw dropped but when I told her it won't be until next year it was okay. We joked around about it and she demanded we get a place near a liquor store for when she comes to visit. It was very surprising, I'll admit that. I sort of expected...
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So.. Next year I'm moving to California.
That has sort of always been the plan when we have talked about the future and now after we've met.. well.. I can do long distance but this is just a little too long distance.
So after he visits me in Norway I'm going to Cali with him. He has told me so much about it that I...
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Wow I slept. The whole night through without waking up every other hour.
That's a first since I left Hawaii. I suspect it might be because of the hangover but it was still very nice to not wake up four-five times a night.
Since I came back my dreams have changed so much.
I used to only have small dream sequences, never remembering much, skip...
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I am going to be drunk tonight.
Had half a beer, going to the store to buy a bottle of whiskey in a minute, have six more beers at home, a bottle of wine plus some other things.
I will be shitfaced. Happy Weekend!