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This is that fresh, that fresh feeling.

Sometimes you've just got to make yourself move on. Sometimes you've got to dance your ass off in your own living room while cooking. And if my life is going to be measured in songs listened to and pages read, then bring it on. Right now, that sounds like a fuckin' blast.

The world is like a ride...
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parks:
what the hell frown , I'm stretched pretty thin on Friday nothing is definite but I don't know if I'd be able to make it that night frown

whatever happens keep me posted
runk:
"Come to my window!"
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Let the past bury the past. This is that fresh, that fresh feeling.

Sometimes you've just got to make yourself move on. Sometimes you've got to dance your ass off in your own living room while cooking. And if my life is going to be measured in songs listened to and pages read, then bring it on. Right now, that sounds like a fuckin' blast....
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akasnuggles:
Marv, eh. hmm.

the way i feel is if you get a chance to quit smoking, take it.
but not Sammy, that bastard is the fuck that got me smoking. i feel betrayed that he didnt say, "Hey, i'm thinking about quitting, you wanna kick with me?"
that would have been cool.
but he didnt.
so fuck him
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i'm not really the nicest person in the world...errr....
parks:
oh yeah $6 seems reasonable
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parks:
the string quartet tribute to pj harvey and floging molly within a mile of home

Saturday sounds good if the cover isn't too much
toneski:
robert rodriguez too, if you were a desperado fan.

the only thing that scares me, is that are TOO many big names involved.

but my hopes are as high as yours.
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My brain's a cliff and my heart's the bitter buffalo.

Well, that was a strange weekend.
Friday: I was going to just hang out, watch a movie, read some. Instead, I got a random party thrown at my place. This isn't as impressive as it sounds--I was fairly bored for the duration of it.

Saturday: Wake around 11 having had less than three hours sleep,...
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contrast:
but what i want is an orange juice concentrate camp.

re: output. i was flipping through a magazine today, looking at all the hundreds of ads for all the indie bands and record companies and zines and everything, and sometimes i think that the world is so full of information: images, sounds, etc., that it almost makes me not want to add to the noise. like the better thing to do is to not do.

i have that feeling in fleeting moments. not sure how valid(?) it is.
tailofdogma:
damn dirty shit. i intend to make you 50% on this one.
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So much for avoiding depressing journal entries. Don't say I didn't try. But the fact is, I am depressed. Not nearly as depressed as I was this time last year, though--and how fucking bizarre is that? At least now I have reasons to feel like shit...and I do. But it could be worse.

I have two problems: hypocrisy and lifestyle. I shall discuss these in...
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st_eve_bc:
well, if you keep your screen name you could enter a mortal kombat esque fighting tournament

cipher, wins

smoking!

fatality

friendship

ah good ol cipher, yes thats a fine christian name

EL SUICIDO LOCO
radio_sweetheart:
Puppet info on my journal, if you're interested. This coming weekend is the last one....sorry for the late info!

Boy, existentialism is the soma for a lazy philosopher. I made that up, but there is something there.
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Yeah, so I'm back. So much for slipping in under the radar.

I was going to restart the journal with something mildly stirring, a piece of actual, autobiographical writing. But then I was also in a funk yesterday (for annoyingly obvious reasons). But I'm not going to do that. Sure, nothing in my life has worked out the way it ought to have. Sure, my...
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st_eve_bc:
yo yo yo
coffee cigawhat somewhere if you want, play some chess and shiyit

, hey dre day is saturday
akasnuggles:
my homies jus be callin me Snugz, tho, yo....

yr new pic reminds me of a bit in Invisible Mosnters by Palahnuik, ever read it?
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neodrunk:
sarah briefed me on it, briefly, at the saloon.

"available for the first time domestically"

this would explain it...

tonguemiao!!
st_eve_bc:
"the horror"

rjd2

is on deadringer

right on

done computing, it feels like I am just scooting my butt around on the internet rug

out to find drugs

see you in the future

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"You can't go home again."
This phrase has been on my mind a lot these past couple years. It's interesting only because it seems to keep having layers added, level after level of oniony bitterness.
And once again, there's no going home.

Well, this is the end, beautiful friend. Sooner than later, anyway...damned if I know when the account actually dies...

I'm not going to...
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parks:
I wouldn't call a stab wound a hole, unless it went all the way through to the other side, otherwise it's a pit.

keep me up to date with the parties, gatherings, and anything else that I may need to know about for one reason or anoter
daekrys:
we shouldn't have any trouble keeping up, seeing how much we have already, but its all all right.

yeah, employment is a problem, but i'm guarenteed the job, it's just a matter of when. i'd rather get started sooner then later. and at least you went to school, alls i have is a good enough diploma. forever at the bottom.

find fun in all that you do.
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I've only a couple days left here. I can already tell that's going to be an extremely curiously feeling, no longer being a part of this place.

On top of that, I seem unable to synch up the way my mind's been working with what I need to be doing with it. This could be problematic...can't afford another fucked up semester. Seems like all I...
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charlatan:
You know what is a fn word? Moreover.

I like the way the bananas taste, moreover I like their texture.

You see? Fun. biggrin
tailofdogma:
http://www.intellectualwhores.com/masterladder.html

Learn it, eat it, love it.

Can i be your crush?
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Thanks to the right kind of advice, I'm feeling infinitely better of late. The proper perspective and a lot of booze can fix most any situation, it seems. Ah, liquor: cause of and solution to all life's shitstorms.

Tonight's party will be brought to us by the waiter my friends and I had at Perkins last weekend. Is this strange? Yep.

I still wonder if...
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parks:
I'm getting sleepy so if I don't make it out or end up being really late i'll call and let you know
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It's been so beautiful out.
Last night the air smelled of cedar, the perfect balance of chill and humidity like a caress. The ground, everywhere, twinkling...

In less than six days I'll be gone. I wish I didn't have to go. I came to love this place, these people. It's all going to leave a gapping hole in my life. I'll miss her the most,...
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parks:
that's so awesome, that guy was cool in an "i'm your waiter at Perkins" kinda way
charlatan:
I have your info. I will send you mine. Take care of yourself.
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in a little while
i'll be gone
the moment's already passed
it's gone
and i'm not here
this isn't happening
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parks:
it works now
parks:
the view is one of my favorite things about the place I live