Fuck. Helluva goddamn 48 hours.
Something incredibly painful about seeing most of your favorite people for such a brief period of time. A flash in the pan. Never enough.
Then there's the curious discovery that the guy you used to be best friends with is again doing coke.
That your current best friend just lost someone in Iraq.
Where do you go from there? Naturally,...
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Something incredibly painful about seeing most of your favorite people for such a brief period of time. A flash in the pan. Never enough.
Then there's the curious discovery that the guy you used to be best friends with is again doing coke.
That your current best friend just lost someone in Iraq.
Where do you go from there? Naturally,...
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It appears I can graduate in May. Emphasis on 'appears,' since that requires passing the 4 classes I'm currently enrolled in, + fixing what I hope is an error on my progress evaluation. I should know for sure Monday. The relief...you have no idea. Good god.
But I'm trying not to think on this now. Actually, I'm trying not to think on a lot of...
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But I'm trying not to think on this now. Actually, I'm trying not to think on a lot of...
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WTF. Seriously, I don't know what to say. My life right now is a mismash of really good things (fyi: in my illness this week, she took care of me...my heart sings) and really shitty things (well, I am sick...and beginning to wonder if it's not all psychosomatic; the timing was a bit too parallel to the election mess). I'll leave the jury out until...
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tailofdogma:
...still say you should fuck Brook. Like Mr. Durden says, 'sport-fucking'.
And yes, that is the lone bottle from outside your apartment. I just screamed out to me to be the picture.
And yes, that is the lone bottle from outside your apartment. I just screamed out to me to be the picture.
neodrunk:
Hell no... it was just a joke for one of my groups.
Not to worry, I'm back.
Not to worry, I'm back.
A sick day. I haven't had an actual sick day in years. Usually I suck it up and go to class/work anyway and save 'sick' days for when I'm too hung over to stand. It's strange.
Just went outside for my first cigarette of the day. Listening to APC's cover of 'Imagine,' and the air raid sirens went off (as they will at 1 of...
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Just went outside for my first cigarette of the day. Listening to APC's cover of 'Imagine,' and the air raid sirens went off (as they will at 1 of...
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kungfuvoodoo:
Succinctly... well saidsuccinctly
neodrunk:
Dude, you haven't even seen stale yet.
Living a milestone day never really feels like what it should. History is boring, even in present tense. Or maybe especially.
It appears I'm sick. Clearly this is the fault of the liberal media. Oh, and me. Just had to kiss the ill girlfriend, didn't we?
Well, yes, I did.
I bought film for my oldass camera today; then I found out the battery has...
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It appears I'm sick. Clearly this is the fault of the liberal media. Oh, and me. Just had to kiss the ill girlfriend, didn't we?
Well, yes, I did.
I bought film for my oldass camera today; then I found out the battery has...
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tailofdogma:
You better not be entertaining any thoughts of making out with me when i'm in town this weekend, conrad; I've been fighting getting ill for a bit now.
And you can only blame the liberal media for social diseases like the clap or the gonna-chipa-herpa-hiff, not on catching the flu.
And you can only blame the liberal media for social diseases like the clap or the gonna-chipa-herpa-hiff, not on catching the flu.
daekrys:
i wouldn't look down on ya if you were kissin her WHILE she was throwing up.
love the new profile pic.
no i didn't vote, to me it's all a bunch of bullshit hype, the powers that be choose the candidites, our vote doesn't mean anything, it all ends up the same, just a matter of how you want to be fucked over. it's like getting thrown in jail and the warden letting you choose which inamte you want to rape you in the ass. and of course you're goin to choose the white inmate cuz he will most likely have a smaller dick, but then again they like to cuddle afterwords...
love the new profile pic.
no i didn't vote, to me it's all a bunch of bullshit hype, the powers that be choose the candidites, our vote doesn't mean anything, it all ends up the same, just a matter of how you want to be fucked over. it's like getting thrown in jail and the warden letting you choose which inamte you want to rape you in the ass. and of course you're goin to choose the white inmate cuz he will most likely have a smaller dick, but then again they like to cuddle afterwords...
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llouys:
fuck yeah
fuck yeah
neodrunk:
teehee... not lennon!!!
I mean the soldiors face down in the muck!
I mean the soldiors face down in the muck!
An example of the craziness of the U of St Thomas: tomorrow being All Saints' Day, someone's been paid to chalk the names of saints all over our sidewalks. The major problem is that last year I decided I'd get some chalk and make fun alterations, i.e. "St Benedict can suck my balls," or "Saint Lucia gives great head." But this won't happen. The only...
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pinkokitty:
dedicated. my roomie works until 11 or so, and doesn't go to sleep soon after he gets home. so don't be shy about staying late, is what i'm saying.
neodrunk:
Okay then, let me ask you what are the important topics and issues of concern for you in this presidential race?
Damn. I managed one uber-gloomy journal yesterday. I blame it all on the now-departed shadows of midterm. Now, life is good.
So everyone take care & have yourselves a decadent but safe pagan-holiday weekend. I love ya alls.
And fuck Bush.
Any takers? Neo?
So everyone take care & have yourselves a decadent but safe pagan-holiday weekend. I love ya alls.
And fuck Bush.
Any takers? Neo?
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radio_sweetheart:
I feel that we might, as a race, figure out to stop treating the world as a 10 dollar whore(aka Neo's mom) just in time to reverse some of our damage. Slowly but surely the alternative energies was being fully explored....hybrid cars, wind energy, and something called Space Energy or Cosmic Energy. I'm not making that up, although I don't completely understand it. I think it refers to Solar Energy and the such.
I would have some understanding/sympathy for Bush if he wasn't such an insensitive simpleton good-ole-boy. He gives himself the "reacharound" every time he opens his gullet.
Kerry/Edwards.....cuz they suck less!
I would have some understanding/sympathy for Bush if he wasn't such an insensitive simpleton good-ole-boy. He gives himself the "reacharound" every time he opens his gullet.
Kerry/Edwards.....cuz they suck less!
jakesattic:
I'll be voting for suckless people as well. Well then again they might turn out to suck, who knows, the only advantage is that they don't suck donkey ass right now, our choices are made for us wherever we look, democracy has been changing for a long time.
The Red Sox won the World Series; beautiful. This has to mean something...the world is changing, the threads of power shifting. The Oversoul yawns, turns over in its sleep, and this dimension quakes in a moment of revelation.
So, it's time for a recap on the things that are going to fuck up our world in the next 30 years:
1. Baby-boomers: I know, I...
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So, it's time for a recap on the things that are going to fuck up our world in the next 30 years:
1. Baby-boomers: I know, I...
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st_eve_bc:
hey we're the salt of earth and dont you forget it!
hey give me job and I'll let you know.
no, come on now, being the anti christ I'm sure has its benefits, besides ragnarok was well before the time of geebus.
letsee, yes I think the part about the baby boomers,,
I cant wait til they retire, then I can take over a Super America and run the mother fucker into the ground.
ah, actually I might have to look into this pleasant weather outside,
hey give me job and I'll let you know.
no, come on now, being the anti christ I'm sure has its benefits, besides ragnarok was well before the time of geebus.
letsee, yes I think the part about the baby boomers,,
I cant wait til they retire, then I can take over a Super America and run the mother fucker into the ground.
ah, actually I might have to look into this pleasant weather outside,
neodrunk:
Yep, chief, I'll be there. What time is your skinny ass getting there? You rollin' with the ol'ball and chain? I'm meeting up with some other folk in the evening, but really wanted to see Steph since I haven't seen her in like a billion years. Oh yes, and of course you and the crew. So I'll probably have a few, but must commit myself to driving at least a little bit tonight (Steph's to wherever). So, my friend, I will not be getting drunk with you, but I will get a little jolly. No drugs today, so that's good. 
So I'll probably have a few, but must commit myself to driving at least a little bit tonight (Steph's to wherever). So, my friend, I will not be getting drunk with you, but I will get a little jolly. No drugs today, so that's good.
Ouch. What is this hole in my chest? How can one become so dependent on another person in a mere two weeks?
The next twenty-four hours are going to be long. Interminably-style long, the only grace being that, tonight, some of it will be spent unconscious.
More than 34 hours since I've been with her. Can that really be all? Curse Time and it's malleability!...
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The next twenty-four hours are going to be long. Interminably-style long, the only grace being that, tonight, some of it will be spent unconscious.
More than 34 hours since I've been with her. Can that really be all? Curse Time and it's malleability!...
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johnnyt:
I saw the last Leonides (sp?) meteor shower. It was really cool - although I had to get up at 4:30 AM to see it. About every 30 seconds a streak of light would appear out of some random spot, go in a random direction, and wink out about 1 degree of sky later. Not exactly a sky of fire, but cool anyway.
st_eve_bc:
dp are you with me?
these visions in my head are some of the best I have ever had
sweet revelations, man purusing this site is such a perfect fit for maynards circle project.
we got to start swapping cds, later dewd
these visions in my head are some of the best I have ever had
sweet revelations, man purusing this site is such a perfect fit for maynards circle project.
we got to start swapping cds, later dewd
Ugh...morning.
To start, a little taste of home, for those of you unfamiliar with my origins. Odds I know the folks that did this: 92%. Odds that I would've been involved in this if I still lived there: 65%.
Another weird moment last night. Walking south along the Mississippi boulevard, Interpol's Untitled came on the mixed CD I was playing. This song always makes...
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To start, a little taste of home, for those of you unfamiliar with my origins. Odds I know the folks that did this: 92%. Odds that I would've been involved in this if I still lived there: 65%.
Another weird moment last night. Walking south along the Mississippi boulevard, Interpol's Untitled came on the mixed CD I was playing. This song always makes...
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shanana:
Wednesday only brings one good thing... the middle of the work week 
daekrys:
wednesday is friday, if you have wed and thursday nights off.
last time i tried to quit smoking i almost died of a headache, i'm assuming the same would happen if i stopped my caffine intake.
for good measure: FUCK
last time i tried to quit smoking i almost died of a headache, i'm assuming the same would happen if i stopped my caffine intake.
for good measure: FUCK
An inadvertant challenge. You'd think someone who claims to be a writer could handle touching on a few of the issues in his life without creating conflict; and yet, as with my poetry, I seem unable to transfer the contents of my head to words without creating enormous gaps, disconnects. What people read is not what I meant.
She does make me happy. Incredibly so,...
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She does make me happy. Incredibly so,...
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I am full of resentment lately. I feel angry sometimes lately, which is not like me at all. Short temper, irritation.
Why can't we just look the other way?
Why can't we just play the other game?
Amazing night at the lobster, though I may have to kill Jen after all due to her inablilty to let loose and have a good time without declaring that somehow it's anti-woman.
Connor, it's 6:30 and I gotta go the cities. Cya!
[Edited on Nov 07, 2004 9:25PM]