.
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maybe it's a part of me you took to a place I hoped it would never go
and maybe that fucked me up so much more than you'll ever know
More and more I wonder if that isn't the case. Seems to do justice as a description of the past three years, anyway.
And where the fuck did those three years go? It feels like...
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and maybe that fucked me up so much more than you'll ever know
More and more I wonder if that isn't the case. Seems to do justice as a description of the past three years, anyway.
And where the fuck did those three years go? It feels like...
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tailofdogma:
it's not so much that i was dropping the 'paul' shtick, i just thought that you may want to just do it and get it over with. I can only be the guy inthe middle for so long before I lose it and start killing.
Read my new journal entry, I feel like such a geek and loser, on top of the way I already feel... christ!
Read my new journal entry, I feel like such a geek and loser, on top of the way I already feel... christ!
dissident_919:
do you go to musictech for school?
So fucking exhausted.
Thankfully, on this day there were bagels.
Fuck it, nap time.
Update, 12:30: That didn't help much.
So I napped in the Commuter Center. They have nice couches. But I'd chosen to leave myself logged in & signed in on one of the lab computers, one down in the fucking sub-basement, rather than re-do all that shit post-nap. I left three different...
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Thankfully, on this day there were bagels.
Fuck it, nap time.
Update, 12:30: That didn't help much.
So I napped in the Commuter Center. They have nice couches. But I'd chosen to leave myself logged in & signed in on one of the lab computers, one down in the fucking sub-basement, rather than re-do all that shit post-nap. I left three different...
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st_eve_bc:
I took a nap, and now I get to work later.
I am interested to see if you registered for any theater classes/
"dp as hamlet"
ah, how do we know this is in fact a dp post, could it not be the stranger who managed to steal his coveted computer while he slumbered?
friend or foe?
I am interested to see if you registered for any theater classes/
"dp as hamlet"
ah, how do we know this is in fact a dp post, could it not be the stranger who managed to steal his coveted computer while he slumbered?
friend or foe?
tailofdogma:
Paz's hotness is going to be at the triple-rock on the 21st. Go and get something signed for me...possibly in blood.
There's no way today's not going to suck.
Off to make-up a quiz. Not prepared for that.
Then a test in art history. Not prepared for that. (although that did work out ok last time)
Then discussing registration for next semester. Not prepared for that.
Tonight...I don't know. Desperately want to be irresponsible. But can I afford irresponisibility?
Fuckin' rhetoric.
You know something's wrong when...
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Off to make-up a quiz. Not prepared for that.
Then a test in art history. Not prepared for that. (although that did work out ok last time)
Then discussing registration for next semester. Not prepared for that.
Tonight...I don't know. Desperately want to be irresponsible. But can I afford irresponisibility?
Fuckin' rhetoric.
You know something's wrong when...
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st_eve_bc:
as intolerable as life may be some times, I indeed think that your more intelligent then me, and you have a girlfriend, so dont rub it in.
be well
be well
pixie_punch:
Art History Test 
I feel your pain.
I feel your pain.
Never underestimate the power of miscommunication.
Maybe that's what's actually meant by the phrase "Love is blind." Love is blind to objectivity. Love is blind to the rational, cool-headed way a person would react with anyone else but the one they love.
And I have an internal Cassandra complex. Internal, because 99% of the time it'll never come up in conversation.
But then, I never...
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Maybe that's what's actually meant by the phrase "Love is blind." Love is blind to objectivity. Love is blind to the rational, cool-headed way a person would react with anyone else but the one they love.
And I have an internal Cassandra complex. Internal, because 99% of the time it'll never come up in conversation.
But then, I never...
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daekrys:
aye, for love, and when we realize what we've been doing this entire time, it makes us wonder why no one told us what we were doing. but it sure is fun while your doing it. i never built any big walls, just a little hole i can crawl into, and i close the door, and it has a smiley face painted on it, to fool away the would be botherers of me. lots of smoking, and then some drinking, more smoking, medusa.
st_eve_bc:
I wonder where my comment ended up.. thats funny I swear I left it here.
I like change, probably more so than the next person (who the hell is that guy, anyway? Keeps looking at me weird...), but two major paradigm shifts in about a month....that's a little much for me.
It's amazingly traumatic to discover that, while you've been spending the past few days wondering what to do for the one-month anniversary, she's been obsessing over your faults, feeling...
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It's amazingly traumatic to discover that, while you've been spending the past few days wondering what to do for the one-month anniversary, she's been obsessing over your faults, feeling...
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toneski:
I was actually there when this picture was taken.
There was Popeye's chicken left on one of those wood posts, and the rhino's showed amazing skills by creating a means to
achieve this leftover goodness.
There was Popeye's chicken left on one of those wood posts, and the rhino's showed amazing skills by creating a means to
achieve this leftover goodness.
tailofdogma:
Wow, it's been too long since i've seen rhino's go at it. Wait, did I type that or did I think it? Can they hear me?
Things change. Thank fucking god. I almost feel like a person now.
I'm having a hard time with some of it. A for instance: a year from now, I'll probably have a real job. Like, the kind with regular hours that one needs a BA to land. The surrealism of that concept I cannot begin to describe.
Of course, I might not. My resistance to...
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I'm having a hard time with some of it. A for instance: a year from now, I'll probably have a real job. Like, the kind with regular hours that one needs a BA to land. The surrealism of that concept I cannot begin to describe.
Of course, I might not. My resistance to...
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blasfemme:
i'm a capricorn too.
we should have a party for our birthdays. foshizzle my lil snizzle.
your journals amaze me.
we should have a party for our birthdays. foshizzle my lil snizzle.
your journals amaze me.
blasfemme:
you are good to sarah, that rocks.
friends indeed.
friends indeed.
I just can't seem to shake this cold. Fuck.
So I set a new record for myself: in more than 36 I only had 2 cigarettes. That's until about 5 minutes ago, my first in 12 hours. That cig left one thought in my mind: nicotine is a helluva drug.
Now I must go.
Here are the young men, the weight on their shoulders,
Here...
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So I set a new record for myself: in more than 36 I only had 2 cigarettes. That's until about 5 minutes ago, my first in 12 hours. That cig left one thought in my mind: nicotine is a helluva drug.
Now I must go.
Here are the young men, the weight on their shoulders,
Here...
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billybillybilly:
heh, it was a scene from years ago that up until now i've not been able to do any justice to. everything i've previously tried to write about it has been too emotional and non-descript. this does a much better job of puting the reader in the situation i was in.
i'm fairly proud of it for that.
i'm fairly proud of it for that.
billybillybilly:
my advice on that would be to ask what you consider non-fiction.
something i used to do (millions of billions of years ago) was to just sit in any given place and view someone. pick up the little details about them and try to write descriptive poems about everything. from there you can branch out into assuming the things they did, what their life is like, what events have shaped them.
amalgamate people into being your own characters by seeking the motivations for their actions, which, through combining characteristics of various folks can have a nice effect.
take things you've been through and do an outline of the timeline of said event, but then put someone else in your place. i seem to find myself doing that from time to time.
something i used to do (millions of billions of years ago) was to just sit in any given place and view someone. pick up the little details about them and try to write descriptive poems about everything. from there you can branch out into assuming the things they did, what their life is like, what events have shaped them.
amalgamate people into being your own characters by seeking the motivations for their actions, which, through combining characteristics of various folks can have a nice effect.
take things you've been through and do an outline of the timeline of said event, but then put someone else in your place. i seem to find myself doing that from time to time.
Another evening online draws to a close. Have a safe evening out there, everyone.
If you haven't seen this yet, do. Not that I advice any getting-up of hopes.
That's what your cock is for.
Have a good one.
If you haven't seen this yet, do. Not that I advice any getting-up of hopes.
That's what your cock is for.
Have a good one.
charlatan:
I will see it. Even with the prior disappointments still lingering in my pallet.
[Edited on Nov 10, 2004 6:58PM]
[Edited on Nov 10, 2004 6:58PM]
tailofdogma:
my latest rant about People are People:
"It makes my penis soft"
"It makes my penis soft"
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dagan:
nice pic! I missed them the other night...
pinkokitty:
nice picture..i was watching the aurora, standing in my pajamas in the middle of harriet avenue, calling all my neighbors. it was a party in the street..
and yeah. commissions are definitely the way to go. i'd be willing to say that i never want a diamond, just a band. it's just a symbol..why not buck the popular notion that the size of the diamond is proportionate to the size of the luv?
i've been proposed to twice, neither time accepted. had nothing to do with the rings, though.
and yeah. commissions are definitely the way to go. i'd be willing to say that i never want a diamond, just a band. it's just a symbol..why not buck the popular notion that the size of the diamond is proportionate to the size of the luv?
i've been proposed to twice, neither time accepted. had nothing to do with the rings, though.
Helluva goddamn day, and not for any particular reason.
I hate that she needs me, yet must wait.
Soon.
I hate that she needs me, yet must wait.
Soon.
tailofdogma:
Thanks for offering to get my phone; it's greatly appreciated. I thought I burned out all of my Minnesota-nice chances killing hookers after getting back to the hotel.
tailofdogma:
check your email
Well, it seems the hangover is finally gone. I can tell because I'm finally hungry.
Seems my presence is requested in places I'd rather not venture towards. But I can't say no to her.
'Gnight, all.
Seems my presence is requested in places I'd rather not venture towards. But I can't say no to her.
'Gnight, all.
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suiclide:
na the rest of the states failed me, but mn came through with flying colors
