I think I finally have cracked my shell. ever since i posted my previous blog I have felt off and in part was true i am not going to sleep tonight. This crack has been years coming and is a long story but I think I need to say it to make myself feel better.
Back in the day I lost my pap my moms...
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philconnors:
Hey CL. I just thought I would drop by and say hey. Thinking about ya'
Tough day today.
Got a hair cut only plus today.
State Trooper in charge of my moms case came by this afternoon. He came to get a last thing or 2 so he can finish his report and turn it over to the district attorney's office. They are going to file charges against the driver. The State Boy told us what he could be charged...
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Got a hair cut only plus today.
State Trooper in charge of my moms case came by this afternoon. He came to get a last thing or 2 so he can finish his report and turn it over to the district attorney's office. They are going to file charges against the driver. The State Boy told us what he could be charged...
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pawko4b:
*hugs* you'll get through this.
Stink bugs have attacked my house I have tapped up all the windows tight. They climb into the Air Conditioner so I have vaccums at the ac's to pick them up. The north side of the house is black instead of light green it was completely covered..... Power washer+ metal cleaner kills them 
the house is now much cleaner problem now is they are coming...
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pawko4b:
Well technically I moved to harrisburg but yeah.
Yesterday was 2 weeks and to be honest idk if it feels like it has been 3 hours or 3 years. I am still lost and my dad doesnt know how to do much. I never realized how much we depended on my mom.
On other notes going to see Resident Evil tomorrow with some friend who I havent seen in a long time. I...
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On other notes going to see Resident Evil tomorrow with some friend who I havent seen in a long time. I...
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pawko4b:
Hope you enjoy the movie. Need a review may be seeing it next friday.
And hey it's gonna be ok in time.
And hey it's gonna be ok in time.
Today wasnt bad but yet I find myself in tears tonight. All I want to say is I told u so mom My high school football team beat her schools team. We were susposed to go tonight but sadly couldnt. I'm not sure if i am getting any better or I am holding to much in side.
pawko4b:
Just do what you feel is right for you. Don't think just do. Except for breaking things tho...kinda bites one in the ass ya know 
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austere:
if youre gonna break things, build giant lego constructs and smash them.
I'm back for a month.
But bad news.
Thursday morning last week my mother was killed in an motorcycle accident. The last few days have been almost to hard to bare. I'm staying as strong as I can for my dad I have to be I know he is a wreck but isnt showing it. To break it down fast. My mom was on her...
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But bad news.
Thursday morning last week my mother was killed in an motorcycle accident. The last few days have been almost to hard to bare. I'm staying as strong as I can for my dad I have to be I know he is a wreck but isnt showing it. To break it down fast. My mom was on her...
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priest_:
Holy crap man. Condolences. That's gotta be the worst shock in life. I know you're going through a lot. Try to stay strong. Best wishes.
tubaart:
Wow man, so sorry to hear that. You and your dad are in my thoughts. Be strong.
No job yet apllied few places but no word yet 
Sad news I dont have the money to renew my account so message me if u dont have me on facebook so we can keep in touch and i will be back after i get a new job.
Sad news I dont have the money to renew my account so message me if u dont have me on facebook so we can keep in touch and i will be back after i get a new job.
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just12345:
i cant afford to gift u antoerh acct this yr
pawko4b:
Welcome back
Job hunting have 2 interviews next week both for the government <.< yeah me and government haha... Any way my dads pissed he has been unemployed for year and a half and I am out of school for 2 weeks and I am farther along then him. The 2 jobs are both temp but pay well first is shipping and packing pays $18-23 and work...
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pawko4b:
Damn them school people
pawko4b:
Aww what no hug? lol 
SO long time since last blog left u on a cliff hanger. Well lets says this good bye Philly u were nice to me
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tubaart:
Sorry to hear that, man. Don't let this kill your dream. One path may be taken from you, but there are lots of others available. And remember to enjoy the journey along the way! 
pawko4b:
Yeah man but that's salty on salty. I like my salty with some sweet. Hit multiple flavor notes that way...like praline bacon.
I have made some mistakes in my life. Everyone has and everyone is expected to. I think I could have made the biggest fuck up of my life. And well I dont think im coming out on top. THis mistake is going to keep me trapped in this dead beat redneck town I live in for the rest of my life. Fuu. I will let...
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pawko4b:
oh boy
grumpyoldbastard:
na, i caught about two dozen but those two were keepers