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I got a car ....Yay.......yeah now petroleum enslaves me BUT I can do all those things like going out for auditions ,put the large canvas in the back seat..............and so my continueing struggle of acceptance over my X goes on getting a little better as time fades to a new dawn.............and yet I still want to ravage her when I see her ............my emotions R...
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voltaire:
yes. It's why I don't go to them. Everyone is too busy tring to show off how cool they are. they put other people down to make themselves feel better. I hate that shit. Highschool ended for me a long time ago. I can't stand adults that are still busy trying to be cool.... I thought confidence was supposed to be attractive. confidence Is deffinetly not having the balss to make fun of someone...... Ugh, Don't even get me started on clubs here.... I used to hang out at blue... I liked that place it was really down to earth.... I might start hanging out there again......
m_bethany:
Voltaire at BLUE? On Las Palmas? sign me up, let me know!

as for the ex. just look at my page. I want to kick his ass so bad it is not even funny. But I want to do it in a fit of passion... and I know I do not love him anymore... but I still want. It is tough to divide the two...

good luck, and if you want to hook me up with the 'sroom action, yeah buddy... rock on.
~ the angel* wink
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so its been about a month now and it seems to be getting better.....that is I am handling my ex situation a bit better woth her being across the street and all...........we share a business so I still see her and its really hard cause she is very distant. She want s a business association only which means no friends .....really only cause she is...
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bettyboop:
Your profile just got me a little hot... kiss
odette:
this too shall pass
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So my ex is officially fucking someone else......this stirs alot of emotions in me ......we live close to each other and i help run her business.........jeez how do i get in these messes.....anyway I am being so calm about it even though I want to explode and already had a few psychotic breakdowns.......which enabled me to buy her some expensive flowers and wright a wonderful...
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beccy:
thats fuck i wish you get over it and i know it is a hard time! frown so i give you a hug and a lot of kiss kiss
ash:
Im sorry to hear that. ex's sure can *burn*
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OuR IrOn SkiEs do MeET in NiGHtS SluMBeR aROUnD riNGs oF SaTuRN.......
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m_bethany:
too stoned for grocery shopping...
throatneedle:
i actually saw janelle's boyfriend at the knitting factory on friday
he told me dorito tits (aka janine) is working at an s&m parlor.
too bad you and her couldnt work something out huh?

thats what you get for giving me a married to erin w/ 3 kids and living in boca raton vision right before i go to bed bitch! tongue
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I am inserting sexual scenarios in my head ......thats what I am doing.....I saw this movie from the late 70s called Baba Yaga and there is a scene where a red head puts feet shackles on this other woman then begins to lick and bite her while careesing her breasts.......it goes further ...............feet shackles hmmmm. Sex is something that must be done in a adventurous...
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stupid stupid ..........hmmm so I hung out with a couple people I knew from high school the other night ........and the vibe was well just not right ,ever get the feelin that yr being talked down to or ........you know I do not really now how to describe it this girl I knew who grant it got me into alot of kool music cause I...
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throatneedle:
anybody i know? i fucking hate it when people are still in that high school mentality
it's been awhile since i heard 'oh i got you into ________'. fuck 'em. nerds!
m_bethany:
I would smack her the next time. At least then she will either thank you eventually or never talk to you again - either way you get respect or you don't have to deal with her... I do not see the down side.

I would smack her... and have an evil smile on my face.
~the angel*

just kidding. sort of. mad
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hmmm saw 7 shooting stars last week.........the possibility of a alien life abroad seems quite certain and that through the surreal act of rationality we deny the existence of a unbalanced out of the ordinary world in which Sci Fi is more fact than fiction......more like a ways to translate a message to the masses. Whemn I was a child I remember seeing glowing balls...
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hmmm saw fahrenheit 9/11 which only added fuel to my assertion that there needs to be a overthrowing of the government...............saw Skinny Puppy in concert, working on my latest painting.....................7 silver dollars froze time behind "RED" movie!!!
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m_bethany:
if you go to the show, want to be my escort for the evening? to order my drinks and entertain me with the interesting concepts you have come up with/studied for your craft.

i love artists, being of the rough uncut sort myself. I am sure you have a lot of interesting things to say...
~the angel*
throatneedle:
i had a dream last night that erin got pregnant again and that i was going out with her and it wasn't mine. talk about trauma!

so when is your skinny ass coming to nyc yo? we gotta catch up!
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Yes my film is done and in the can and being transferred to DV from super 8........very xcited to edit and start shooting other scenes............nothing on the dating scene lately but I guess in order to create you need the time that would otherwise be spent on yr girl. Hmmm what else oh yeah been going to Starshoes alot this week and saw some good...
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god_machine:
that goes quadruple from me, happy birthday
throatneedle:
hahaha! happy birthday motherfucker! its rob!
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alas i an ingle again .........yet my x still tortures me at times and on purpose i think.......is friendship afer 7 months of sex possible???
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madison:
ha! painting rooms nekid means no dirty clothes!
madison:
that's right no dinner for me.
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looked into evil last night .....floor boards dusted over in white......it glancing back at me with the face of a forgotten lover.......
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mohollyweird:
where you at?
mohollyweird:
boo????
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the noose tightened around her kneck as she fell uncontrollably into lap ........black vision gazed questioning horizon.