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My X ...ok I am sick of this subject to.....buT the spitting incidnt really brought about some changeS..........I still wonder why I was not firD.....I think I am trying to get her to do that...Any wAy.........I have beEN sending abnoxious emails to her lately .....to fuck with hr and get to her........I had a goOd talk xplained my unhappinesS of us not working ouT............and decided...
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I spit on my Xs boyfriends car whenever I walk by it....mostly at night ......I got caught the other night.....heh.....

ya gotta love those moments in life.

Alright sooo my x is back and i sent her an email giving my 6 months notice.....will I regret this later????? perhaps.

I went to this party and everyonE waS on E whiLE I was trippiNg on ShRoOMs......................iT wAs veRy sUrREAL
i remember a reaLLy WhITE sTOVe..........and LOuD muSIC...........two very different worlds going on at the saMe tIMe.

I saw LAIBACH tonight .........I feLT like conquering PoLANd afterwARD...........

I love how NAZI out fits are
in faSHION agaIN.........of courSe you sEE it moRE in the cluB scene than any whERE eLSE..........

My two wHITE CATS are POSseSseD by some craZY DEMON....I am convinced of thiS noW.....I waKE up with THem staring at Me ....LIKe a scene ouT of THe SHInING.

I aM goiNg...
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This weatheR suCKS................iTS tOO COLD! ! ! ! !

I sLEPt laTe as usUAL.........HIberNAtiNG in mY WARM BED ImbeDDED In a DREAm............

ChanNeL surFED beTWeEN GodFathER 2 SimpSONs and MalcoLM in the MiDDLE.......................

ATTempTED goiNg ouT lasT night buT LITTLE JOY HAD A LINE outsidE the DOoR .....FUCK thaT .....goinG duriNg the WeeK is bETTEr any wAY.............Did a latE trIP to KInKOs ........walkED ouT without...
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ThinGS on my MinD............I sLEeP tO late because I have a lifestyle that allows it........I do not like this but my bed is so warm .........and dreaming is like CraCk.

I nEed To find a nEw CliCK I caNnoT gO anywHere and See someOne whO doeS noT knOw mY X in SOmE waY.......6 degReeS of Kari.....no JokE.


I am A LoneR So I go pLaceS...
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I have just finished my short 5 minute film for clasS.....edited all night to make it 5 minutes and had to cut alot out but it works..........soOOOoooooo I am officially done with my cinema claSs.............NowI can try and cash in on my second cousin writing me a letter of recomendation to get into UCLA. He a producer at ParamouNT ....does DR.Phil and some oher stuff...
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HmmmMMMM my Arizona FriEND jusT seNT me A bOoK on AstrAL PRojeCTIOn .....No AstrAL DYNaMICS that S the TiTLE.....A new APPRoaCH tO Out Of BOdY ExPERIenCE......whiCH If YOu beLievE In it is scientIFicaLLY unEXpLAIneD meaNING the scienTIFIC coMMuniTY ObserVES the experienCe as a ReaLIty...BasicALLY It teaCHes YOU hoW to COntROL Yr experieNCEs LikE contrOLiNG yR dReaMs.......aNd hoW tO naturaLLY sLIP intO the STAte thrOUGH medITAtiON.....I...
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So my X not the one across the street called me after 4 yrs......she lives in Arizona and we have started talking again.......hMMMmmmm I thiNK I may takE a trIP to thE deSERt.....this woman seriously FucKED mE Up for a wHILE......alhough I played a biG part in IT O course.......I have this ProBLEM Of confronting thingS to thE bITTER END...........I do wanna sleeP with her...
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Ok so I haD this taLk with My X........ I had sent her a few letterS as said before exPressing my disgust of heR aTTITUdE.....sO shE is trying to be FrieNds .....going out of her way....geTTInG me a Partin thiS neW fiLM shE is doiNg.........anyway I seeM reluCTANT TO GIvE in andsHE wantS to knOow what the PAraMETERs OF OUR fiENDShiP wiLL be.........meaning ....movies.....invited oveR.........shoPPinG....
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My x is going out of town soon the 5th of November to be exact>.............I cannot wait .......I have been looking forward to this 4 3 months now.......things seem to be getting weirder and weirder with her.......she comes over cause we have a business thing going.......she is trying to be friends I think but seems nervous and not quite sure what to say.......she is constantly...
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