6 days of self imposed celibacy complete but its starting to get difficult i went clubbing last nite and was molested by several attractive young females mostly they just grabbed me and dry humped me and tried to take me home. question what is up with females?????? when a guy is seeing one girl every time he goes bar hopping with the guys the girls...
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5 days no sex no molesting of my self and all is well.
still smoking and drinking though. but the weekend is here and supposedly there are going to be some intersting parties going on so i shall see if i can go through the weekend without picking any girls up or molesting myself
still smoking and drinking though. but the weekend is here and supposedly there are going to be some intersting parties going on so i shall see if i can go through the weekend without picking any girls up or molesting myself
4 days no sex no molesting of my self and all is well.
still smoking and drinking though. you know i never thought i could quit touching my self but i think i'm going to be able to do it this time. i figure teh next couple of weeks i'll quit smoking and the day after new years i'll quit drinking. besides that i spent...
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still smoking and drinking though. you know i never thought i could quit touching my self but i think i'm going to be able to do it this time. i figure teh next couple of weeks i'll quit smoking and the day after new years i'll quit drinking. besides that i spent...
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volkov:
I still think you are crazy. but that's not neccesserily a bad thing. it's smart to space the timing out on the denials.
good luck with it. but just remember....you can always allow yourself an occasional indulgence. I find it works better that way. at least for myself.
V
good luck with it. but just remember....you can always allow yourself an occasional indulgence. I find it works better that way. at least for myself.
V
3 days no sex no molesting of my self and all is well.
still smoking and drinking though. been reading alot of taoist stories and books reread the Sun Tzu i feel enlightened but not happy. i quit taking my meds alltogether so i shall see what effect that has. i'm also giving serious thought to changing my board name but havent come to any...
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still smoking and drinking though. been reading alot of taoist stories and books reread the Sun Tzu i feel enlightened but not happy. i quit taking my meds alltogether so i shall see what effect that has. i'm also giving serious thought to changing my board name but havent come to any...
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freyja__:
thanks schweetie.
and happy unbirthday to you!
and happy unbirthday to you!
liquid29:
Rock
ok ive gone 2 whole days with no sex and no masturbation i got rid of all my fuck friends i'm doing good now i just need to quit drinking and smoking as for the church bit i'm still looking but i may have found one the church of body mods. from what i read it sounds fairly interesting but i'm still not quite sure...
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tryptamine_____:
i don't know why you're looking for a church, but you could check out churchofflame.com.
lets see i'm thinking of giving up cigarrettes, alchol, sex and masterbation........ well maybe not cigarrettes but everything else i'm seriously considering quiting i might even start attending church again but i'm stiill not sure on that one. as for the reason ive been doing a lot of thinking as of late and have come to the conclusion that all these things are a way...
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faith:
...mmmm, strip down, build up, analyize... repeat. sounds like me.
joscelyne:
I was actually considering attending church again, but it's hard to find one that doesn't scold me or the things I do. The only one I actually *liked* is on the east coast.
Cruelty has a Human Heart,
and Jealousy a Human Face,
Terror the Human Form Devine,
and Secrecy the Human Dress.
The Human Dress is Forged Iron,
The human Form a Firey Forge,
The Human Face a Furnace Seal'd,
The Human Heart its Hungry Gorge.
William Blake
and Jealousy a Human Face,
Terror the Human Form Devine,
and Secrecy the Human Dress.
The Human Dress is Forged Iron,
The human Form a Firey Forge,
The Human Face a Furnace Seal'd,
The Human Heart its Hungry Gorge.
William Blake
volkov:
good luck with the interview man, sorry you couldn't stick around longer!
volkov:
did ya see Red Dragon...the quote made me wonder. if so...how was it!?!?!? I was going to go see it at the midnight showing tonight, but there are guests over...damn them all!
i will not update my journal till Roxy IM's me or untill invaderkim finishes taking applications for her crush thank you that is all i now return you to your regularly scheduled netsurfing
quijybo:
well, you are still the only applicant! 
anybody want an unused heart still in the box never been used i see all these brokenhearted people and since i have no need for my heart i reckon someone else could use it. since i cant think of any of my emotions that stem from my heart i figure why not give it to someone that has need of those emotions. any takers?????
liquid29:
Sure, I'll fix it up and get it back to you by.....next Friday.
quijybo:
you are the first official crush applicant. congrats.
Cruelty has a Human Heart,
and Jealousy a Human Face,
Terror the Human Form Devine,
and Secrecy the Human Dress.
The Human Dress is Forged Iron,
The human Form a Firey Forge,
The Human Face a Furnace Seal'd,
The Human Heart its Hungry Gorge.
William Blake
and Jealousy a Human Face,
Terror the Human Form Devine,
and Secrecy the Human Dress.
The Human Dress is Forged Iron,
The human Form a Firey Forge,
The Human Face a Furnace Seal'd,
The Human Heart its Hungry Gorge.
William Blake
thought i'd share my warscars that Bailey gave me by the way they still havent left she bit me really hard and i liked it does that make me sick?
osoesoteric:
Not at all.. Bailey can bite me as hard as she wants anytime
liquid29:
Sick? No, I think lucky is a much better word for it!
As for me being jesus, no, not quite, although it's funny you say that because when I have my hair down people tell me I look like an out of shape jesus, lol.
As for me being jesus, no, not quite, although it's funny you say that because when I have my hair down people tell me I look like an out of shape jesus, lol.
If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there it would've been like Woodstock. I was at Woodstock. I fed off a flower person and I spent six hours watching my hand move
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freyja__:
hi.
liquid29:
Ah, there it is! Nice dude!