This page eludes me. Escapes any semblance of linear thought to try and fill it with words. I look at the old entries. Page after page of them. God, where did all this thought come from? It couldn't possibly be from me. My thoughts, my feelings, diluted...
I feel nothing now. Not happiness, not despair, no loathing, no anger, just an empty void that was...
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I feel nothing now. Not happiness, not despair, no loathing, no anger, just an empty void that was...
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comicking:
There's too much deep thought on this page for me to diseminate.... is that a word?
fdnymedic:
hope ya feel better bro...hang in there.
Reunion came and went. It was fun to see people I haven't seen in a long time, as well as old friends I keep in touch with. We must of had two thirds of the class show up. I was the only one who went alone. Everyone else was either married, engaged, or with their significant other.
I guess the whole thing ended with me...
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I guess the whole thing ended with me...
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parks:
can I do some laundry sometime tomorrow?
_alice_:
wow.... worst. day. ever.
The time to go is upon me. Three days of more alcohol than you can shake a stick at. Three days of the lake, old friends, and my sweet Lilykins. three days of being the fifth wheel. I think it is going to be fun.
I got my haircut and I like it. I actually have like a stylish haircut for the first in, well,...
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I got my haircut and I like it. I actually have like a stylish haircut for the first in, well,...
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styphilis:
sorry we didn't make it past gasthof's. we were on our way then realized we were close to home and thought we should grab some booze. then we got lazy. i know i wasn't there for long, but i'm really glad i came. you make me smile.
_alice_:
some people 
I think the weather today was my idea for a perfect day. Unfortunately i had to work and didn't get home until after seven. I also have to work tomorrow so that means I have to be in bed by ten or so.
Fuck my work.
I think that I have Sleep Apnea. I am going to make an appointment for next week. I wake...
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Fuck my work.
I think that I have Sleep Apnea. I am going to make an appointment for next week. I wake...
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pixie_punch:
wow, sounds like a lot of craziness.
jim and i went to the beach yesterday, it WAS quite a beautifule day. i'm sure there will be more for you to enjoy, though.
jim and i went to the beach yesterday, it WAS quite a beautifule day. i'm sure there will be more for you to enjoy, though.
_alice_:
my boyfriend has sleep apnea..... well not so much sleep apnea as much as he likes to sleep on his stomach with his face flat down on the pillow. so really he just suffocates himself while he sleeps. sometimes i wake up and find him like that, barely breathing, and i have to roll him over onto his side. i don`t know how he gets by when i`m at home
school reunions are always weird... so i`ve heard.
i never graduated from high school, so i don`t really need to worry about them.
good luck
school reunions are always weird... so i`ve heard.
i never graduated from high school, so i don`t really need to worry about them.
good luck
Well having a little time off was nice. It would have been better had I had some money.
That is done with now. Back to work. I have to work 108 hours in the next nine days.
Does life get any better than this?
Really. Does it?
That is done with now. Back to work. I have to work 108 hours in the next nine days.
Does life get any better than this?
Really. Does it?
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_alice_:
that was quite the hangover....
i`m feeling better now though... phew!
i`m feeling better now though... phew!
otoki:
I've never thought frog legs tasted that strong.
I am in love Robert Randolf and the Family band.
Holy fuck am I drunk.
More at another time.
Holy fuck am I drunk.
More at another time.
_alice_:
awwww, soooo drunk 
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Today something happened to me that hasn't happened in a long time.
I was at work at the beginning of my shift (6am) getting a cup of coffee and this lady that I don't know but just have small talk with whenever I walk past comes up to me and, after our morning "hellos" turns to me and says...
You look really good today.
I...
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I was at work at the beginning of my shift (6am) getting a cup of coffee and this lady that I don't know but just have small talk with whenever I walk past comes up to me and, after our morning "hellos" turns to me and says...
You look really good today.
I...
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moongirl:
did you ever know that you're my hero...you're everything i wish i could be...i can fly higher than an eagle...you are the wind beneath my wings
parks:
I drink lots of water....
and virgin blood
and virgin blood
I have been trying to come up with something to write here for days.
Blank.
I feel the need to vent something but I have nothing to vent. Nothing that hasn't been heard before and, frankly, I'm tired of hearing it come out of my mouth.
My class reunion is coming up in a few weeks. I am nervous to see these people after so...
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I feel the need to vent something but I have nothing to vent. Nothing that hasn't been heard before and, frankly, I'm tired of hearing it come out of my mouth.
My class reunion is coming up in a few weeks. I am nervous to see these people after so...
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cirrus:
...you're right. everybody does.
_alice_:
i`m not saying that you should make it so that you don`t want a relationship before you decide to have a relationship.
what i mean is that you should be happy whether you`re in one or not. i suppose i`ve been lucky, i`m happy on my own, and i`m happy when i`m in a good relationship. but i`ve always been like that. i don`t get along with other people very often, so i don`t mind being by myself, and when i do find someone i get along with, i think that`s good too.
don`t get me wrong, i have my own issues, but i guess that isn`t one of them.
now let`s drink some rum
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what i mean is that you should be happy whether you`re in one or not. i suppose i`ve been lucky, i`m happy on my own, and i`m happy when i`m in a good relationship. but i`ve always been like that. i don`t get along with other people very often, so i don`t mind being by myself, and when i do find someone i get along with, i think that`s good too.
don`t get me wrong, i have my own issues, but i guess that isn`t one of them.
now let`s drink some rum
.Last night I saved the galaxy.
Me.
Word.
Me.
Word.
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i:
Thanks for that.
toneski:
I watched fromt he moon... you did good.
*pets head*
*pets head*
UHHHH...
My head...hurts so much.
Uhhhhh.....hangover city.
Population...me.
I wanna move...
My head...hurts so much.
Uhhhhh.....hangover city.
Population...me.
I wanna move...
niamhinlove:
go have a drink.. if you get drunk again really quick you're head will stop pounding.
_alice_:
yes, more drinking is the ticket!
I was so tired yesterday after work that I went to sleep at 8:15. I am such an old man.
I slept great until I was abruptly awakened by my roommates arguing (drunkenly) over the nutritional differences between beef, pork, and chicken. Also brought up was being Vegan and Vegitarian. That is one conversation I never thought I'd wake up to here.
The people at...
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I slept great until I was abruptly awakened by my roommates arguing (drunkenly) over the nutritional differences between beef, pork, and chicken. Also brought up was being Vegan and Vegitarian. That is one conversation I never thought I'd wake up to here.
The people at...
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_alice_:
i`m going to be a crazy old cat lady.
it`s been my life long dream.
it`s been my life long dream.
shattered:
Oh man, that haircut is so hot.
And um...cornstarch.... Next time he should be more careful.
And um...cornstarch.... Next time he should be more careful.