Coffee is the nectar of the gods. Without coffee I would be even more scary than I already am.
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So yesterday's ranting journal entry seems to have come back to bite me in the ass. Oh, kharma is just a fun thing.
It looks as though one of my coworkers is leaving the team, which makes me sad because he is the only cool...
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So yesterday's ranting journal entry seems to have come back to bite me in the ass. Oh, kharma is just a fun thing.
It looks as though one of my coworkers is leaving the team, which makes me sad because he is the only cool...
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My kids are home. I should be happy. I'm not.
With them home all I can think about it how do I pay for groceries x 5. How do I make sure that my stepson has some fun while he's here when my bank account is a fucking joke. How do I make sure the rent doesn't bounce and the electricity stays on.
A letter...
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With them home all I can think about it how do I pay for groceries x 5. How do I make sure that my stepson has some fun while he's here when my bank account is a fucking joke. How do I make sure the rent doesn't bounce and the electricity stays on.
A letter...
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kriss:
oh I am so sorry Charitee,
You know jilted woman are bad news but throw a kid in the mix and they stay angry and resentful. They can they think theyhave an excuess. I am sorry you and Zipper have to go through this .
I wish you nothing but the best and thanks for the note
Not_Tom has had one go round this morning at 1am I plan to keep him on his back most of the day!!
kisses
KRISS
[Edited on Jul 14, 2004 6:39AM]
You know jilted woman are bad news but throw a kid in the mix and they stay angry and resentful. They can they think theyhave an excuess. I am sorry you and Zipper have to go through this .
I wish you nothing but the best and thanks for the note
Not_Tom has had one go round this morning at 1am I plan to keep him on his back most of the day!!
kisses
KRISS
[Edited on Jul 14, 2004 6:39AM]
quasi_sean:
oh yes, charitee is pissed.
if it makes you feel any better, i like your new pics.
if it makes you feel any better, i like your new pics.
To bed, to sleep, to dream.
Good night my darlings. Thank you for allowing me my second home here. I've never felt quite so comfortable in my own skin as I do here.
I heart you all.
Good night my darlings. Thank you for allowing me my second home here. I've never felt quite so comfortable in my own skin as I do here.
I heart you all.
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kris:
Thanks! I've been a Charmed fiend for years now
germ13:
I feel comfortable in SG I think it's the best place in the world 
My new group finally got approved.. Charmed.
Ok, so I'm a dork but I love that show, it makes me happy and it's serious eye candy!
Gonna go post pictures in my new group!
Kisses my little maniacs...
Ok, so I'm a dork but I love that show, it makes me happy and it's serious eye candy!
Gonna go post pictures in my new group!
Kisses my little maniacs...
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porcelainheart:
i could wear a bonnet and sing shirley temple songs.
but that would just be WEIRD.
but that would just be WEIRD.
irishandbuffy:
I am so there
The light against the wall casts a shadow of doubt on my soul.
Dissect my surroundings and answer the question
Who the fuck am I?
Blue wall, the color of the water off Moloikini Crater.
Kitchell, art of color, bright, thoughtful.. desperately hopeful but all I see is line.
Music surrounds me, my head fills with notes..
Crescendos and flat.
A hobbit hole of windowless...
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Dissect my surroundings and answer the question
Who the fuck am I?
Blue wall, the color of the water off Moloikini Crater.
Kitchell, art of color, bright, thoughtful.. desperately hopeful but all I see is line.
Music surrounds me, my head fills with notes..
Crescendos and flat.
A hobbit hole of windowless...
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urblueygrl:
Well if you wouldnt mind i would like to add you as a friend. Definitly sounds like we would get along well.
germ13:
Why does everyone decide to post song lyrics insdead of telling us what's going on?
To know me, the real me.. read on.
She looks ahead, she paints her toe nails red,
She's wet and wild, a typical 90's child,
She makes every move they make,
She takes everything they take,
She must be a Thelma or Louise,
She must be a post-modern sleaze
Unscrew the wine, she'll throw a party line,
Stories extreme, she's such a drama queen,
Cries...
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She looks ahead, she paints her toe nails red,
She's wet and wild, a typical 90's child,
She makes every move they make,
She takes everything they take,
She must be a Thelma or Louise,
She must be a post-modern sleaze
Unscrew the wine, she'll throw a party line,
Stories extreme, she's such a drama queen,
Cries...
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porcelainheart:
i see the sun right now.
maybe it'll be a good day. hope your day is filled with sunshine, too.
maybe it'll be a good day. hope your day is filled with sunshine, too.
junebug:
you can have a ride in the truck anytime girl
So.... my house will be full with friends tonight. Just the way I like it.
There is one problem with having house guests.. my house looks like a fucking tornado hit it. I guess I have to clean. I thought I'd share my cleaning ritual with you people:
10:20 - Type 'pity me becuase I have to clean' journal entry
10:30 - Breakfast.. Coco Puffs...
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There is one problem with having house guests.. my house looks like a fucking tornado hit it. I guess I have to clean. I thought I'd share my cleaning ritual with you people:
10:20 - Type 'pity me becuase I have to clean' journal entry
10:30 - Breakfast.. Coco Puffs...
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charitee:
Just testing to see if this works..
&heart;
&heart;
charitee:
shit.
At work we have an instant messenger tool called Same Time. I use it a lot to discuss financials and the status of my contracts with my customers. I also use it to talk to a very smart young man that, for reasons unknown to me, seems to 'get me' at the most basic level.
We discussed today the front I put up to avoid...
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We discussed today the front I put up to avoid...
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l_f:
Yuri is transparent, but you ... vary. It depends on the kind and amount of information that you release that day. What you wrote relates well to that other entry on not accepting failure. Now it is not accepting pain.
One of the ways to overcome pain anxiety and get stronger is experiencing life, including the pain, which is part of it. One reduces one's sensitiveness to it by practicing (in this case, "by experiencing" would be better said.) And so one learns to avoid mistakes and bad approaches to relationships, becoming wiser about them. It is part of growing up, and one matures in the various aspects of life at different paces.
What would be happiness without pain ? And pain is useful because, like everything else in life, it is educative. Of course, one has to beware not to learn the wrong lessons, not to assume too much.
Aaah ! And the fun of all that catharsis later ...
Cheers,
Lord_Frous
[Edited on Jul 09, 2004 8:57PM]
One of the ways to overcome pain anxiety and get stronger is experiencing life, including the pain, which is part of it. One reduces one's sensitiveness to it by practicing (in this case, "by experiencing" would be better said.) And so one learns to avoid mistakes and bad approaches to relationships, becoming wiser about them. It is part of growing up, and one matures in the various aspects of life at different paces.
What would be happiness without pain ? And pain is useful because, like everything else in life, it is educative. Of course, one has to beware not to learn the wrong lessons, not to assume too much.
Aaah ! And the fun of all that catharsis later ...
Cheers,
Lord_Frous
[Edited on Jul 09, 2004 8:57PM]
quasi_sean:
sometimes...only rare do i think do we meet those people who totally get us in that way that we never think possible and then it's such a mystery that we can drive ourselves crazy...but maybe, just maybe, there are those that we will never understand why this happens...
regardless, maybe you need to be figured out...there's no need for someone so awesome to feel so bad.
regardless, maybe you need to be figured out...there's no need for someone so awesome to feel so bad.
At 2am this morning I stopped crying and made love to my husband.
I guess I'm just burnt. Feeling random. In need of a break.. but not in the form of a vacation. I need to open my skull, take out my brain, air it out and let it 'debug' for a few days. Is it possible to take a vacation from one's self without...
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I guess I'm just burnt. Feeling random. In need of a break.. but not in the form of a vacation. I need to open my skull, take out my brain, air it out and let it 'debug' for a few days. Is it possible to take a vacation from one's self without...
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adaline1:
here is a hug for you.
HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUG!
HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUG!
quasi_sean:
yay for the smiles.
and we love charitee.
and we love charitee.
Today I could not possibly need a hug more.
Today I'm crying for no reason.
Today I have a headache that's making my eyes hurt.
Today I just want to blow off some steam but can't afford it.
Today I have no patience.
Today I give up.
Today sucks.
Today I'm crying for no reason.
Today I have a headache that's making my eyes hurt.
Today I just want to blow off some steam but can't afford it.
Today I have no patience.
Today I give up.
Today sucks.
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porcelainheart:
you took the words right out of my mouth.
that's exactly how i'm feeling right now.
that's exactly how i'm feeling right now.
l_f:
Today you may wanna chat with us, your friends.
Magik mend and candle burn,
Saddness end, healthy heart return.
She's on my mind again. I seem to miss her more and more instead of less and less. Almost 10 years she's been gone but my heart still lingers there. It waits for her.
I've cried all the tears I have for her while awake but my dreams betray me. I cry in my dreams...
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Saddness end, healthy heart return.
She's on my mind again. I seem to miss her more and more instead of less and less. Almost 10 years she's been gone but my heart still lingers there. It waits for her.
I've cried all the tears I have for her while awake but my dreams betray me. I cry in my dreams...
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blasfemme:
i am glad you have come to our little world here on SG. many times i have been made to feel better by these beautiful people here.
we need to hang out soon.
we need to hang out soon.
Fight Club. A movie of Freudian proportion. If you dissect this movie to the sheer underlining meaning of its writing you can find yourself feeling a little insane and liking it.
Consider for a moment, having the ability to do and say anything you choose. What would you do? If you could beat the shit out of anyone in your life without fear of repercussion,...
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Consider for a moment, having the ability to do and say anything you choose. What would you do? If you could beat the shit out of anyone in your life without fear of repercussion,...
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halsonic:
"The things you own end up owning you".
Word.
Word.
quasi_sean:
i've come back for air.
anyway, sorry to her that big blue has you by the short hairs! hope that you can find a way to turn the table on them! good luck!