Friday Oct 08, 2004

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Fridays are the gods gift to a person like me. Fridays are my only reason for being able to get through Thursday.

Tomorrow I shall visit with a lovely woman that makes me smile and Sunday I shall spend the day with my hubby... yippy.

Time for a drink. Yeah!

Thursday Oct 07, 2004

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And it just gets better and better...

My son, he's 7, was sent to the principles office today.. for the third time this year.. school's only been back in session for a month and a half.

This time he called a kid a 'butt crack'.. normally not a huge deal but he seems to be starting a pattern of assholeness that is unlike him... last...
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judas:
looks like we'll have to get us some vodka sunday... do you want to come to a show too? call me when you're ready sunday--i'm done at five, and we can hang for a while... then there's a show at ten i'm going to, my friend mary's ex-boyfriend's band heliosphere.
judas:
oh, and i don't want your freakin' boobs! i love mine! *sniff* i know they're wee, but they're beautiful!

Wednesday Oct 06, 2004

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I don't think I'm going to re-up my membership here when it runs out. This makes me sad because I love it here and 85% of the people that come along with it.. but this place is tainted and I'm too tired to fight any more.

I wonder how many other things will turn to shit because of this?

I just don't want to deal...
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nataskaput:
fine, you can fuck me with a strap on, cuz i know that will keep you around
dr_zoidberg:
Fight? What are you talking about? Stay! I love you!

Wednesday Oct 06, 2004

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Ever wake up and feel like you never went to sleep? This is how I feel today.. I'm way over tired, like I could sleep for two days and still not be completely caught up.

Oh, and I need to shave my legs. uhg.
hotcurry:
I feel the same way. I could hibernate right about now.

Monday Oct 04, 2004

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I think I want to be Rainbow Bright for Halloween. Must buy yellow yarn for bad ponytail wig.

YIPPY!

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judas:
will you be available after five on sunday for fun? i think that's probably the only time it will work out for me...
judas:
oh, sweetheart, you bought me bathroom shit? that's so sweet and wonderful and i just love you. so, having a family and all, why don't you keep it? i mean, i have my stuff back, and you'll probably need things sooner than i would...

but i would love to see you sunday night. call me. i'm done with work at five.

Monday Oct 04, 2004

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All work and no play makes Charitee a bitchy bitch.
All work and no play makes Chartiee a bitchy bitch.
All work and no play makes Charitee want to SCREAM.

Mondays = death by corporate strangulation.


blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed
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err:
you can come play with nme :>
quasi_sean:
i prefer the uncertainty of the alcohol to get me thru these tragic and insane Mondays that gnaw with no mercy at my heels, thus causing me to spend the day dragging myself around on my knees being spit on by everyone who passes my pitiful self, and nobody does so much as offer me a candy bar, altho i would only take it and throw it into the wall and watch the inevitable splatter with such fascination that the janitors would have their way with me involving the mop, a bucket of soapy water, and the various pieces of chewing gum they had pulled out from the trashcans and underneath the stalls in the men's room where they are taking my used body to be furthur humiliated by leaving me nude beneath the auto-hand drier so that i may hopefully catch on fire and then suddenly regain my strength in my gimp-feet to run screaming from the toilet area and looking for the sadistic bastards who had left me there to die a rotten and fiery death that i wouldn't even wish on my worst enemy who now is pointing me in the direction of someone who cares and i run and embrace them as if they are the only set of ears in the world capable of handling such misery that spews from between my lips like a solid wall of vomit in the frathouse urinial and soon my savior grows weary of listening to me babble and sends me away to wander thru my mind for the remaining hours of what is to be the worst Monday in recent memory.

yah, poo on mondays. puke

Sunday Oct 03, 2004

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I slept better last night than I did the night before.

We won $100 in the Powerball.

A dear friend of mine woke up to find that some ass has broken into her place and stolen some of her things. She's sad and angry and all I want to do is make her smile again.

Perhaps I'll take my good mood from sleeping well and...
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the_gentleman:
I slept well too. Thanks for the good times. :p ha ha ha
judas:
i think that dear friend may just be me, and that makes me blush .

i can be kidnapped between 5 and 8 tomorrow, or at any point before six on tuesday... otherwise, i am done with work sunday by five.

Saturday Oct 02, 2004

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I didn't sleep very well last night.

I dreamt about my birth mother. She was lying in a bed, hooked up to machines and monitors. Her body was smaller than I remember and she looked frail. My sisters were crying in the chairs next to her bed.

I walked into her hospital room. She woke up. She laughed at me. She layed in her bed...
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robot_love:
Delighted and honored to be 'friended' though I might not be around long. Hope your day goes better than your sleepless night! smile
judas:
sweetheart, that's an ugly dream. i dreamt that my grandmother was invisible and in a petri dish. she told me she had a heart condition and wasn't sure if she could handle the coldness of the ocean. i held the petri dish down to the water level so that she could stick her toe in. somehow she fell in, and the petri dish was now pink with watery blood. this was after we'd noticed there was a wiccan totem on the property of our lake cabin (it wasn't a totem, but an obelisk, actually). we weren't allowed to step within the stone circle surrounding it. i went to explore, and my mother did as well. after we sat in the cabin to talk about the obelisk, and my mother looked out at the ocean, where my grandmother would later die, and she saw big blue foamy things--she whispered to me, "i am seeing things now." i told her, "i've always seen things."

the dream ended with me screaming "grandma" as loud and blood-curdlingly as one can possibly do.

so, we both had some delightfully ugly dreams... good times.

Friday Oct 01, 2004

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My sister called me tonight.

Our birth mother, the woman that destroyed my childhood and torments me as an adult, is going to die. She has been diagnosed with Addisons Disease. This is a hereditary condition that, if gone undiagnosed, is fatal.

I'm sitting here in my livingroom thinking that I am a disgusting human being because this news doesn't sadden me. In fact, it...
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l_f:
Believe me, I know what you feel.

Love you. kiss
judas:
what you feel is what you feel. we know you're a good soul. a great one, in fact. when i found out that my uncle, kevan, who has tormented me my entire life, had colon cancer, i was downright happy. it served him fucking right.

but then they found out it was something else. and i was disappointed. so i think maybe that's worse than being happy that someone has a terminal illness--being disappointed when they don't.

fuck all. i love you. i hope you're coming out to breakfast at the cc tomorrow. i need love. you need love. let's love one another over toast.

Friday Oct 01, 2004

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I feel broken and burnt today. If something doesn't break, I'm going to.

blackeyed
neodrunk:
What if I gave you a toothpick or something to break instead of yourself?

Would that work instead of you? frown

tonguemiao!!
neodrunk:
I think a window would be too messy.
But here... try this *passes over #2 pencil*

I tried. wink

tonguemiao!!

Thursday Sep 30, 2004

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I just ate a huge burger, onion rings, and drank lemonaide. Next, ice cream.

YAH for junk food.

I need sleep.
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coyoteloco:
mmmm...burger
neodrunk:
I can't even tell you the last time I ate like that. frown

I really should have a "fat-in" for me soon. I've been minding my p's and q's of late. I've lost about ten pounds just by changing my diet in the last month.

Yippee for metabolisim!!!

tonguemiao!!

Wednesday Sep 29, 2004

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I'm sad today. My only smile was the nooner I had and a really sweet comment from an amazing birthday girl.

But I'm still sad today.

The weird part is, I don't know why.
coyoteloco:
that doesn't sound like a bad day at all..must be random sadness, it won't last
filmme:
Well youre on my list of invites to the show... I may have a few pics... tongue
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