chaoticmonkey

Mood : Absolutely Pissed off and ashamed!!!

My Body has betrayed me...and hates me and this is why!!!

so tuesday night i went to a couple of bars for my friends birthday and met this girl and we kicked it off great and had lots of fun and all that jazz. flirted, kissed, got drunk...it was grand. The night was going great. Then around 2am...
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tease:

hehe its not voodoo....you just had a guilty conscious

. KISSES!

Nov 8, 2006

dametokill4:

=[ thats very sad

Nov 9, 2006

Mood : Lonely

Im stuck in a time vortex...

You see I go to Ohio State so most of the women around me are younger then me and not looking for anything serious. The women I do meet are beautiful and young of course...but i end up ruining it because they dont want what i want. They want to be free and have fun. I...
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una:

"There are no happy ending because nothing ever ends" implying there are no sad endings either. That is a tight place to be stuck between though, push into it, you may be surprised . . .

Nov 6, 2006

dametokill4:

I think you are very attractive .. and don't worry .. lonliness is only a trasatory state. You'll find someone

PS- Watching you sleep was a bit creepy .. but cute

Nov 8, 2006

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beckyjane:

Awww.....ever?

Who cares if people thought you were gay!

Oct 30, 2006

chaoticmonkey:

Its not the idea that people thought I was gay...thats fine...I think Im gay sometimes!!! The problem is that people can be so closed minded its scary. Its then that you start worrying and caring about what people think cause it's how sites like SG get shut down. And THAT would be a tragedy!!!

Oct 30, 2006

-What I Am-

I am closed walls that crack,
to let the virus in...
Breaking down and crumbling,
only to build again
A constant repetition,
I struggle to control...
While deep inside this nightmare,
tears another hole...

I am a never ending torrent,
A running stream of hate.
Fueled by an ocean of pain,
that I cannot sedate
A constant flow of red,
I struggle...
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shuttersounds:

this is interesting. btw. i'm glad your posting some of your work.

Oct 26, 2006

-Beautiful-

Last night I saw beautiful
Never seen it before
Heard about it in a fairy tale once
Imagined what it must have looked like,
Which turned out to be pretty.
Cause last night I saw beautiful

And the heavens rejoiced
The stars twinkling in wonder
The wind blowing her name through the night
My mind caught in a web of venomous seduction
Of which...
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hibiscushoney:

LOVE the poem... who inspired you ?

Oct 24, 2006

beckyjane:

Make sure you respond to this in MY journal...not yours.

Oct 26, 2006

So it's been almost a week since i've joined this site and i have to say...i love each and everyone of you. It seems like I fit in....like I was meant to be here. Everyone is so open and honest and loving toward eachother and it's like a big family. Im glad to be apart of SG and with a little time maybe become a...
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