chaoticmonkey

Mood : Suffering...if thats a mood
Listening to : The roar of thoughts as they whirl around inside my mind


What have I done? I wonder to myself every now and then...What have I done? I have fallen in love with a woman who deserves so much more than what she currently has...i have been selfish, I have been arrogant and ignorant in the way...
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By the way...Ataxia is the name of the member in the picture...not AtaxiaQueen....ok? ok...good!

Mood : Happy
Listening to : Lifehouse


OK so last weekend i went on vacation. I had some options as to what i wanted to do with my 4 days of vacation time but then i met AtaxiaQueen from this amazing site and we got to know each other quite well. So as the time ran out as to what i wanted to do...me and...
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I suppose it is time for an update...

Current mood = Anxious
Listening to = the sound of nature outside my window....with the occasional car to fuck it all up

So much has been going on this past month...where to begin...

Well as far as the financial front is concerned...ive been alot better off then i have ever been....money to spend, the comfort of not...
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Here is lyrics to a sweet ass song....

All our father's backs are broken
And our prophets are insane
There is no one left to guide us
No catalyst for change

We are too young to know better
But frailty comes with age
So we run towards Armageddon
While our legs still have the strength

And like a blind hammer
That destroys what it can't...
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Heya peoples...time for a new post

How shall we start...hmmmmmmm
Well first lets start with karma...cause ive noticed it alot recently....
I dated the mother of my child for 6 years before she decided to cheat on me with 2 of my really good friends...sad i know...but i find it interesting that the oddest thing happened..

First...one of the friends she fucked i ended up...
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Current Mood = Relaxed
Listening to = Assemblage 23



Lets mess with the fonts shall we...OK too much work....

Since last post...things are going well. I got to see my son over the weekend and he spent the night which was amazing. He is such an amazing boy but hey...he is my son. For all of you who dont know...he is 9 and his...
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Current Mood - Relaxed
Listening to - Robert Plant


For all of you that are my new friends in SG chat...I like to end my journals with a poem i made....

So its been a couple of months since i updated this thing. Im crazy lazy when it comes to keeping up on stuff like this...but anyway...I moved to my own place which is really...
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Alright so I'm back for a good year....Missy Suicide Convinced me that 29 bucks was worth it plus I reall really missed all my friends at SG. So whats been going on huh, well to make a long story short...I graduated from OSU with a degree in Sociology and guess what that got me...a job working at Staples!!!! ohhhh boy huh!!!! Anyway...Im back in Cleveland...
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Current Mood : Stressed
Listening to : Birds chirping and the sound of rain...so peaceful!!!

So ive been away for some time. Hope you all didnt miss me too much. I went to see family in Cleveland for thanksgiving and it turned out really well. Im actually suprised at how well it turned out. I got to play with my Son and my mom, my...
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Mood : Relaxed...

Listening to : The beauty of silence

Thanksgiving is coming up eh...
I originally thought...like back when i was eleven, that holidays are meant to be spent with family. On a rating of one to ten I would rank family and spending time with the ones you care about as the number one all time best thing in the world to do...which...
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Mood : Contemplative...
Currently Listening to : Stromkern-Re-Align

Thought I'd put up a new journal entry to erase the old one...

So Whoever has checked out my Myspace should know by now that I have a band. I've made a couple of songs so far but nothing substantial because I have this thing getting in the way called College and another crazy thing called work....
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