i had such a good time on saturday night, except for the getting too drunk, feeling sick, and crying about my ex at a party. i got called "stupid hot" though, made out with a cute army guy, and fell asleep in his arms because he was worried about me feeling sick. however he was asleep before me and snores so loud lol
Usually when someone is THAT much of a dick, it's because they're still holding a torch for you and can't admit it. He's probably just trying to get you mad enough to go see/hang out with him again so he can try to hook up. Honestly, if you're in a fantastic relationship, and the person you're with completely eclipses the last person you're with, they don't exist anymore. Anything you do to strike back will only validate him, and further his attempts to get closer to you. How you handle that part is all on you, I'd say if you really want closure, just tell him that if he wants to speak that way to you, you'd rather not talk to him, or see him at all if he continues to act like a child who wants to be king of the ant hill. Let him throw his hissy fits in private, far away from you, and hopefully his new girlfriend will wise up when she sees the way he's treating you. I wouldn't be with someone if I thought the minute I was no longer with them that they would treat me like crap.
Tis the season of changes.
first off was becoming single from a 2.5 year long relationship, moving out of his place and into a friends place.
this led to finding out who my real friends are, becoming more active here on this site, meeting new people and surprisingly enough, gaining more self confidence. (weird i know)
than my set i shot got lost when my... Read More
no more blonde hair. i took action and got rid of the reminder that i used to cave to whatever he wanted.
the new me got checked out all during my shopping trip, by a super hot guy in a black wool pea coat and his buddy, they almost stalked me around teh store lol
i might have egged them on by checking him out... Read More
I felt the same way last time I got out of a relationship. So I went on a few girl dates. The kissing was really nice, but damn girls are crazy! lol :p
Sometimes I feel the same way... About kissing a hot girl that is, I don't need a break from my boyfriend I don't think I could ever find a better one. But as LaDollyVita said girls are so crazy! I hope you find someone sexy to love on for christmas Your thanksgiving looks like it was cozy and yummy.
my photogs computer just crashed and all the pictures from my shoot have been lost.... this sucks serious fucking balls. i'm so upset and disappointed. i don't think she had back-up copies either....
FUCK MY LIFE
*EDIT*
the pictures are for truly gone
but my pumpkin cheesecake turned out good (i think)
but the ex is completely officially permanently an ex (cuz he's a... Read More
so after not sleeping alone for 2.5 years, it's been really hard to sleep through the night. a lot of tossing and turning and the nightly nightmares i'm having aren't helping. on top of that i have been used to sleeping on what felt like a cloud, and now i'm sleeping on a rock (ok not literally but still feels like one)
so between my... Read More
so, i think i am going to dye my hair. i know i went through a lot to get it blonde, but i only did this color for my now ex-fiance. and i don't think i want to be reminded of yet another thing i did for him. i don't hate the blonde, i actually kind of like it, but it's a hard reminder to... Read More
i can't seem to win at life, or even just not fail
*EDIT*
so i know i have been doing a lot of blogging lately, and it has mostly been venting and me being sad. i'm sorry, sorry that i haven't been a stronger person. i feel like i should have kept all of that to myself, and kinda wish i could take it all... Read More
LOL...ok...this reply was supposed to go to someone else's blog...SG really messed up on this one. Now I'm curious to see if it made it to the right page. Sorry about that...