Well I didn't quite go to the concert on saturday despite having tickets. I just did too much that day and burnt myself out. However on Sunday my sweet John drove up 5 hours just to see me for 6 hours, meet my parents, grandparents, and make love to me then drive back home 5 hours later only to get 2 hours sleep before work...
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Alrighty this is a quick quick update as I have to jump in the shower. I had a shitty week and have cried at my desk almost every morning this week because of small 'freak-outs' and over thinking. So anyways I cheated yesterday and went out and bought my iPod Shuffle. It's so damn cool. I also went to tanning for 7 minutes and skipped...
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silencenoir:
Salut ca va?
J'ai une petite question pour toi. Connais-tu des tattoo artistes a Montreal ou les environs? Si oui, me donnerais-tu quelques noms svp? J'y vais cet ete et je veux me faire tattooer a nouveau.
Merci
J'ai une petite question pour toi. Connais-tu des tattoo artistes a Montreal ou les environs? Si oui, me donnerais-tu quelques noms svp? J'y vais cet ete et je veux me faire tattooer a nouveau.
Merci
psyko514:
Too bad you didn't make it out to the convention, it was loads of fun! Did you have a good time at Miss Kittin?
So much stress it isn't even funny. Stress at work, stress i'm pushing on myself, nerves, worrying it's horrible. I have a constant knot in my stomach, i'm not sleeping well and have a constant headache. When I don't have a plan to follow I get nervous and stressed out. I need to know when everything is happenning in order to feel ok.
My shoulders...
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My shoulders...
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scrap:
If you are actually sick, going to the gym won't help anyone. And exercising with PAINful shoulders may not be wise either. Stretch out, take some advil and a get in a nice hot shower. Rest your body a day and hit the gym tomorrow. But then again, I'm not there to tell what's actually painful so i could be giving bad advice. 
I will follow him, follow him wherever he may go
There isn't an ocean too deep
A mountain so high it can keep me away
I must follow him
Ever since he touched my hand I knew
That near him I always must be
And nothing can keep him from me
He is my destiny
I love him, I love him, I love him
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There isn't an ocean too deep
A mountain so high it can keep me away
I must follow him
Ever since he touched my hand I knew
That near him I always must be
And nothing can keep him from me
He is my destiny
I love him, I love him, I love him
And...
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suzy_kabloozy:
It's so hard when they go away. My boyfriend is a truck driver and so I don't get to see him too much, but it's better in some ways. At least you have a chance to miss them. 
oryx:
thank you for the happy birthday wish!
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mistyfly:
WOW toi tu est de bonne humeur!! felicitation pour ton mec, a step in the right direction! my trip to Cuba was very short, filled with work and i got a bad sunburn...so the weather here is not cheering me up either! so that means you are not moving here then...i will just have to visit you in MTL then! keep your chin up!
psyko514:
Rock on... John being closer to ya is awesome
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psychotic:
this weather makes me feel soo... washhhhhh (as in ouach in french... not as in wash as clean! 
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PsychoHellBoy
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PsychoHellBoy
shann71:
Thank you so much. Let's see, to see a difference was about 4 weeks... my boobs, first to go. 
I used to eat out a lot, now I have not eaten out in about a month, except sushi I still eat that. I eat chicken chicken chicken and veggies and have cut down on a lot of carbs (i am a carb not sweets junkie).
I started running, that seems to be really speeding shit up! I'm hoping to run in a 10K this summer sometime, and I want to climb the CN Tower stairs. Girl's gotta have goals.
I've been drinking meal replacement shakes and eating the bars too, some of them are pretty nasty but I"m getting used to eating stuff I dont like. God listen to me go on about it I am boring myself! LOL
Let's see, to see a difference was about 4 weeks... my boobs, first to go.
I used to eat out a lot, now I have not eaten out in about a month, except sushi I still eat that. I eat chicken chicken chicken and veggies and have cut down on a lot of carbs (i am a carb not sweets junkie).
I started running, that seems to be really speeding shit up! I'm hoping to run in a 10K this summer sometime, and I want to climb the CN Tower stairs. Girl's gotta have goals.
I've been drinking meal replacement shakes and eating the bars too, some of them are pretty nasty but I"m getting used to eating stuff I dont like. God listen to me go on about it I am boring myself! LOL
What a day. I woke up with the worst pains in the world in my abdominal area. It only got worse as the early morning progressed so I called work, and my parents and decided to go to the emergency as I was afraid it was another massive bladder infection that had taken my left kidney along for the ride. I get to the emergency...
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mistressmissy:
ps, i tried that future me thing out and i like the way id look if i lost 60 lbs. i gotta get working on that.
faye:
Do you really wanna be all skinny like that?
i'm unhappy and tired today. i'm not miserable or crying or anything, just bleh, down, lazy. i'm hoping it's just hormones. i'm pretty sure it is..that and i'm probably fighting off this cold that is going around the office. i'm just kind sick of my bod. i'm frustrated. i want the energy and the spirit to be in the gym 6 days a week. i...
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misterclean:
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Saturday - rained all day and it was cold.
What did I do today? Hmm not a hell of a lot of anything really. I woke up at 5:30 had some natural oatmeal with berries then ended up falling back to sleep till 11. Got up woozy and watched tv till my neighbour knocked at my door bawling her eyes out because her dumb-ass of...
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What did I do today? Hmm not a hell of a lot of anything really. I woke up at 5:30 had some natural oatmeal with berries then ended up falling back to sleep till 11. Got up woozy and watched tv till my neighbour knocked at my door bawling her eyes out because her dumb-ass of...
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psyko514:
coke, speed and e? brutal... i don't blame you for not wanting to have anything to do with the situation!
jupitersunrise:
i hate going to the salon because of the small talk
i could never be a beautician for that reason...
no loss on my behalf, or the poor souls whose hair i would ruin, hehe
i could never be a beautician for that reason...
no loss on my behalf, or the poor souls whose hair i would ruin, hehe
Okay so I spent like 140 some odd dollars on FOOD for this supposed diet. I must have looked like a lost kitten in the ethnic food store near work when I was trying to figure out if the can I was holding was actually hummus. I'm still not sure it's what I bought but I'll find out soon. All great foods mind you, nothing...
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psychotic:
well... the little billy sends his best puuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrr 
PsychoPsycho
PsychoPsycho
hellomrworld:
check out my journal ... being a little overweight might be fine for your life expectancy
Hmmph kay so yay i'm back home in MY HOME!! Wheeeeee! I've been living at my parents house for the past 10 days taking care of my parrot and their house while they were on a cruise. They are home safe and sound and I'm back to my old life. Living CLOSE to work, picking up after myself when I WANT TO, and watching the...
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unique3:
AWWW....you're adorable. new curly hair?!?! I wanna see!
yeah good luck w/that diet. let me know how it's workin.
yeah good luck w/that diet. let me know how it's workin.
broadwaybee:
Oh my goodness, hurry up and POST! I'm dying to see. 
Eeps it's been ages since I updated! Sorry all..have been trying to spend less time on the computer and more time outside. I'm still commuting back and forth between my parents house and mine till tuesday when they come back all tanned and rested from their cruise (lucky lucky them). John scored an amazing job in Burlington, MA. So we'll probably be living somewhere around...
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unique3:
good luck with your ABS DIET! I checked the site..seems cool. but I cant spend another cent on a 'fad diet' book. I bought the south beach diet book AND cookbook. yeah, hardly even cracked it open. to ebay it'll go.
but I have been keeping myself to a semi regular exersice THING. I dont know. some days I think it'll never happen.
sorry for rambling..you're so pretty. you're moving to mass.?!?! thats cool!!! good luck with that!
but I have been keeping myself to a semi regular exersice THING. I dont know. some days I think it'll never happen.
sorry for rambling..you're so pretty. you're moving to mass.?!?! thats cool!!! good luck with that!
morningbloom:
ok so I'm random, but hopefully not creepy and I just wanted to say that I think you're positively gorgeous. Simply beautiful.
concentrate on how proud you should be of your man... its ones like him that help the rest of us fight off the stereotypes
And you're honey is amazing for doing that!