cathedra

I had a good talk with the proverbial asshole. After much emotional badgering I drew it out of him: he's been acting like a prat because he's still very attracted to me and wants to sleep with me but can't since he has a gf. Uhhh yeah twisted compliment but never the less at least I know why he was such a foo'.

Everything is...
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So if you haven't caught on yet, I spent a good amount of time crying last night, and decided out of the blue to whip out my camera and document my facial leakage. It's in PSW, and there was something liberating about sharing an ugly moment like that with so many people. Weird.

I didn't go to the gym yesterday, however I did reaaaally hold...
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It's Monday, and UGH!!!! It's about time I wake the hell up after 2 weeks of delusion. I gained 5 lbs in 2 weeks. I feel like my entire body is covered with lead and is heavy and swollen.

I know exactly why and how I gained these bloody 5 lbs too. The week before last I had bad cramps during the red days and...
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Happy 1st of August. Today i'm not going to eat much, and see how I feel. I am not going to keep anymore weed in my house so therefore I won't smoke, and I won't binge. I am going to spend the day cleaning, then take the photos of my place that I promied you all. It's a beaaaautiful day here. Blue skies, not too...
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It's Saturday. I got off work early (like 1:30!!) came home and worked on the site like a good girl. I stopped around 8 got ready and went downstairs to my neighbour's apartment (my ex-apartment) where she was having a "party" which ended up being like 5 people myself included. It was cool, though I drank 4 beers which I never do, and smoked oooooh...
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It's Friday!

Ok no more goofing off for me. I haven't laid foot inside the gym in almost 2 weeks now. I have been smoking, and or drinking almost every night this week. Trying to get work done on my site but realising that HTML isn't something you do when you're fucked up. The problem is, when I smoke I only realise the next morning...
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This is going to be one of those days you can't wait for it to be over. It's only 9:55 here, but I can feel it already. Last night I talked on the phone with a girl I met on a girl's dating site. Just that situation is confusing for me, though I've been nothing but honest with her from the beginning. I told her...
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Good Morning..it's tuesday, I'm for sure getting a cold now. I just finished adding a new header image in PSW group. I think i'll try to take some pics of my finished apartment to show you guys. Well tonight is far away and I gotta get ready for work, so have a great day all. xox

Monday, back to the real world. I feel like i'm fighting off a sinus infection, at least I hope i'm fighting it off. I'm dressed ever so clean and crisp today. My boss came back from a week long business trip to France, so I have to look productive...

I was thinking about something my mom said yesterday while we were watching the end of...
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Wheeee im at my parents house babysitting my birds while they are away in Toronto: City of pretty girls and many SG people. *sigh*

Alas...tomorrow night is the party. The night I yank my liver out, throw it on the floor and watch it boogie. Should be fun for all. I hope it doesnt errupt into a drunken orgy...(just kiddng)

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My newest friend Saturnalia...
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Happy Friday everyone...

@work, and about to throw my computer out the window. 17, 643 emails...*thwaps head on desk*

Oh well...it's friday, tomorrow is party night.

I think I may have bought too much booze...

72 bottles of beer
1 bottle vodka
1 bottle Sour Puss
1 bottle spiced rhum
1 bottle Baileys

oh well...I know at least it won't go to waste

Have a...
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