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Right, so I just did something really random. I was talking to some guy online and he was like, "Do you like talking on the phone?" I said, "sometimes." and he was like you can call me and I said no but then I said he could call me if he wanted. So he called me and we talked a bit and he saying he'd...
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Ok, this is "My Song." It's the first of the songs I wrote (Ryan is the subject). This one came to me when I was thinking about how his songs about imaginary and real girls and how I'd like him to write a song for me but I was like, "fuck it, I'll write my own damn song." So, yeah, that's what this is. I...
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So I'm upset / angry / frustrated. I'm tired of this neverending pattern of people only being able to see me as a friend. I'm tired of the crushes. And I really don't like it when 14 year old British chicks IM Ryan trying to convince him to go out with me...

So, I realize it's his loss. Right? I mean, if he's not going...
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From my webpage's stats:
This page is linked to most often from this URL 32.45% of visitors link from
http://suicidegirls.com/members/emotastica/

I'm impressed. I was almost certain it would be the PCB site. Or Rum & Monkey. Thanks for visiting my site :-D Now sign the guestbook!

Ryan is the guy whose hat is the subject of the site. He plays guitar for Poly-Cotton Blend and,...
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Not completely sober.
Poluck was great. Lots of cute radical chicks Fences was good. After the play we went back to Sara's and played drinking games and eventually smoked a little. She lives in the same apt complex as Ryan but I didn't see his car so I didn't go visit. That would have been funny if I would have went and knocked on his...
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My site has been updated Nothing much, just took Janet off and put a picture a friend of my dream me. I plan to add stuff to the site soon and maybe make it look better. I just wish I had better web design kills.
I need a shower before the Sappho Supper (all women potluck... um, vegetarian potluck I believe, no eating of women...)....
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Teehee, I put a profile picture. It's Ryan's coffee table (it was the cover for PCB's CD "American College Student"). I thought it would make an amusing profile picture. I am Ryan's coffeetable!

Hehe.

Cat! is easily amused.

I'm supposed to be in my EDCI class right now. I was taking a nap and I didn't feel like getting up to go to it. My heart was bothering me. Supposedly there's nothing wrong with my heart anymore. I got out of bed about an hour after class started (it's a night class so it meets once a week for 3 hours). Blah. I've...
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not doing homework, not doing homework, not doing homework...

Fuck! I don't want to do homework.

*Cries*

Evil, evil professors thinking you should actually read in class and participate in discussions and know what's going on...

Then again, it sucks being in class and not knowing what's going on. Especially in English classes (well, and French Lit too). I like to talk in English classes....
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So sleepy. Went a little crazy today at Books-a-million and Best Buy. Well, much crazier at Best Buy, I only bought one book I hadn't intended to buy. At Best Buy the intention was to get a Web Cam, possibly a discman, maybe a CD and not 8 CDs, a Web Cam, a microphone and a Diskman. Yes, insane.
Then a friend asked if I...
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