aloha friday
i'm going to do some more apartment searching online tonight and at work tomorrow, and i will see a buttload of places saturday as josh is totally pressuring me to find a place as he wants to leave at the end of the month. i cried my ass off tonight, scared, and hurt over this whole thing.
i'm at the point where i...
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i'm going to do some more apartment searching online tonight and at work tomorrow, and i will see a buttload of places saturday as josh is totally pressuring me to find a place as he wants to leave at the end of the month. i cried my ass off tonight, scared, and hurt over this whole thing.
i'm at the point where i...
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spud_bliss:
it'll all come down some when you get into the guesthouse
it'll all come down some when you get into the guesthouse
heatdude:
Your better off as far away as possible from him...............good luck/stay strong
you know i really love this man.
i love him so much and i'm scared to fucking death of his going home.
i hate talking about it, it makes me cry everytime.
thinking about being alone, missing him, hurts so much just to ponder. i can't do it i won't do it.
how the hell do i get him to stay?
i have lied to...
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i love him so much and i'm scared to fucking death of his going home.
i hate talking about it, it makes me cry everytime.
thinking about being alone, missing him, hurts so much just to ponder. i can't do it i won't do it.
how the hell do i get him to stay?
i have lied to...
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badangela:
It is hard to cope with situations that make you hurt. Im not sure what to say other than hang in there it wil get easier. It is a pity he wont stay.
caffeinemonkey:
It will all work out. Just give it time. Be strong and confident.
fuck i just lost 30.00 on full tilt, to some fucker that had 4 of a kind kings
i hate poker....
i hate poker....
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the_timmy:
yeah not too fond of the poker rooms but it really is a luck game.sometimes u got luck sometimes you dont.
caffeinemonkey:
It will suck you back to the table 
how's your weekend? mine is good...we've been chilling and looking at apts. i want to make homemade spaghetti or lasagna tomorrow night to hold us through a few nights during the week, yum.
i got a new recipe for a kickass marinara
also we've been watching a crapload of movies:
-clerks 2 - all i have to say to you is pillow pants the pussy...
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i got a new recipe for a kickass marinara
also we've been watching a crapload of movies:
-clerks 2 - all i have to say to you is pillow pants the pussy...
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avidity:
clerks 2 is so so good. i love the music that's playing in the background when he's telling the pillowpants story 
sorry i've been so lax on reading your blogs, i'm gonna have to go back to see what's going on with you.
miss you hon! muah
sorry i've been so lax on reading your blogs, i'm gonna have to go back to see what's going on with you.
miss you hon! muah
caffeinemonkey:
Yummy pasta! How did the marinara turn out?
All of those movies sound good. I still need to rent American Gangster. Everyone says it is one of the best!
Have a wonderful week and good luck with the apartment hunt.
All of those movies sound good. I still need to rent American Gangster. Everyone says it is one of the best!
Have a wonderful week and good luck with the apartment hunt.
wow i hate depressing blogs they remind us all that everyones life has some sort of shit in it eh?
well whatever.
i'm getting a new place, in fact i'm almost 100% sure the guesthouse will be mine, the lady loved me. it's really a cute place, small but it's fine for just me. josh will stay until the end of the month, the 1st...
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well whatever.
i'm getting a new place, in fact i'm almost 100% sure the guesthouse will be mine, the lady loved me. it's really a cute place, small but it's fine for just me. josh will stay until the end of the month, the 1st...
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voss:
sending lots of love n hugs n kisses your way babydoll
i've really gotta stop feeling sorry for myself...
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spud_bliss:
don't we all?
pkybear:
Sometimes you can't help it. All you can really do is make it to the next day, and hope it's better.
i looked at an apt. today, well it's a "Guesthouse"...it's nice, but 1100.00 a month, ugh. i'm so spoiled on living with my man and paying 710.00 a month, so this is a lot more money to live by myself.
i'm one of those people who's AFRAID to be alone, literally. i'm scared. the idea of josh leaving and going back to ohio scares the...
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i'm one of those people who's AFRAID to be alone, literally. i'm scared. the idea of josh leaving and going back to ohio scares the...
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hellaedgar:
Hugs!
Haha, I'd kill to find a good place for $1100 a month. Stupid California real estate...
Haha, I'd kill to find a good place for $1100 a month. Stupid California real estate...
elvis:
i think you should move to ohio then we can hang out cause its with in driving distance
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einahpets:
wow i love your hair too!
punknitemike:
super cute, i love your hair!
im back been back since sunday busy busy girl.
life is hectic, work is good....i was a dumbass sentimental jerk when i was in hawaii and i hurt josh.
i'm so glad we had last night together it meant everything to me.
he's moving back to OH, misses his fam. he needs to try it. althrough it's hard for me i have to support what...
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life is hectic, work is good....i was a dumbass sentimental jerk when i was in hawaii and i hurt josh.
i'm so glad we had last night together it meant everything to me.
he's moving back to OH, misses his fam. he needs to try it. althrough it's hard for me i have to support what...
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caffeinemonkey:
Sorry that you had such a rough time away from your man. And sorry to hear he is going to be moving. I am sure you guys can make the long distance thing work!
Good luck.
Good luck.
phoenixgirl:
How did things suddenly get like this for you guys?...I know you have had some stuff going on. Is he moving permanently or what?
off to honolulu tomorrow for work, for about a week, should be fun
i will try to drop by and say hi don't miss me too much.
it's a much needed overall break.
i will try to drop by and say hi don't miss me too much.
it's a much needed overall break.
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the_timmy:
I miss hawaii. I used to live there... but I miss the weather.. Have fun on your trip
vegasdaddy:
Would love to join you. Hawaii is on my future travels agenda.
boys fucking suck..............
i wish i knew what to do
i wish i knew what to do
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caffeinemonkey:
I hope everything is okay. All relationships go through there bumps. I hope you guys don't let a little issue knock down all the good times.
I wish you luck.
Us boys have this defective chromosome that makes us stupid sometimes... okay, most of the time
I wish you luck.
Us boys have this defective chromosome that makes us stupid sometimes... okay, most of the time
presence:
i agree.
girls are so much better than boys.
girls are so much better than boys.
that song rocks my socks, love the group.
i know it's a little biterized but i don't care.
this weekend i wanna party, we might go out with friends of ours tomorrow night i want to but we shall see.
i need to return a bunch of shit, like that 1 pc bathing suit total nightmare...makes me look fatter than a 2 pc.
and a...
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spud_bliss:
i love drinking new liquor
presence:
mmmm shot.s
