Nah, not Versace-- Vogue. I'm not that well-off, Cassy
I like your furry seatbelt thinger.... it's cuuuuute!
And don't cry... things really will get better; just a rough patch, baby
i'm trying to be an adult here but it's so hard, what the fuck is the deal. today in general i've just been feeling like total shit, missing him so fucking much.
i went to look at the new... Read More
I'm so sorry to hear all this. I know how awful it feels - really. I went through a break up with the love of my life. I rpomise you that it eventually gets better. I know it doesn't feel like it will and it can be hard to believe when somebody tells you that, but you will make it through.
morning cats and kittens it's sunday and the 1st of june. this means i go, pay my rent at the new pad, and i can start moving stuff over there today.
i want to take my time, i have 11 more days here in this place, still don't know what i'm going to do about a mover, but i'll figure it out i guess. don't... Read More
It's 3:02am in Australia and he is in South Africa. That is an eight hour time difference.
It's so hard and even when he gets back to Australia, he lives on the other side of the Country. Which is a 5.5hr flight away.
Sorry to hear that you had to move alone.
Take care and feel free to drop me a line anytime. I'm willing to bet that I understand... xx
"if you love something set it free
If it comes back it's yours forever
If it doesn't it was never yours to begin with"
one of my all-time favorite movie scores...
this is a total fave on this sentimental Friday night:
-edited- the honey bunch called, we had this really amazing conversation about everything. how does he always know when i need him, it's like... Read More
"i'll be dreaming of you" he says to me after like our little quick phone convo. i love when he says that it just touches my heart, it's that simple <3
i feel incredibly lost without him....3k miles away, and i just, i just need him.....
I've tried that before..in fact I'm not even concentrating on that right now, it would just be nice to go out on a date or something. I haven't been on a date in 4 years. As for sex..HA!! umm yeah, years. It's just nice to have someone to hold and kiss. I seem to like girls who are taken
it feels like a sunday to me today. i blew off some ppl yesterday to hang with and went to my folks, prob not the best move ever sure i'll hear about it at work tomorrow. grr. i just didn't feel like i was in the right place to go to volleyball w/o josh. i knew it was going to depress me and i just... Read More
I am sure your friends will understand. Just tell them you had obligations to your parental figures
I think the bold streak would look cool!
And this weather has been so weired. I really would like it to just stay sunny and warm and feel like summer. No more of this early June gloom shit.
Let me hear you say, this shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S
this shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S
Again, this shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S
This shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S
it feels like sunday to me too! i think the being apart stuff will get easier over time, just keep yourself busy. whereabouts in ohio did he go? i ask cause i live in ohio!
love it love it...made it into my iphone ringtone. now that's awesome.
i'm watching "before the devil knows you're dead" it's a little bit, i dunno, slow?
ugh
also i hate watching movies alone by the way. i talked to my honey tonight for like 2 hours again. i'm feeling so spoiled. we tell each other all about our days, makes... Read More
Yes, babydoll, I'm feeling much better-- thanks . How are you??
And I don't think I've asked before, but what are the plans with you and the man's living situation? Is he coming back? Are you moving there?
Maybe you guys could get webcams... that shit definitely helps, hehe
Ha! I guess if any song could drive someone to double homicide.
Hope you are having a great weekend. I rented I'm Not There the Bob Dylan Story. It was so slow and so artsy fartsy I couldn't take it. I had to shut it off about half way through.
almost the weekend, although i have begun to hate the weekends without my man, is that kinda weird? i love work because it keeps my mind busy and i don't miss him AS much. however i still miss him...don't get it twisted.
don't have much planned for the weekend, Volleyball on Sunday which will make me miss him like mad, i don't play so i... Read More
i am so thrilled that so you think you can dance is on!!! i didn't get into idol this season. ever since the daughtry vote off, i've been hesitant to watch lol. your toes are pretty sweetie!
the top 10 things that suck about josh being gone:
1. no kisses - he has this really amazing mouth that i adore. our mouths fit PERFECTLY together and the taste of his tongue and his lips is pure heaven. my all-time favorite kisser.
2. no cuddles - this is a world-class cuddling man. we can pretzel our legs and bodies up, and he just... Read More
Thanks for the comment on my tattoo. It did hurt, a lot. but i love it so it's worth it.